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THE LAST SAD LOVE LETTER: A POEM FOR HIM
« Reply #705 on: October 05, 2009, 09:50:56 pm »
THE LAST SAD LOVE LETTER: A POEM FOR HIM

Love?
I need it…
I want to feel how to be loved…
And I want him to be the one
Loving me…
For the last minute of my breath...






THE LAST SAD LOVE LETTER: A POEM FOR HIM

Love?
I need it…
I want to feel how to be loved…
And I want him to be the one
Loving me…
For the last minute of my breath...

Gabriel,
        Naaalala mo pa ba kung paano at kailan tayo nagkakilala? ako, tandang-tanda ko pa rin hanggang ngayon. Grade 6 tayo nun, lagi kang inaaway at tinutukso ng mga kaklase natin dahil sa mataba ka. Tuwing inaaway ka nila, wala ka naman ginagawa kundi hayaan ang pananakit nila sa’yo. Ayoko sa lahat yung nang-aapi ng taong wala namang ginagawa. Kaya sa sobrang inis ko nun, sinuntok ko sila. Hahaha. Naalala mo na? Sinabi ko pa ngang…
“Ano! Lalaban kayo ha! Sige! Isusumbong ko kayo sa principal!” at ayun. Nagsitakbuhan sila. Ikaw naman na umiiyak, pinatahan ko. Grabe ah. Ikaw ang kauna-unahang lalaking nakita kong umiyak. Hehe. Nakakatawa ka talaga. After ng insidente na yun, naging magkaibigan na tayo. Ikaw ang unang taong kumaibigan si akin ulit. Ang mga dati kong kaibigan ay iniwan ako kasi may sakit daw akong nakakahawa. Baka daw mahawa rin sila. Ang tapang mo naman nun para kaibiganin ako. Anyway, masaya ako. Nagsisimula na.
High school na tayo. Unti-unti ka ng pumapayat ah. Lalo ka na rin gumagwapo. Kahit high schoolers na tayong dalawa, tayo pa rin ang magkasama. Hindi natin iniwan ang isa’t-isa. Magkasabay pumasok sa school, magkasabay kumain ng lunch, magkasabay umuwi. Laging magkasabay. Walang iwanan. Sabi nga nila parang mga kambal-tuko daw tayong dalawa. May nagsabi naman na parang ‘tayo’ na. Tinawanan lang natin sila. After 3 years, graduating na tayo. Syempre, pag 4th year high school may gimik-gimik na yan. Inimbitahan tayo ng kaklase natin sa isang party. Pumunta tayong dalawa. Nung papunta ako sa labas ng bahay nila, may dumating na isang lalaki. Nilapitan nya ako. Lasing pala. Ang ginawa nya, binastos nya ako. Sino nagtanggol sa akin? Ikaw. Nagsimula na. Tumatakbo tayo, habulan, nadapa ako. Sino tumulong sa akin? Ikaw. Nagsimula na. Nagkasakit ako, isang linggo sa hospital, sino nagbantay sa akin? Ikaw. Ayan. Meron na.
College. Parehas tayo ng university. Parehas ng course. May manliligaw na sa akin, lahat tinanggihan ko. Sa’yo, ang mga babae na ang naghahabol pero tinanggihan mo rin sila. Tinanong natin sa isa’t-isa kung bakit. Ang sabi natin “Hinihintay ko kasi sya.” Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang naramdaman ko nun. Sobrang saya dahil… basta. Minsan na lang tayong dalawa magkasama. Sa sobrang busy natin. At may kanya-kanya ng barkada. Naisipan ko tuloy, maghulog kaya ako ng sulat sa locker mo. Ginawa ko. Sa sulat na yun, nakasulat dun ang mga tulang ginawa ko. Friendship or Love. Lahat nun, ibinigay ko sa’yo. Walang kang kaalam-alam na ako nagbibigay sa’yo nun. Hindi ko naman kasi nilagay ang pangalan ko. Nakalagay lang dun from “Secret”. So, tuwing natatanggap mo ang sulat ko, ikkwento mo sya sa akin. Pangiti-ngiti lang ako. Tahimik. Walang balak aminin. Araw-araw kitang binibigyan. Araw-araw may tula ako. Marahil nagtataka ka nun kung bakit parang hindi ako nauubusan. Gusto mo ba malaman kung bakit? sinabi ko kasi sa sarili ko na magsusulat at magsusulat ako ng tula para sa’yo hanggang sa araw na hindi na ako makakapagsulat pa. Pangako ko yun. Dumating ang araw na pinakahihintay ko, lalabas tayong dalawa para manood. Excited ako nun. Sobra. Pinaghintay mo ako sa kanto ng street namin dahil susundin mo ako. Naghintay ako. Dumating ka. Sa malayo palang, natanaw kitang naglalakad. May kasamang babae. Napawi ang ngiti ko. Pinakilala mo sya sa akin. At ang pakilala mo…
“Si Jillian, girlfriend ko. Sya yung sinasabi ko nun sa’yo na hinihintay ko.” girlfriend mo. Ang hinihintay mo. Labag man sa kalooban ko, pinilit ko ang sarili kong ngumiti. Pakiramdam ko sa mga oras na yun ay, madilim ang paligid ko. Walang kabuhay-buhay. Walang kakulay-kulay. Sumama ang pakiramdam ko. Hindi na ako sumama sa inyong dalawa. Nagtampo ka pa nga. Pero inintindi mo ako. Gusto mo akong ihatid sa bahay, tumanggi ako. Ayoko. Ayoko na. Baka pag sumama ka pa. Makita mo lang itong luha sa mga mata ko. Araw-araw pa rin akong nagbibigay ng sulat sa’yo. Tuwing magkikita tayo, si Jillian na ang binabanggit mo. Wala ka ng pakialam pa sa mga sulat na binibigay ko. Kung parehas siguro kayo ng pinapasukan, malamang sya na ang kasama mo buong araw. Hindi na ako. Habang naglalakad tayo pauwi, tinanong ko kung may nagbibigay pa ba sa’yo ng sulat. Sabi mo…
“Meron pa rin.” tinanong ko ulit kung binabasa mo pa ba. sabi mo…
“Hindi. Hindi na. Ang kokorni na kasi ng mga tula nya. Saka mukhang may gusto sa akin. Wala naman syang pag-asa. Kung pwede nga lang eh, tumigil na sya sa pagsusulat.” sa sinabi mong yun, napaluha ako. Parang gusto kong sabihin sa’yo na ako yun! pero hindi ko kaya. Tumakbo na lang ako. Luhaan ang mga mata. Ayokong makita mong umiiyak ako. Baka mahalata mo. Sa pagtakbo ako, umiikot ang aking paligid. Dumidilim. Bigla na lang akong nawala sa ulirat ko. Pag gising ko nasa hospital na ako, umiiyak si Papa sa aking tabi. Sabi nya. Isang taon na lang ang natitira. Isang taon na lang.
After 1 year, sa isang taong yun, nagbibigay pa rin ako ng sulat sa’yo. Hindi pa rin ako nagpapakilala. Hindi pa rin ako nauubusan ng tula. Kahit na sinabi mong sana tumigil na ako, hindi ako tumigil. Diba pinangako ko sa sarili ko na magsusulat at magsusulat ako hanggang sa araw na hindi na ako magkakapagsulat pa? Tinutupad ko ang pangako kong yun. Ayokong napapako ang aking mga pangako. “Di bale, kunting tiis na lang naman na. Ilang buwan na lang hindi na ako makapagsusulat pa. Hindi ka na maiinis pa sa akin. Hindi ka na makakabasa ng mga korni kong tula. Hindi ka na magagambala. Konting tiis na lang.” sabi ko sa sarili ko.
