I am so done with you and me. And I can't wait any longer. Each moment you touch my heart, you just break it into a million pieces that I can't do anything to destroy it anymore. Even if I still crave for you, your presence, I can't make a home out of shattered glass and I can't have my heart fixed by the same person who breaks it again and again. You were never mine but losing you broke me.
But beginning today, I won't let myself think about you the same way I did because you don't deserve to occupy a single space in my head. You are just another person who made my life even more interesting. There are some people who are made to stay, but you were the saddest yet most beautiful way life used to teach me that I can't have everything. You were everything, but beginning today, I want you to be nothing.
There are some people who are made to stay, but you were the saddest yet most beautiful way life used to teach me that I can't have everything.
You had everything, my strength, my strength, and most importantly, you had me falling for you. But you couldn't see me and that's when you lost me. We're black and white. Opposites. Never meeting. You left me because you didn't love me. I left you because all I did was love you. And when you told me you didn't feel the same way, it was like hearing every goodbye ever said to me all at once.
When you told me you didn't feel the same way, it was like hearing every goodbye ever said to me all at once.
You destroyed me and I apologized for that. I know now that my happiness is more important than yours. I know that someday, I'll get to tell the story of us, or the lack of that. You are the story I'll be telling my daughters when they get their hearts broken to give them hope that it will be fine someday, too.
We didn't have a proper closure because we left a lot of things unsaid. And I hate that. I hope that one day, I'll just remember you as the boy that I foolishly agreed with to break my heart. I hope that one day, we get to meet somewhere, and have that chance to give ourselves and what we have another try.