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From Our Readers: My Best Friend Thought I Cut Him Off

How can you tell him your problem when he is actually the problem?
PHOTO Park Shin Hye | instagram.com/ssinz7 ART Clare Magno

What have I done to deserve all these things? Why do I need to feel this way? Of all the people, why did it have to be you? These are the questions running through my mind tonight, and I'm still looking for answers to my other questions.

You are the weirdest person I've ever met. Sometimes I wonder whether you're really a human being or you're just an alien from another planet, because you always amaze me in everything that you do. You always make me so proud of you.

Maybe, the song "It's a Small World After All" is true. Who would have thought that you were my classmate in Nursery? Who would have thought that my ex-boyfriend and your best friend will also become classmates? Who can imagine that your sister and my sister will also be classmates? Who can imagine that we have so many common friends?

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Who can imagine fate will be in favor of us?

After all those the surprises, we eventually started to get to know each other and accepted each other's flaws, laughed at corny jokes together, and enjoyed each other's company. We were there for each other through all the heartbreaks we had; we even encouraged each other's relationships. We shared secrets and sentiments, even our assignments and homeworks.

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But one day, I woke up and felt different towards you. Our usual sweet gestures toward each other, the I Love Yous and I Care For Yous, our take care messages—they were no longer the same to me. I started to feel jealous every time you're with your girl friends. What was happening to me.

I started to feel jealous every time you're with your girl friends. What was happening to me.

I thought that feeling would eventually disappear, because I believe we don't like each other. We will never be in love with each other, because we're just best friends. But fate decided to play a trick on us. We had a big fight, a fight that ruined our friendship. But it also led me to know who you really are in my life.

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I love you. After all this time. And I'm sorry because I fell in love with you.

I was so fluttered when you told me that I was the girlfriend you wish you had. But I know everything was just a big joke. How could someone like you fall for someone like me? That's impossible. I'm your best friend and I know what you like, whom you like, and whom you don't like.

I once fell in love with my other best friend, the same thing happened, but things were worse. You two are different people; he is my ultimate crush who turned out to be my boy best friend and you are my boy best friend who turned out to be the boyfriend that I've never had.

I love you no matter what; I love you more than you could ever love yourself. I wanted things to be in its proper places again. I just want my boy best friend back.

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To the Person Who Does Not Know Any 1D Song

By: CJ Reyno

Never in my wildest dream I imagined to meet someone who does not know a single One Direction song or who does not even know, Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Niall Horan, and err… Zayn Malik. How did you spend your teenagehood without listening to their songs? The disrespect to my #StyPayHorLikSon. My initial reaction, Vas Happenin’?

Since I was 12 years old, that was way back on 2012, One Direction songs have been my official life soundtrip, my go-to songs whenever I feel happy, sad, mad, excited, and etch. I can still remember how people went crazy just to attend their concert here in the Philippines. I must admit, I was one of those. LOL. The group was also dubbed as, “The Biggest Boyband in the World”. They were an era. You really left me in awe when you told me that you do not know a single One Direction song. Their songs are gold. But I was a little hopeful when a new messaged popped up on our conversation, “Hey I know one, Make You Beautiful”.

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You do not know how my world collapsed after reading your message. I would like to say that I appreciate the effort, thanks, but they do not have a song entitled, Make You Beautiful, because it is, What Makes You Beautiful. I tried to explain but you said that they are just the same. (Tip: Never fight with a Directioner when it comes to this because we will not let our guards down). No! They are not the same. How can you make this big mistake? LOL. What Makes You Beautiful is One Direction’s debut song. Almost everyone knows this, “you’re insecure, don’t know what for,” ring a bell? The music video of this surpassed 1 billion views on Youtube. On my 21 years of existence, you are the very first person who told me this “I-Thought-It-Was-A-Joke-But-You-Are-Serious” statement.

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As a persuasive fangirl, I thought to myself that I should make you appreciate their music, that you should know that it is What Makes You Beautiful, not Make You Beautiful. The group may be in hiatus but their music is and will always remain superior. You are hard-headed lad. We even when to the point where you challenged me to treat so I can make you watch their music video. Am I even surprised that I agreed to this? HAHA. I feel like an agent trying to persuade her customer to buy a property on our company. You do not know how happy I was when you sent me your video listening to What Makes You Beautiful. I felt like I successfully closed a deal with my client. Not to exaggerate but I really jumped because of happiness after watching your video. It was the first message I checked that morning. Thank you for your effort, so much appreciated. Funny how our conversation starts with your innocence on One Direction until it goes deeper and last longer. Up All Nigh conversations which turned to almost Midnight Memories. Ironic how a Directioner had developed an admiration on someone who dislikes her favorite boys? Just like One Direction’s song, Change My Mind, “Never felt like this before. Are we friends or are we more?” I guess, like Liam’s line on Love You Goodbye, “It's inevitable everything that's good comes to an end. It's impossible to know if after this we can still be friends.”

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I was happy that I made you listen to One Direction. At least I made you appreciate and made you aware that there is a song called, What Makes You Beautiful, not Make You Beautiful. I am happy that you already found your Girl Almighty. Wish me luck on finding my Summer Love. xoxo, Your Directioner friend

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