December 24, nagNoche Buena tayo kasama ang pamilya mo’t pamilya ko. Isinama mo rin si Jillian. Habang kumakain, napag-usapan kayong dalawa. Dun ko nalaman na kababata mo pala sya. Nagkahiwalay kayo kasi pumunta sya ng America. Matagal-tagal mo pala syang hinintay. Matagal kang nagtiis. Matagal mo na syang minamahal. Limang taon. Gaya ng ating pagkakaibigan. Pagtapos nating kumain, lumabas kayong dalawa. Pumunta sa garden. Alam ko ano? Oo, dahil sinundan ko kayo. Magkatabi kayo. Nakasandal ang ulo nya sa balikat mo. Narinig ko pa kayong nag-uusap.
“Sinong mas pipiliin mo? Ako o si Inna?” tanong nya.
“Syempre, Ikaw.” Ikaw. Ikaw. Ikaw. Sya ang pinili mo. Sabagay, ano lang ba ako? Isang kaibigan. Matalik na kaibigan.
“I Love you, Jillian. Ikaw lang.” Sya lang. Sya lang. Ang puso ko… parang tinutusok, hinihiwa sa dalawa, sinasakal. Hindi na ako makahinga pa.  Gumuho ang mundo ko. Ang paningin ko’y dumidilim. Wala. Wala na. Huling pasko. Imbes maging masaya. Naging masaklap pa.
Dinilat ko ang aking mga mata. Nasa hospital na naman ako. Nasa tabi ko si Papa, umiiyak. Sabi nya sa akin…“Inna, anak, malapit na.” Malapit na. Malapit na. Hindi na ako makapag-hintay pa. Sa wakas. Mawawala na rin ang pagkainis mo sa akin dahil sa mga tula ko.
“Papa, wag mong sasabihin kahit kanino ha? Ilihim natin ito.” tumango si Papa. Isang linggo akong nasa ospital. Wala ka na sigurong natanggap na mga sulat ano? Masaya ka dahil wala ng korning mga tula? Hehe. Nagkakamali ka. Kahit andito ako sa ospital, gumagawa pa rin ako. Kahit na nanghihina na ang aking katawan. Tinutupad ko lang ang aking pangako. Bawat araw na lumilipas, pahina ng pahina ang aking katawan. Hindi na ako makabangon. Pero nakakapagsulat pa rin.
Isang araw, dumating ka. May dala-dalang mga bulaklak. Napangiti mo ako. Nag-usap tayo. Tinanong mo kung bakit ang tagal ko sa ospital. Ang sagot ko… “Trangkaso. Kailangang magpahinga.” Tinanong kita kung may nagbibigay pa ba sa’yo ng tula. Sabi mo wala na. At masaya ka dun sabay tawa. Nakitawa ako. Sige lang. Itong hinanakit na dala ko, malapit ng mawala. Konting tiis. Bago ka umalis, niyakap mo ako. Unang yakap mo sa akin! Niyakap rin kita. Sobrang higpit. Tapos hinalikan mo ako sa noo. Unang halik mo! Hinihiling ko talaga sa mga oras na yun, na wag na sanang matapos. Na sana manatili ka lang sa tabi. Pero hindi pwede. Sa panaginip na lang siguro mangyayari. Nung lumabas ka ng pinto, nakangiti ka pa sa akin, nginitian kita. Huling ngiti kong makikita mo. Huli na nga ba? May kutob akong huli na talaga. At sa gabing ito, may kutob akong anumang oras titigil na ako sa paghinga. Titigil na ang kamay kong nagsusulat. Ito na… ito na ang huling sulat ko sa’yo.
Pero bago matapos ang gabing ito… gusto ko ng sabihin ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. Gusto ko ng aminin ang lahat ng dapat kong aminin. Bago pa mahuli ang lahat.
Gab. Nalaman mo na rin kung sino ang nagbibigay sa’yo ng mga sulat. Oo, ako yun. Ang lahat ng sinabi ko dun ay ang tunay kong nararamdaman para sa’yo. Nahihiya kasi akong aminin sa’yo na gusto kita. Kaya idinaan ko na lang sa tula. At natatakot rin ako dahil baka masira ang ating pagkakaibigan. Sayang naman. Kung inamin ko yun, baka layuan mo ako. Ayoko kong mawala ka sa akin. Hindi ko kaya lalo na’t nahulog na ang loob ko sa’yo. Gulat ka? Totoo ito. Walang halong biro. Ikaw ang unang lalaking minahal ko. Ikaw ang unang lalaking nagpatibok ng puso ko. At… ikaw rin ang unang lalaking nagpatigil sa pagtibok ng puso ko. Pero ganun pa man, hindi ako nagalit sa’yo. Wala ka naman kasing kasalanan. Ako, ang may kasalanan. Dahil pinaniwala ko ang sarili ko na ako yung babaeng hinihintay mo. Umasa ako. Kaya tuloy sa huli, nasaktan ako. Ako ang naiwan. Ako ang talo.
Gab...  Alam kong hindi mo ako mahal. Alam kong kaibigan lang ang turing mo sa akin. Pero Gab...  I’m dying. Pwede bang sa huling sandali ng buhay ko, mahalin mo ako? Kung bukas ay andito pa ako, magpanggap kang mahal mo ako. Higit pa sa kaibigan. Ayos lang sa akin yun. Wala akong pakialam kung kunwari lang. Basta ipakita mo sa aking mahal mo ako. Yun lang, Gab. Please. Gusto kong maranasan kung ano ang pakiramdam na mahal rin ako ng lalaking mahal ko. Gusto kong maranasan ang pagmamahal na ipinapakita mo kay Jillian. Kahit sandali lang. Kahit isang araw lang. Maranasanan ko man lang. Nang sa gayon, aalis ako ng mundong ito ng masaya at may ngiti. Mahirap ba gawin, Gab? Pilitin mo ang sarili mo. Turuan mo ang puso mo. Magpanggap ka! Magpanggap ka! Please! Mahalin mo naman ako. Pasayahin mo ako. Gusto kong maging masaya, Gab. At ikaw lang ang tanging makagagawa nun. Ikaw lang ang magpapasaya sa akin. Wala ng iba. Ikaw lang ang gusto ko. Ikaw lang ang mahal ko. Ikaw lang ang kailangan ko. Sana tuparin mo ang hiling kong ito. Tuparin mo kung may bukas pa akong natitira. Kung wala… kung wala… yakapin mo na lang ako ng mahigpit na para bang ayaw mo akong pakawalan. At ibulong mo sa tainga ko na… Mahal mo rin ako. Ibulong mo, Gab. Ibulong mo. 
Salamat. Salamat sa lahat. Mawala man ako ngayon, bukas, o sa iba pang araw, at least wala akong pagsisisi. Pagsisisi dahil sa hindi ko nasabi sa’yo ang nararamdaman ko. Tandaan mo andito lang ako sa tabi mo. Lagi kitang babantayan. Lagi kitang pagmamasdan. Meron pa pala akong sulat na hindi ko naibigay sa’yo. Alam kong korni, pero sana basahin mo yun. Andun lang lahat yun sa ilalim ng kama ko. Nakatago sa isang kahon. Basahin mo ha? Pag hindi, sige ka. Mumultuhin kita. Haha. Joke lang! Tingnan mo, nagawa ko pang magbiro. Sana natawa ka. Sa huling sandali, napatawa kita. :)
Hanggang dito na lang. Nanghihina na ang mga kamay ko. Mukhang hindi ko na kaya pang magsulat. Wag mo kalimutan ang hiling ko ha? Hihintayin ko yun. Umaasa ako. Wag mo akong bibiguin. Ito pala ang huling tula ko na magagawa ko. Maiksi.
Being with you,
makes my day complete…
Every memories of you,
I’ll cherish forever and keep…
Though you hurt me,
I still love you…
I will and I’ll always do…

