I said close friend instead of best friend because I do open up to you about everything.
You know I am a very private individual.
It's hard for me to express what or how I truly feel and reveal my true story.
To be really honest, you're the one who has seen most of who I really am—
Not everything I tell you is true,though.
I guess a part of me still holds back.
Yes, I told you some of the deepest secrets I've been keeping inside me.
Yes, you've seen me in one of the worst and darkest parts of my life.
Thank you for that and for standing by me still
even if you knew how ugly things could be.
Yes, you considered me as your best friend.
But here's something you should know:
you will never be mine.
No one ever will.