Help—Am I Being Too Hard To Get?
Have you ever opened up to friends about your lack of a love life and got hit with a response along the lines of, “Ang hard-to-get mo kasi,” and consequently felt attacked and confused even though you know it was just a joke? Cue this iconic and ever relatable line: “Bakit parang kasalanan ko?” (Bobbie Salazar, 2013)
How does one fall under the category of hard-to-get? Is it a bad thing to be one? Should I be pakipot instead of marupok when it comes to relationships? Here are some things to consider:
You’re not required to like someone back just because they confessed their feelings.
So someone professed their feelings for you, but you’re just not entirely sure if you feel the same way for them. That’s okay. You aren’t obligated to reciprocate their feelings. And no, that’s *not* playing hard to get. That long and heartfelt, albeit mushy, DM they sent on Messenger as a confession of their affection shouldn’t pressure you to like them back--unless that’s also how you really feel towards them.
It’s okay to take your time to process how you really feel.
If the person who confessed they like you suddenly decided to do a 180 before you could even decide, then it's a loss we'll have to take. Maybe they don’t really like you enough to wait for an actual answer so they took it upon themselves to decide.
Relationships are one of the most complicated concepts to ever exist in the universe, but it’s also one of the most beautiful ones. And as with everything precious in life, it’s always worth investing time in thinking things through when it comes to matters of the heart, especially in the age of fleabagging and paperclipping, and other online dating trends that defined this decade.
That being said, taking your time shouldn’t be a free pass to string people along because…
There’s a difference between taking your time and leading someone on.
It’s understandable if you need a while to process your feelings, especially when school and other commitments are taking up so much of your life right now. There’s also nothing wrong if you end up with a “no” for an answer after mulling your feels over. Maybe you finally came to the conclusion that your current setup in life just isn’t conducive for relationships.
What’s not acceptable is leading someone on when you clearly have no intention of giving them an answer from the very beginning. Maybe you did it because it felt nice to have someone like you and shower you with affection, even if you’re just really not ready for a relationship right now. Still, it’s just a waste of time for both of you, and it's likely someone will just end up getting hurt.
There’s no shame in easily falling in love.
Many people play hard-to-get because they’re afraid of being branded as someone who’s “madaling ma-fall.” While relationships must always be regarded with thorough deliberation, being marupok isn’t a crime. Some people are naturally predisposed to fall easily for someone’s charms, but that neither implies that you’re weak for love, nor that should you resort to playing hard-to-get as a defense mechanism.
Certain studies may show that the hard-to-get tactic actually works, but it’s still best to keep in mind that this shouldn’t be our primary basis for how we navigate through relationships. When it comes to relationships, we still have to guard our hearts extra carefully and use our minds diligently. But it’s also nice to surrender ourselves to the process of falling in love and finding worthwhile relationships without the fear of being dubbed pakipot or marupok holding us back. You do you, as long as it feels right.
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Here's my two cents on the letter, call for help of our medical frontliners. Let’s hear what our healthcare workers have to say and try to understand it from their point of view, they have every right to criticize how this medical crisis is being handled by the government... after all, they're the experts on the topic. Though we see the frontliners as heroes in our eyes, the lack of concrete plans from the government to combat COVID-19 makes them feel otherwise. Healthcare workers are already starting to voice out how they feel as though they are being sacrificed as they follow through their sworn oath. We wouldn’t send our soldiers to war unarmed and without a concrete plan; the same should be expected for our frontliners. How can we send them to battle without proper gear? Why is there still a debate on whether mass testing is needed or not when the experts on that field continuously insist its importance in flattening the curve? Why is this still not the priority when it’s literally our lives on the line? It’s not like the medical experts demanding for mass testing are just stating their opinion about this mindlessly, they studied this laboriously. Make them feel heard so that all the sacrifices that they’re doing and all the deaths of their colleagues are not in vain. More than the words of praises, what our medical professionals truly need right now is TANGIBLE support. Here is to hoping they get that soon. @errren.22
*Minor edits have been made for clarity
Here is a photograph taken yesterday from the photo shoot I did in our house. ? I really love dressing up and being dolled up, it makes me feel great and confident of who I am ?
I was actually hesitant to post these pictures of mine. My sister eveb asked me to change my Facebook Profile Picture and it took me hours to decide if I should. But, I realized that this is me, the real me. I should be confident of my body and of who I really am.
At the end of the day, I dress up not for other people but for myself ? To all the ladies out there and even gentlemen who are taking a second to think if they should post their pictures, worried about what will others say their body, remember that we just need to be just ourselves. Be confident and let us support each other ? Let us be friends! IG: @romynaaaaaaa_
They say time heals all wounds, but it has been ages - is heartbreak exempted?
I have forgotten when was the last time we shared a smile - the last time when I saw the glow in your eyes and the last time when you whispered an I love you to me. I have forgotten when, but here I am - writing to you again.
I do not know if you will read this or you will just add this one to my proses and poems that you left unread, but you see, I am still hoping. I am mailing the pain of us to the gods out there - hoping they can take the pain away. I should have gotten over you, but instead of forgetting and accepting our ending, I am writing about us in tissue sheets, carving about us on trees, telling about us on the back of my journals, hoping that a thousand or a million write ups about us, can make me forget about what happened.
I am writing, waiting for the point where I can no longer write anymore, for I have none to tell - but when? I have nothing in me anymore, but the memories of us - and no matter how hard I try put those to its own grave, the memories grow back like lilies in the swamp - painful and beautiful at the same time.
No matter how hard I try to silence those and put it at the back of my mind, those ring back, playing like the favorite song we used to listen. They say heartbreaks turn into poetry and that is what happening to us - but poetry should be dulcet and dreamy, why does ours sound like pain and agony? They say time heals all wounds, but it has been ages - is heartbreak exempted? Darling, I guess not.
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