Gab…

Mahal na mahal ki

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Gabriel’s POV
Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko na wag umiyak. Wala na. Wala na sya. Hindi na nya naisulat pa. Pero kahit ganun, hindi naman na nya kailangang sabihin. Sa mga tula pa lang nya, sa huling sulat nya na ito, nararamdaman ko namang mahal nya talaga ako. Mahal na mahal. Yun nga lang, ngayon ko lang naramdaman.
“In… na… patawarin mo ako. Patawarin mo… ako. Patawad Inna. Patawad sa lahat ng sinabi kong masasakit sa’yo. Patawad sa mga nagawa kong ikinasama ng loob mo. Patawad … Patawad… dahil nasaktan kita ng sobra-sobra. Sa limang taon pala na ito, wala akong ginawa kundi saktan ka. Pahirapan ka. I’m sorry… Inna. I’m really sorry.” Umupo ako sa kanyang tabi. Niyakap ko sya ng mahigpit.
“Inna… bakit ko kailangang sabihin na MAHAL rin KITA. Kung pwede ko namang sabihin na… MAHAL NA MAHAL rin KITA.”


THE END



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After the Blue Moon
« Reply #706 on: October 08, 2009, 11:36:09 pm »
Hi girls~ this is a oneshot that features Super Junior's Kim Kibum. It's written about a year ago. xDD I hope you guys like it.


.after the blue moon
by Dan (angeldan27, frozen_flame, myfadingmelody)





I got up one morning and found myself on my way to the train station bound for my hometown. I didn’t know why, I just felt like it. And since I didn’t have anything better to do, I just followed where my limbs would take me. It had been years since I came home to my roots. It had been years since my parents’ death, when I decided never to go back. Why I was, right now, was a big question.

I hopped down the landing and craned my head from side to side looking at the changes that time had done the town. It was still small, crowded, poor, but it still had that something that seemed to lure me farther into its midst. It came to me, the moment I stood outside our old house.

There was something waiting for me. I could feel it calling me, but I didn’t know what it was or where to find it. It was there, though, softly calling out my name, almost in a singsong way.

I walked down a path that I barely remember, although, it was familiar and I could almost see myself when I was a little boy, about 7 years old, or so, ambling along it.

I closed the door as softly as I could, doing my best not to alert my mom that I had gone out of the house. I looked at both sides of the porch before making my way out of the gates and ran as fast as I could towards our meeting place. I put my hand inside my jacket pocket, smiling to myself of the good work I had done.

I couldn’t help but finger the tiny thing inside, as I waited for her to finally show up.

“Kibum oppa!” someone called from behind me, making me turn in sweet anticipation.

“Na yah… how come you’re so late?” I asked, making an angry face at her.

“I couldn’t get away from my omma… don’t be mean to me!” she exclaimed. I let out a loud laugh and she pouted at me for mocking her. “Yah!”

I took the chance to reach out and grab her hand, slipping the ring on her finger. I heard her gasp but it only added to the smile I had on my lips.

“Don’t you ever take that off, Na yah…” I told her, and she nodded. “You’re my girlfriend now… and I’m your boyfriend, alright?” Hana nodded again.

“Do you have one, too?” she asked, pointing to the plastic ring she had on her finger.

