I don't understand a lot of things,
my feelings lately.
I thought I have moved on already,
that I was happy.
I thought I didn't care about you
and your new girlfriend.
I thought I was okay
It turns out that I am not.
I tried to fool myself that I like somebody else,
but I actually regret rejecting you.
I never thought you'll leave me just like that.
I woke up today again in tears,
waking up from the nightmare that is you.
Realizing your worth
Realising that no matter how much you hurt me,
here I am, still missing you.
I hate crying and you know that.
But all I really wanted to say is take care,
please love her with all of your heart
Don't ever make her feel the way I felt when I was with you.
For now, I think I still love you.