I am extremely sorry for making your life worse and vaguely beautiful at the same time. Forgive me for telling you all those sweet words that have been haunting you since I left. I understand if you won't forgive me yet, or if you never will. I know the pain and heartaches are terrible to overcome, I know. I just hope that you'll find the person who will accept and appreciate your love—the love that could conquer a million mountains and the widest oceans.
You need someone who will be there for you during the worst and best times of your life; not someone who has been there just because she did not want you to be alone. You need someone who will wipe your tears away; not someone who has been the reason for your tears at night and loneliness throughout the day. You need someone who will love you more than you love her; not someone who has made you believe that she loves you.
You are a work of art, a masterpiece even. You don't deserve this kind of life nor anyone in this world. Trust me when I say that you have a heart of gold because I have been a witness of your undying love to humanity. Please, I beg you, don't let someone like me be a hindrance from the happiness that you truly deserve. Enjoy the world and I promise you that you will find someone who will love you unconditionally.
I want you to be happy, and I hope you are. You have all the time in the world to enjoy the little things. Love and never stop loving because these will make you the happiest person in this world. I know that you will have the merriest of life, enjoy that, yes?