I don't know where or how I should start. I don't even know how to put everything into words. I just know in my heart that I was hurt. Because of you.
They say that when you least expect it, something will happen or something will come. And just like that, you also came unexpectedly, but you also left unexpectedly without any explanations, without goodbyes.
When I met you, my whole perspective about love changed. I thought everything would be perfect as long as I have you. I already told myself that I've already found my forever. Every single day with you—those sweet conversations, plans about the future, endless talks, I Love Yous—always gave me butterflies.
But all those sweet, happy memories with you vanished in a single snap.
You left and left me with a hundred questions in my mind. You left me without any assurance that you will come back. You left without saying goodbye. Maybe we're not destined for each other. Maybe you need to fix yourself first, that's why you left. Or maybe I'm the one who does. Maybe you're not yet ready for a commitment.
I don't have regrets on loving you. But here I am hoping that one day, when we bump into each other, we can finally have The Talk. To clear things up. To understand. To give what we have a closure.