From Our Readers: I Know You Tried Your Best to Love Me
You came to my life unexpectedly. You were at the right place, at the rightmoment, that time I was waiting for Mr. Right. We met through a common friend. I told her, I had a "crush on first sight" when I saw you waiting for someone outside our building. And that friend of ours bridged the gap between us. Looking back, I wish that didn't happen.
You told me about her—how she broke your heart, how much you hate her, and that you want someone to make you happy. I never thought that I was that someone you were referring to, until you confessed to me. At that spur of the moment, without thinking, I gave you the chance to court me.
We went to the place where you and your ex used to hang out. But, I wasn't bothered by that because being with you is all that mattered to me.
You even told me there that you love me and you wanted to marry me. I was shocked at the moment when I heard those things, given the fact that we've just started dating. But then again, it didn't bothered me for I was falling in love with you. I admit that I was different from a lot of girls and I thought that you'll love me for who I am. I was wrong.
You're still looking for traces of her even when you're with me. Your anger defines how hurt you were but still, my love was never gone. You just tried to like me to take away the pain you've been feeling. I was being honest with you, but you haven't done the same. You lied to me, even to yourself.
You just tried to like me to take away the pain you've been feeling.
I was in deep pain when you decided to stopped courting me and decided to chase her again. I cried a lot when I learned about that. Knowing the fact that I became your rebound, I still want you and was willing to do everything that I can just to replace her in your heart. But you never gave me the chance to do that.
I took the risk for you, hoping that you've done the same, but you didn't. I was the only one who's willing to give you the world. Now that you have another girl in your life, I realized that you are not worthy of my tears. I can now say goodbye to you. I just hope you'll learn how to appreciate those people who's true to you.