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Candy Reader Poetry: Huli Na Noong Minahal Kita

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Pasensiya
Isang makapangyarihang salita
Madalas nasasabi pag huli na ang lahat
At ang nakaraan ay 'di na maibabalik pa

Pasensiya
Oo, pasensiya sa aking nagawa
Hindi na ako makakaulit pa
Sa akin, ika'y sumuko na

Pasensiya
Iyan ang salitang binigkas ko
Habang nagdarasal na ito'y dinggin mo
Sakit ay tinitiis, mata'y lumuluha

Sana
Sana pala
Sana pala hindi na nahulog pa
Mga rosas na ibinigay mo ay patay na

Sabi ko, sa emosyon ay 'wag magpapadala
Pagmamahal madalas ay walang naidudulot na maganda
Dalawa lang iyan
Ikaw ang magpapaluha o ikaw ang luhaan

Takot
Oo, nabalot ako ng takot
Takot na mahulog pang muli
Dahil noong nahulog ako, sumaya lang akong sandali

Huwag na, ayoko na
Hindi na ako papayag na malinis kong papel
ay malagyan pa ng luha
Luha na hindi ko inakalang ikaw ang dahilan
Ang taong nangako sa akin na kailanma'y hindi ako uuwing luhaan

Pero ayos na
Tapos na
Wala na
Ayoko na

Ayoko nang umiyak
Pagod na ang mga mata ko sa kakaiyak
Katapusan ay di ako nakatitiyak
At hanggang ngayon, oo, puso ko'y patuloy pa din na nabibiyak

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Kahit ilang beses ko pang bigyang diin
Na wala na talaga
Kung tayo'y muling magkita gusto kong malaman mong
Nangulila ako sa'yo

Bumalik ka na
Sana bumalik ka pa

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Elaine Dela Cruz 3 hours ago

When everything around you suddenly turns dark, the first thing we'd prolly do, as humans, is to find and grab anything that is closest and nearest to us. We'll hold onto them for as long as we can, trying to collect ourselves and gather courage to adjust our eyesights to the pitch black environment that's consuming us minute by minute. And then you'd hear nothing. Your sense of hearing would somehow go off after not seeing anything for quite awhile. You'll let loose. Cry. Panic. You'll be exhausted for fighting your way out. Then just when you're about to stop and give up, you're no longer afraid. There's only this deafening silence and pithole of darkness that's gonna eat you up alive. And surprisingly, you'll make a home out of it.

You'll make a home out of the darkness that when a ray of light suddenly hits you, you'll try to avoid it. You'll try to cover your eyes. You'll try to cover your ears from the voices trying to help you get out of it. You'll try to hide because your mind and body will go against your will to come out and live. Because the darkness that used to scare you, now comforts you in a way you thought has helped you survived life. And you'll try to live. Day by day. In the darkness. Not knowing where to go. Not knowing where to start. Not knowing who is with you. You will try to live until the darkness that once surrounds you is now within you. And everyday, it's gonna be a cycle of subtle torture. But let me tell you a secret. The darkness won't make you whole.

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You'll be broken. And in those hair-like cracks, the light will stubbornly fight its way through until it warms you up. Until you realize to check the switch and turn it on. Until you allow other people to help you find your way back in the light. Until you realize you're ready to live in light again. There's a light at the end of this long and dreading tunnel. The only question that matters: will you let them in?

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