I smiled at her and showed her the other one in my jacket pocket. She took it in her tiny hands and mimic what I had done before. Then she held onto my hand, tightly, as she giggled ever so sweetly, repeating the words that I had told her.

“Don’t take that off, you hear me, oppa? You are my boyfriend now… and I am your girlfriend…”

We held hands as I walked her home. I told her that my parents decided to go to Seoul and that I had to go with them. She cried. She cried so hard and I didn’t know what to do to make her stop. In the end, I cried, too. But I didn’t let go of her hand, until we were right in front of their house.

“Na yah…” I began when she was halfway to the door. She turned and ran back to me, hugging me tightly. “Na yah… I will come back… I will come back for you.”

“You will?” her eyes widened as she looked up at me. I smiled and nodded. “Oppa… then I promise never to take off this ring…”

I took her ringed hand and held it tightly in my own. “I will come back… on the first day of spring… 5 blue moons from now,” I promised.

“How long is that, oppa?” she asked.

“I don’t really know, Na yah…”

She nodded again, as if telling me that she understood perfectly. She nodded… telling me that she would wait, no matter how long it took me to get back to her side.

The blue moon…

The start of every month would always be with either a full moon or a new moon phase. In a year, there would be twelve full moons… but it was said that in every century, there would be forty-seven years that would have thirteen full moons. They were separated by two and a half years.

Five blue moons, I once promised my childhood girlfriend.

Five blue moons.

That meant that I was supposed to come back after twelve and a half years.

I didn’t.

My family and I left when I was seven. My parents died when I was seventeen. Since then, I said that I was never coming back to this town. Because it brought back too many memories of them.

It was now five years, and two blue moons late. Would she still be waiting for me?

I found my answer the moment I set eyes upon the willow tree in the middle of the park I used to know. There, by the foot of the sturdy tree, on the grass that covered the dirt and provided as a carpet, was the girl I had left and promised to come back to when I was a naïve child. I realized that she was busy with the little flowers that were on her lap, while humming. No, she was singing, but it was a tune that I had never heard before. She had long black hair that flowed down her back. It made me want to see her… look at her… maybe even touch her.

So I walked closer until she noticed my presence. As she looked up, every thought in my mind seemed to have fluttered away. She took my breath away in every possible way. She looked like a princess who was made happy by the simplest things that the world has to offer. Her face was as pale as a porcelain doll’s, but her lips glistened of a natural rosy color. Her cheeks were high, her lashes long. She was donned in a pink summer dress that accentuated her lips even more. Although, I couldn’t remember all those traits in my Na yah, I knew it was her. My gut told me so.

She saw me and a smile started to spread itself across her lovely face.

She remembered me.

She waited for me.

She never forgot… even when I did.

“Oppa…” my Na yah whispered so tenderly, getting off the ground and onto her feet. “Oppa… you came back!”

I could only stare at her as I felt bile rising up my throat. I was guilty… I did something wrong.

I forgot.

She wrapped her arms around my neck, sobbing, while all I could do was hold her back. I tried to coo her and make her stop crying, but I couldn’t. In the end, I cried, too. But my reason was far from hers. Mine was remorse.

After a while, Hana pulled herself off me, wiping her tears with the back of her right hand, her left linking with mine. She looked up at me again once she seemed composed and led me to the bench.

“I’ve been waiting so long for you, oppa,” she said, adding to the shame that I felt. “After you left, I did everything to find out how long it would take for the moon to become blue… and when I went to high school, I finally did,” she smiled.

“Na yah…” I started, although I really didn’t know what to say.

“Yah, oppa… where’s your ring?” Hana asked, pointing at my ring finger.

I looked down for I had no answer that would please her. But she held my face in her hands making me stare at her eyes again. She winked at me.

“It’s alright, oppa. I understand you. Besides, a ring doesn’t matter anymore that you are back. Oh, by the way, where are you spending the night? And when did you actually come?”

Hana. Sung Hana. She was my childhood girlfriend. The girl whom I proposed to when I was about to leave town. She was the same girl that had held my hand tightly in those tiny hands of hers. She was the exact same girl that I kissed back then, before I turned to run back home. She was Na yah… my Na yah.

My Na yah.

The plastic ring on her finger told me that she was still my Na yah. And that whatever reason I had for not coming home sooner, did not matter anymore. It told me that the angel beside me was as happy as she could ever be just because I was back.

We talked and laughed and reminisce those times that we didn’t spend with each other. And in the midst of it all, I felt her body lean closer to mine. I felt her warm touch on my bare skin. I felt her with me.

I realized that I really was home.

I was where I was supposed to be.

I was in my Na yah’s arms.

“It’s getting late,” I whispered into her ear. “Let’s get you home.”

She nodded and got up, pulling me with her. She held my hand as if she had no intention of letting go. I squeezed hers, telling her that I was feeling the same way. She rested her head o my shoulder as we exited the park. Hand in hand we walked the road towards her house. We were silent the whole time, letting the birds and crickets serenade us all the way.

I walked her until the gates of their old house. She turned and looked at me with her big toothy grin, as her hands reached out to caress my cheeks.

“Na yah, I love you…” I said with all my heart.

With everything in me that lay forgotten for a long time. I took her hands and pulled her closer, planting a soft kiss on her even softer lips.

“I love you, too, oppa.”



I took a deep breath before reaching out for the knocker on the door. I did my best not feel nervous, but I did, and the feeling wouldn’t go away. I waited for someone to open it, wishing so hard that it would be my Na yah.

It was an old woman who opened the door for me. I didn’t get my wish. I was face to face with her mother. I bowed my lowest to show her my respect and in the softest of ways, I asked for Hana. The woman merely looked at me. But I noticed tears in her eyes that made me confused. Then, she started screaming at me, bawling and crying her heart out. I didn’t know what to do. I asked for Hana again, and told her that I was Na yah’s boyfriend.

“Please don’t mind my mom,” someone suddenly said behind the woman. “She’s really emotional when it comes to noona.”

The guy smiled at me as he took his mother in his arms and led her to the couch in the living room.

“I – my name is Kim Kibum,” I stated, “I’m Hana’s boyfriend.”

“Yeah,” he turned to look at me, “I figured that when you said your name.”

“I – I came to see Hana. Is she home?”

