From Our Readers: "I Am the Girl Who Loved a Girl"
I love the way we used to be. I love the way you loved me. I love the way you tell everyone how proud you are to have me. I am so in love with you, my girl.
I am proud to be in a same sex relationship with you and because of you—no matter what they say.
I have no regrets of being with you every single day. Not ever since you ignored me. Did you forget about your promises? "I'll be there for you," you said. I held on to those lines. Lines that I always remember whenever I'm waiting for you to talk to me online.
Whatever happened to us, my love? I know you're busy. But what about me? I was always here waiting. I was always here missing you. Do you miss me, too? I don't even know why I am being like this. I should've just ignored you in the first place. I fell for your trap. I fell for you every single day and night.
I get so angry whenever you don't bother to open your social media accounts and send me a message. I get so jealous whenever you always choose to play games instead of paying attention to me. I get so jealous when you choose other things, other people over me. But I don't have any right to tell this to you. I have no right to feel this way.
We are not committed to each other.
Our relationship doesn't have any label. We don't even call ourselves in a relationship. To us, it was a game from the very start. I am so stupid that I forget to stop myself from falling. Even if we're in relationship without label with me, I will always love you. No one can stop my love for you. I will always be the girl who loved a girl.