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It's been almost a year since my first actual heartbreak...

I'm in a better place now.

It's been almost a year since my first actual heartbreak. During this state of calamity, being on lock down has got me going to memory lane and found this piece. He was my first of a whole lot of things. My first love. This piece I wrote a year ago could almost sum up everything I've gone through during that dark time. broken things it starts off at the break of dawn, you wake up with cold sweat a tear slipped down your eye -- you didnt even notice you try to catch your breathe as you try to shake off that dream it was him again this was the 4th consecutive night your hand holds the prescription bottle that reads to take the pill only once you take three and drift off it's 9 oclock and the hallways are a mess your head throbs at the pain you feel the blood rushing through your ears people talking all over each other a familiar song plays somewhere in the picture you walk faster as you grip your bag tightly the noise wasn't the problem; no it was you you only wanted to hear one voice one voice that didnt want to be heard any longer you're sitting by the window a hazy afternoon sets the mood your teacher scribbles and talk in a language u cant seem to understand so you close your eyes and finally the world is silent you feel nothing and it means everything a moment of peace a spell good enough to last until u saw a glimpse, a fraction of that blinding smile you asked to be excused and broke down its 11 oclock and your left with the voices every piece of u rubbed and reeling because what they dont tell u is your heart isnt the only thing that gets broken I'm not publishing this because I still have hang ups or whatnot. I'm already at peace, I've moved on. I'm in a better place now, with my new found love. I just thought it would be nice to share it, someone might be able to relate.

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