He sighed in resignation, walked towards where I was standing and out the door. I followed him even though I had no idea where he was going. I felt like it was what I was supposed to do. He didn’t talk, he just walked and walked down streets that were all familiar to me but, somehow, I forgot where they headed. We rounded a corner and continued on a narrower and rougher path, still, I didn’t know where we were going.

“Uhmm—“ I started.

“I know. I’m taking you to her.”

We became silent again until we reached a certain spot in the place. It was by a tall willow tree, much like the one in the park, and I half expected to see Na yah sitting beneath it.

“She always talked about you. She always said that you were so kind and warm and handsome. Hana noona, she loved you so much. She loved you as much as she obsessed about the phases of the moon, specifically the blue moon. If she wasn’t talking about that or you, she wouldn’t be saying anything at all.”

“Wha – why are you telling me these?” I asked.

“Because, I felt that you had to know, Kibum hyung. Noona loved you so much and she waited everyday after the fifth blue moon. She waited every year. She waited for you to come back. She knew you would, she just didn’t know when because you didn’t fulfill your promise. Hana noona would have been very happy that you came.”

I shook head, trying to erase the thoughts and images that were starting to invade my mind. My gut clenched and that seemed to tell me something more than heart breaking. Somehow, I knew it but I didn’t want to admit it until I saw proof. I wanted something to actually yell at my face, something to tell me the truth that I would never forget. I wanted it although nothing in me would ever be able to handle it.

“I guess, you realize what I’m telling you, huh, hyung? Hana noona is gone. She’s been gone a long time.”

Was it my fault?

“It wasn’t your fault, oppa.” A girl, Na yah, suddenly appeared beside her brother. “It wasn’t your fault,” she cried, tears flowing from her eyes. “I was too stupid to think that I was important. I waited because I wanted to.”

“Na yah… I’m sorry.”

I’m sorry that I forgot.
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« Reply #707 on: October 10, 2009, 10:24:33 pm »
Share ko lang po short story ko, hope you like it, ;)

Tricks of the Trade

 
“Rodrigo, where have you been?”

“I just came from my classmate’s house ‘nay. We made a lot of requirements to be submitted. Actually I need fifty-thousand pesos for the expenses we need to pay for the research panel which is a part of our final requirement.”

“Rodrigo, where could we possibly find such a big amount of money? I’m afraid I cannot help you with that for now; we have a lot of debts to settle to our relatives. If we don’t settle them we may not be able to ask financial help from them.”

“But ‘nay, I won’t be able to graduate if that’s the case. Do you want that to happen?”

That was the keyword Rodrigo always use in order to persuade her mother to give her money. After all, no parent wants their child’s graduation to be spoiled by debts unpaid and requirements failed to be submitted.

This was Rodrigo’s little trick in order to get a considerable amount of kick back. If he didn’t lost a lot of money at the casino he would spare his parents the problem of looking for money. He nearly drowned from alcohol and it was a good thing his good friend has perfume to cover the evidence and a sweet candy did the trick to erase the sweet smell of liquor from his breath.

“When do you need it?” his mother asked as it followed a deep breath and a heavy sigh.

“We really need it tomorrow ‘nay. Can you do it? Our presentation’s near; I don’t want to have our group left behind because I wasn’t able to do anything to lift away the problem by paying on time.”

“I’ll… I’ll think of a way, I promise.”

“Thank you ‘nay,” Rodrigo replied as he embraced her mother and kissed her in the cheek. Deep inside he’s happy. At last he’d be able to win back his money lost at the casino and swim to alcohol once more.
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It was awfully quiet at Baldo’s house. After all, his grandfather was already asleep. He just came from the mall as he carried his new haul. As he took out the keys and opened the door, he rushed in with swift steps like a thief at the night. He entered his room, locked the door and closed the window blinds.

He threw the contents of his bag at his bed. There were two I-Pods, three cellular phones, four big and fat wallets, a PSP he took from a child and one I-Phone that almost cost his face to be revealed in public. Good thing he was good and the police didn’t even laid a finger to him.

He grinned as he stared at his catch. He’s so sure Rodrigo would like some of his new wares. He always pays the items delayed and with partial payments. At least he pays.

“You there now Baldo? You got me wondering and worrying you man; I thought the policemen gotten hold of you. If they did, I wouldn’t be able to pay the bail to get you out. I lost all my money at the casino at paid off our debts. Just hold on a little longer and we will be free from financial obligation. You will be free once that happens. I will ask you to stop. You are still my cute little grandchild, where lolo be if you are not a brilliant thief and swept the malls as you relieved them of properties they have in excess. They could afford them and buy them back anyway, they have a lot of money to waste,” a weak voice penetrated the door as it was aided by knocks on the door.

It was Baldo’s grandfather. He stood up, opened the door and showed his new catch lying at his bed well organized and arranged. He took the chance to start their conversation as the old man laid his eyes to the equipments he doesn’t even know how to use. He does know where to bring them to be changed into cold and hard cash. After all, he was the one who was ordering Baldo to steal in the first place.
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Rodrigo’s pillow vibrated as his I-Phone tucked underneath it receives a call for a familiar face, Baldo.

“What’s up?” Rodrigo asked as he answered his call.

“Yo! I just call to remind you that I have what you were looking for. Are you still interested?”

“No way, you got me an I-Pod?”

“I would not call if I do not have one in the first place, Rodrigo. So, what would it be?”

“You got yourself a deal man!”

“Good, bye. Let us just meet later, I’ll just see you at The Barter,” Baldo exclaimed as he bid goodbye.

He fixed his things and his self as he rushed to go to The Barter, a local mall at their place. A soft hand halted his progress. It was no other than his mother, holding a white envelope as she stretched her hand.

“Here you go Rodrigo, I hope you could pay the things you need to fix now,” she briefly stated as she gave it to her son. Her sweat lined along her face like little granules as she stood pale and pursing her lips.

“Are you alright ‘nay?” Rodrigo asked.

She never responded. All she did was hand over the money to her son and went back to her room. Rodrigo felt that there was something wrong with her mother but he never bothered to ask her why for he already got the money he needs.

A loud crash featuring her mother flat on the floor made him run back and wondering what happened. All that was there was her clothes soak and wet with blood at the back.
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“You idiot! Are you even thinking Baldo?”

