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From Our Readers: "I Never Knew I'll Love You"

I'm sorry that I was too difficult.
PHOTO Star Cinema ART Clare Magno

Our love story is like a rollercoaster ride. Sometimes, it's thrilling. Sometimes, it's scary. But most of the time, it is fun. But like a rollercoaster, our fate spinned because of our desires.

Do you remember the first time I rejected you? You were beside me through the ups and downs. Do you remember how many times I blocked you on my social media accounts? But you kept on reaching out to me. Do you remember how I told you bad things just for you to get rid of me? But you patiently loved me just the way you loved me from the start. And do you remember the day when you decided to give up? It was a huge eye-opener.

You started ignoring me. You never laughed like you used to. You said I don't deserve your love anymore. And you said you hated me, too. I started to overthink. Am I too difficult? Am I cold-hearted? Am I really not deserving to be loved? Each night and day that you weren't there, I felt lost. I felt like a huge part of me broke down.

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Each night and day that you weren't there, I felt lost. I felt like a huge part of me broke down.

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As I stared at your lonely eyes, I thought, "How could I hurt this man who did nothing but love me and show me how precious I am? Was I really too blind to see all your efforts while looking for another man?"

I hugged you for the last time and asked you if you still loved me. You told me that I should know by now how much you loved me, but you also told me that it hurt, it already hurt, it hurt so bad this time around. You smiled at me bitterly. I was crying so hard, but I didn't know why. I didn't want to let you go. I wanted you to love me like you used to, even if that's too selfish of me to ask. But what else could I do? The unthinkable happened. I was falling for you. I was already in love with you.

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The unthinkable happened. I was falling for you. I was already in love with you.

I just told you how sorry I was, how really, really sorry I was. Is that moment too late already? Is there no turning back? But like a rollercoaster, fate spinned. I know it's unbearable for you to love me again even with all the things I've done, but you are too good to be true. You gave me chances that no one could ever give me.

I am so happy. I am so happy knowing that your love never changed. I am blessed to have a man like you. I am happy that I love you.

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