The Feeling is Sublime
I don't know why I feel this way. The feeling I consider to be magical, the feeling of people in movies do. I don't know why my heart keeps on screaming for your name when my mind keeps telling me to stop. But what could I do, I can't help myself not to be in love with you. It was not a choice.
I've spent hours contemplating the right words to say to you but no combination of 26 different letters could ever accurately capture even a hint of what this feeling is. You're my best friend. I thought this kind of attraction only happens in movies and not in real life, I was wrong.
I've spent hours contemplating the right words to say to you but no combination of 26 different letters could ever accurately capture even a hint of what this feeling is.
You and I, we're everything. You and I exist in every color of the rainbow. Sometimes when I look at you and you're looking back at me, I can feel something exist like we were both connected and I couldn’t ask for something more than just look into your eyes where our world exist.
Do you believe in soulmates? I think you and I were created for this existence. We are both ideally suited to one another not romantically but just perfect for one another. Like the Ancient Chinese Proverb "An invisible thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place and circumstances. The thread may stretch or tangle. But it will never break." It seems like we have this kind of thread that can't get enough of one another. We may have our differences, yet our differences are not intended to separate us. We are different in order to realize our need of one another.
I told you how I feel and you ask me Why, When, and How. And I couldn't even answer those simple questions myself. All I know is that I woke up one day, afraid of becoming addicted to you. The way my body clings for your existence, the way your scent stained my skin. I woke up one day, wanting to be with you every minute of every day. I just want to be with you.
Loving you was and never will be a choice. It just happened so fast that this feeling is sublime. It is a second of happiness turned eternal. It is a state of bliss that no person in love would want to let go of. It is the reason that even if I struggle, I have my love for you to make me smile.
You're my best friend. My mind keeps telling me I have to stop this feeling, but I won't. Because I've realized that loving you was one of the best thing that ever existed and I just can't afford to let it go.