Candy Reader Poetry: From the Silence of a Broken Heart
I found out that you're in love again.
Well, it's a good thing that you've already moved on from the past.
I am happy for you, yes I am, but I can't stop my heart from breaking because you're in love again, and I'm not the lucky one.
The moment the news came out, I lost all my senses as realizations struck me.
I found myself in a dungeon of emptiness.
You are in love and it's not with me. I guess it will never be me.
I can't blame you for that. I can never blame you for that because it is I who never found the courage to tell you how I feel.
It is the cowardly me who chose to stand in the quietness of my feelings.
I chose to keep you by not telling you how I feel, but I guess I am losing you forever with all the what ifs haunting me.
I wish I had the courage.
I wish I can outgrow this feeling soon enough and continue to be just your best friend.
For now, I'll keep my distance. Please don't get me wrong, I am happy for you with all sincerity in my heart.
Just let me heal this shattered heart in silence. I'll be better in time.