“That’s my decision lolo, I had enough. I know we need money, who in the world doesn’t? but I want to do something to earn it, not just be taking it out from people!”

“You useless child! You’re just like your father, you’re both useless! I raised him and gave him my all but what did he do, he ended up disappointing me!”

“Shut up! I’m not a murderer like tatay! ”

“You’re simply useless! I wasted my time with you, you insolent fool! How dare you not even show gratitude to all I have done for you?”

“You’re the useless person! All you did was whine, complain and rely on others! You even made me a thief! Do you even know what it feels like to see the people you robbed it you dreams? Of course you don’t; that’s because you’re heartless, you’re a pathetic excuse for a human, you’re a monster! I despise you!”

“You-uggrh!” his grandfather paused as he suddenly grasped for air and clenched his chest as he felt a tightening pain embracing him. Then he fell down as he lost consciousness.
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“Doc, what happened?” Rodrigo asked as he held his mother by the hand so tight he never let go.

“Did you know your mother undergone a kidney donation? It sees that the suturing was wrong and there is evident infection at her wounds. A t most, you’d need about one-hundred thousand pesos to be able to proceed with the course of treatment.  Excuse me; I need to attend to another patient.”

Rodrigo just knew something was not right. Of course he needed money but he never expected in his wildest dream would his mother do something like that. They were in need of a lot of money and the fact that he is hoarding money as her mother worked like hell to feed his needs left him at the corner to feel sorry for all the things he has done.

“Doctor, what should we do?”

Rodrigo was definitely sure of who he heard. It was no one else but Baldo at the cubicle at their right at the Intensive Care Unit. It looks like he also has problems of his own.

“At the most a transplant would be the only option. His heart has been damaged to the extent that bypass and angiography is no longer enough to facilitate his recovery. Otherwise, he may not be able to make in this rate.

“Is there any other option doctor?”

“I am afraid to tell you, but that is the only choice. Excuse me.”

As the doctor left, Baldo saw Rodrigo. It seems like the hands of destiny worked a miracle and draw the two to have the opportunity to be with each other’s side. It was Baldo’s perfect timing for Rodrigo knew he could borrow some of the things he stole to be able to raise money for his money. Baldo knew how long Rodrigo’s debt collection was and this would be his chance to have the money for operation.

Things would not be easy for the both of them. Both can feel each other’s need for money. The question now would be answered only by the actions the two of them shall perform.

As if communicating, both went to the parking lot to talk; just the two of them about the situation both is experiencing as of the moment.

“I need the money owe me Rodrigo. My grandfather’s life is on the life now. I can’t just look at him doing nothing.”

“I also need money Baldo. My mother needs to enter a series of operations to correct the injury and infection she got herself into. This may be hard on you, but I want you to let me borrow some of the things you acquire from your stealing so I would be able to have the money to do so.”

“Of course I wouldn’t give you a dime! I need the money as badly as you do, you give it back, pay it back now! ” Baldo replied as his voice roared in extreme anger. He was about to reach his limit.

“No way, would could you shout at me while I was asking nicely! Just give me the money now!” Rodrigo answered as he went near Baldo and finished his statement with a punch.

Both beaten each other to a pulp as their hands smashed each other’s faces, they never even stopped for a second. Baldo got the upper hand as Rodrigo fought hard to be on top. The fight culminated as Baldo punched Rodrigo in the faced so hard he fell from the ninth floor, head first.

Blood was pooling the floor. As Baldo stared at the lifeless body of Rodrigo a constant chill filled his body. He was murderer, just like his father. The moment was moving across his memory so fast his head got itself spinning with different thoughts which filled his mind as the fear slowly crept all the way upwards to wrap his skin in frostbiting coldness.

His head split open thinking out a reason to say to what has happened, to what he has done. He heard footsteps getting nearer and nearer, signaling that someone was fast approaching.
He doesn’t know what to do, as all emotions broke lose the most prominent of all was fear. He does not want to be called a murderer. He doesn’t want to go to jail. As her engulfed his entirety he jumped as well, following Rodrigo’s fate.
Human flesh was scattered all over the ground floor. Blood varnished it red and the two dead bodies turned the floor as cold as ice.

All that was there was the ugly scream of fear which filled the air as it echoed like a siren.




I hope you'd learn something from it, :)

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« Reply #708 on: October 15, 2009, 07:00:12 pm »
HAVE WRITTEN THIS MONTHS AGO. HAY NATATAWA PA RIN AKO SA SINULAT KONG TOH, HAHAHA! :D :D :D

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18 years old na ko pero ni minsan ay hindi pa ko nakakaranas magkaroon ng boyfriend. Never pa kong nakipagholding-hands while walking o umiyak ng dahil sa isang LQ. Dinededma ko lang din taun-taon ang LovaPalooza kahit matagal na kong curious kung matamis nga bang talaga ang unang halik. At hindi na kailangan pang itanong na hate ko ang month ng February.

Bitter ako ‘pag dumarating ang buwan na yun lalung-lalo na kapag pumatak na sa petsang February 14. Feeling ko kasi out-of-place ako sa mundong puno ng hearts, flowers at chocolates. Kaya imbes na magmukmok at magmukhang wallflower e inaaliw ko na lang ang sarili ko sa pamamagitan ng pagbabasa ng mga libro ni Bob Ong. Sa ganoong paraan ay natatakasan ko ang katotohanang nais ipamukha sa akin ng mundo.

Wala rin sa bokabularyo ko ang mga salitang monthsary, anniversary o weeksary. Ang alam ko lang ay anatomy, artery, at mammary. Minsan pa nga ay nagawa kong pagdiskitahan pati diary ko. Buti pa siya may dear samantalang ako ni honey o sweetie wala. Alam kong hindi dapat pero hindi ko rin mapigilang hindi mainggit sa mga kapatid ko na halos lahat ay may special someone na. Naiingit ako sa kuya ko kasi siya napupuyat kakatelebabad sa girlfriend niya habang ako napupuyat kakaaral sa mga bulate, bacteria at virus.

Haay, kailan kaya ako kakagatin ng lovebug?

