From Our Readers: To the Guy I Fell in Love With for the Second Time

You took my heart the moment you left me.
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I'm the kind of person who believes in "past is past" especially when it comes to love and that's why I never give another chance to someone who already hurt me.

Until you happened...

It's the first time I let someone enter my life again after all the things you've done to me. You hurt me. I already told you that I suffered heartaches from you. You took my heart the moment you left me. You left me because of another girl. I asked myself, "Am I not good enough for you?" Days passed by, I lost myself and it took me a while to find it again. All I know is, I destroyed myself by loving you. Nothing inspires me but my pain, that's how I moved on.

You took my heart the moment you left me.

But that was more than a year ago. We moved on, we started another chapter in our lives separately. Until you came back...


And for the second time, I accepted you. I knew that loving you is like loving a storm, I would never get out unscathed. You became my biggest risk. Who would have thought that after all our differences, we'd end up together. We fight almost everyday, even over the smallest thing. Somewhere between our arguments, I asked myself "Is it really worth it? To be with you?" I paused, sat in one corner, then I remembered your face. My doubts faded away. You rarely smile and I guess that's the reason why people mistakenly identify you as a snobbish. But my perspective's different; I see inner goodness in you. I believe in you. Have I ever told you that one of the best thing that I witnessed is you, sleeping, then you started snoring and I couldn't ask for more because you are more than enough. Your flaws aren't flaws because I adore them all.

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I always question myself, "Why do I love you?" You annoyed me, you made me scream because I hate you. I told myself a million times that I had enough; I'm going to leave you but still, here I am, fighting. Holding on to work these things right because I still want to spend every irritating moment with you. I just don't want to waste our second chance anymore. I can't afford to lose you again. I'm sorry I never say I love you so instead I say good night, because love means falling and I'm afraid of heights. I know you don't like me being so clingy, so I just had to wrote down all these feelings for you...

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