I should've remained clueless
The more I understand things, the more I wish that I should've remained clueless. My chemistry teacher once said "You shouldn't wish to live longer if you don't want to suffer". He's right living in this kind of world seems like an ending agony in hell. Things are going softly according to your plan and then suddenly it's not.
It all started when I was fourteen. I was on my way home holding a stick of "isaw" when I realized something. Why does it seems like being an unproblematic person seems so problematic? I realized that I don't take everything seriously. I thought that problems were just a phase in life and will just pass by. I feel like it's wrong to be okay when someone around you is not okay. If I could turn back time I wish that I should've not understood things as they were. I should've remained clueless. I should've remained to be the person who only thought about how tasty the "isaw" that was sold in front of our university.
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