Hindi naman ako panget o di kaya’y bad breath. Hindi rin naman mataray. Lalong hindi ako suplada. Sa katunayan nga ay super friendly ko pa kaya lang kakaunti lang ang mga kaibigan kong lalake.
Minsan kasi nahihiya talaga ako sa mga guys. Ewan ko kung bakit. Di ko kasi sila masyadong maintindihan kaya siguro natatakot akong kausapin sila.

Minsan may nagtangka na ring umakyat ng ligaw sa bahay namin pero dahil nasa hayskul pa ko noon ay hindi umubra ang powers nila sa tatay ko. Sayang. Wrong-timing. Tsk. Noong freshie naman ako, may nanligaw sa akin na 4th year. Iniwasan ko siya kasi hindi ko siya gusto. Hindi naman kasi ako desperada, hopeless romantic lang siguro. Ito na marahil ang side-effect ng pagkahilig ko sa mga tagalog pocketbooks. Siguro kailangan ko nang sunugin o kaya ibenta ang mga yun sa Recto para matigil na ‘tong kahibangan ko.

Ihihinto ko na rin ang panonood ng mga pelikulang Tagalog ngayon. Puro na lang kasi love stories. Kung anu-ano na tuloy pumapasok sa kukote ko. Sa halip na “…And I Love You So” ang hintayin ko sa sinehan e, mas makakabuti siguro kung panoorin ko na lang ang “ The Orphan: There’s Something Wrong With Esther” Baka dun maka-relate pa ko. Papalitan ko na rin lahat ng kanta sa cellphone ko.Idedelete ko na lahat ng kanta ng Silent Sanctuary at papalitan ng mga kanta ni Lady Gaga.

At mula ngayon, tinatapos ko na ang mga senti days ko. Iisipin ko na lang na pasmado na ang mga kamay ni Kupido kaya hindi niya maasinta ang puso ng Mr. Right ko. Bahala na nga. Kakanta na lang ako ng Jai-Ho. Pasasaan ba at magtatagpo rin ang landas namin kung sinuman siya. At siguro nga kasalukuyang nakakaranas ng writer’s block si GOD kaya hindi niya magawang simulan ang kwento ng love life ko. Ayos lang naman. Take your time, GOD. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali. Nagtataka lang. Sa ngayon, babalik na muna ko sa AS Lobby. Tama na muna ang pagtambay sa Sunken Garden.~
I hate how we're like this. I hate the fact that I don't fit in your world and that you don't fit in mine. Teleserye, anyone? Uggh.

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« Reply #709 on: November 03, 2009, 11:15:17 pm »
^ laveeeet sis. ;]
super nakaka'relate ako jan. :>  :D
-4 nga lang sa age.  :D

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« Reply #710 on: November 03, 2009, 11:41:41 pm »
hi mga sis. hmmmm. pa'help naman. may film making kasi kami sa mapeh. tungkol sa mga mental disorder chu chu. suggest naman kayo ng magandang idea kung ano ang pwede naming gawin. (: 30 mins lang naman daw yun fil eh.

thanks~!! ^^

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« Reply #711 on: November 15, 2009, 01:33:47 am »
A Random Letter to You

May 23, 2008
I find myself thinking incessantly about you again and it’s all your fault. Every time I convince myself that I’ve come close to getting over you, you make me do a complete 180 once more. Whether it is a simple “good morning” text with a little smiley or a forwarded love quote, you never fail to catch my attention.
Why do you do that? Are you so amused with my puppy dog traits for you? Does it satisfy you when you know I’ll always be around, getting kilig over something so simple? Do you feel more like a man when I drop my own responsibilities to help you with your own? Okay, so maybe I shouldn’t blame you, these are choices I’ve made and I know you don’t force me to act this way. But why do I always have to choose you? Isn’t there anyone else in this planet that I can torture myself over? 
Ahhh. Torture… That’s another thing, why do I like the pain so much? And why is it that even when I choose to be happy, I keep falling for the pain. The possibility for love was already served to me by someone else on a silver platter, but after consuming it whole, it never felt like love to me. I turn into a masochist with every thought of you. Maybe because I always believed in the sayings, “no pain, no gain”, “no guts no glory”, “kapag may tiyaga, may nilaga.” After all the pain and disappointments, there’s hope that I’ll end up being blissfully happy…and hopefully it’s with you.

But how long is too long? Do I have to wait another 6 years for my dreams to come true? I know it seems stalker-ish, but it has been one disappointment after another and I’m getting impatient. Give me something to go on. Give me a fresher memory to replay in my head before I go to sleep; my first and last dance with you at JS Prom 2004 is getting old. Give me a new conversation to give far-fetched meaning to; our talk during Aiki’s debut is losing its touch. Give me another misleading text that I could save in my inbox till it reformats; your folder was lost when my phone plunged into a cup of hot tea. Give me another 6 hour phone call to brag about to my friends, the mosquito bites from our last chat has healed. Give me something, give me anything. 
What are you waiting for anyway? I’m I not enough? Or am I too much? This would be so much easier if only you have a girlfriend or at least an acceptable prospect. Because with you and me both residing in singles-ville, I only end up hoping and praying that you’ll find your happiness in me, the way I did with you years ago. Past is past, you used to say. Was I ever part of it? Or were you just pressured to show an ounce of kindness towards me? Was it because you pitied me, the fatty girl who, while all her friends had suitors, burrowed herself in books and always looked at you from a distance? Or were my feelings for you something to brag about to your stupid jock friends, how the batch salutatorian became your instant homework-maker in exchange for any insincere compliment? Or was I the butt of your jokes, a jester in your royal court? Or was I a mere insignificance, a prick that you never gave a second look?
 But I hope to see the best in you and I know you aren’t capable of doing such, please don’t prove me wrong.  I was more than all those, right? I was a friend who tried her best to be there. I was a lover who put you above anything else. I was a heroine who defended you from the big bad Wing Commander. I was a cheerleader who supported your dreams and encouraged your aspirations. I was a soft cushion who wanted to catch you whenever you fall. I was a tutor who wanted to hone your innate capabilities.  I was someone special whether you acknowledged it or not. And I’m still all those, and if you give yourself a chance to see it, to see me, you’d know.
I’m not sure whether I was a part of your past or not, but this I know, you are my past and you make me hold on to it for as long as I can until I find you holding me in the future.  You’ll probably shrug off all of these and brand me as dramatic and sappy, but frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn. You inspire me to be cheesy and romantic. Words seem to flow naturally when I talk about you. You’re a muse clad in Levi’s skinnies and white trainers, and I’d do Cupid proud, his arrow’s still lodged in my chest with no sign of rust or deterioration. (If only his aim on you was just as good, then I wouldn’t be in such predicament)

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Re: Short Stories and Essays (Merged)
« Reply #712 on: November 27, 2009, 01:30:19 am »
I want to submit this short story sa school paper namin..hehe check it out. maganda ba?



