It's been years since we broke up, but I still think about him and wonder if he's okay or if he found another girl or does he have problems I can help him with.
When you walk past a place that had memories and you pretend that you did not see it.
I hate getting flashbacks of things I don't want to remember. I still think of him every day, but I don't think I have feelings for him anymore. I get confused every day because I hate him, but why do I have to be reminded of the memories we had?
I don't know if I still have feelings for him or is it just the memories I love but not the person? I cried when he left me, but I laughed so hard when I saw what he left me for. I keep asking myself, is he telling her the same things he told me? I wish I could hurt him the way he hurt me but I never did.
I wish I could hurt him the way he hurt me but I never did.
We broke up because I had a feeling that he had another girl. Because he told me "I won't be texting you anymore." And I was right, he cheated on me and the reason was because I was going to transfer to another school. I hated him for that and I hated him more when he texted me after we broke up and told me he missed me but it was actually for another girl and not for me.
I may hate him, but there's something in him that I still like. I'd want to know what that is. And I'm sure if I saw him ten, eleven years down the road, my heart would still beat a little faster.
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