“Date Night”


          Sitting down in front of her pc in her shirt and jeans ensemble with make up on and cellphone in her hands, Daisy realized that she was stood up—again. By the same person! With mixed feelings, she reminisced the past thinking to herself: “Things wouldn’t be like this if it was Mark.” Mark and Daisy used to go out. They were perfect for each other—“WERE”. Past tense. It’s too late to go back now. “Pssshh! Beginner’s luck. How I wish I still had it. No, not the person. Just the luck.”

 
          Since Mark, who is Daisy’s first boyfriend and first love, Daisy hasn’t found another guy who would be just as worthy. In the midst of her thoughts, she heard something go “pop!” Displayed on her computer screen is Edward’s IM. He’s asking her out. However, Daisy is not in the mood to entertain another potential boyfriend so she said “I’m sorry. Tonight is not a good night…Maybe some other time?” and he said “It’s cool, it’s cool. Just give me a message.” And that’s how the conversation ended.


          Daisy is once again alone and sad. Maybe she’ll never hear from Jerry again. (Jerry is the guy who stood her up). In her head, Daisy envisions scenarios that are likely to happen when she sees Jerry on Rissa’s birthday. Should she slap him? Or should she smile and give him mercy? She sighed, lyed on her bed and stared blankly at the ceiling. Minutes later she received a text:


          “Hey! It’s evening already. xD Sorry I couldn’t reply to your greeting this morning ‘cause I left my phone in the car.”—Jesse.


          And for once in that whole evening, SHE SMILED. All her worries disappeared like a bubble that popped, never to be seen again. If there was someone who could lift her spirits up and make her feel all right it was Jesse. No matter how awkward or sad a situation is, Jesse can make Daisy feel great without even trying…it was always him.

          And so she texted him, and he texted back, and she texted him again and then he texted back…and the two FRIENDS texted happily ever after that night.

**The End**
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SINTAS - an excerpt.
« Reply #713 on: November 27, 2009, 11:14:52 am »
hello po!
share ko lang yung excerpt from one of my stories.
I haven't posted any of it here at CC.
I'm still thinking whether to post it or not.

Oh well. *sighs*

sana magustuhan nyo. ::)


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S I N T A S

Sandali akong tumingin sa sapatos ko.

Kaya pala nahihirapan ako maglakad, tanggal na pala sa pagkakatali ung sintas ko. Yumuko ako para sana ayusin yun. Saka ko naman siya biglang naalala.

"Alam mo, mahalaga ka sa buhay ko kaya ayokong mawala ka sa akin. Kaya lang hindi ko pa alam kung magseseryoso ako. Ayoko kasing lokohin ka dahil iba ang pagtingin ko sa’yo."

Matagal na rin pala simula nung huli ko siyang nakausap. Kung ilang buwan, linggo at araw, hindi ko na mabilang. Basta ang natatandaan ko lang, napakalungkot ng araw na un. Kahit yung kapaligiran, nakiki-isa sa akin.

Anong klaseng dahilan ba naman kasi yun? Iba ako sa mga babaeng nakilala nya pero hindi nya magawang harapin yung nararamdaman nya para sa kin? Palagay ko, hindi lang talaga nya ko ganun kamahal kaya eto, hanggang ngayon andami ko pa ring tanong.

"Pwede kang mapatid nyan kung hindi mo itatali ng maayos ang sintas mo."

Pinaglalaruan na ata ako ng imahinasyon ko. Totoo ba na narinig ko yun o sadyang naisip ko lang siya bigla? Siguro namiss ko lang talaga siya.

Naramdaman ko na lang na mayron na palang nakayuko sa harapan ko at inaayos yung sintas ng sapatos ko. Totoo nga! Andito nga siya! Halos isang dangkal nlang ung layo ng mukha nya sa mukha ko. Ramdam na ramdam ko ung paghinga nya.

"Hindi ka talaga mabuhay ng walang mag-aayos nyan para sa’yo. Kelan ka ba matutong magtali ng sintas?"

Wala akong mahagilap na salita. Nayakap ko na lang siya ng sobrang higpit. Dun ko lang naisip kung anong gusto kong sabihin. "Ayokong pag-aralan kung paano itali yan. Dahil alam ko, pag natuto ako, hinding hindi ka na yuyuko para ayusin yan."

"Palagi naman akong handang ayusin at itali ang sintas ng sapatos mo. Kahit yun lang ang gawin ko buong buhay ko, ayos lang basta kasama kita. Mahal kita. Sobrang mahal kita."

Balewala na sa akin kung hindi nya nagawang sabihin sa akin yun noon. Alam ko naman na mahalaga ako sa buhay nya. Hindi man nya nasabi ung mga salita na gusto kong marinig, ang mahalaga, andito na siya ngayon.

Ang laki siguro ng pagsisisi ko kung kinalimutan ko sya at yung nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. Dumating na yung panahon na handa na siyang harapin yung katotohanan na parte na ko ng buhay nya.

Salamat naman kung ganun.
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« Reply #714 on: November 27, 2009, 11:29:34 am »
A/N: Here goes another one.

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"Bitiwan mo nga ako!! Kung kaladkarin mo ko parang ako na yung pinakamalanding babae sa mundo!!"

Tuloy pa rin siya sa pagkaladkad sa akin. Mahigpit na mahigpit pa naman yung hawak nya sa kamay ko kaya doble yung sakit! Ano ba naman kasing ginawa ko? Nakikipag-usap lang naman ako kay Matt. Depressed kasi yung tao dahil nabasted na naman siya. Ayun niyakap ko. Saktong dumating tong si Pipo! Galit na galit! Tinulak si Matt, sinapak! Tapos hinila na lang ako bigla.

"Pipo ano ba?!! Bitaw na kasi!! Masakit akala mo ba? Isusumbong kita kay Kuya!"

The magic word. Bumitaw siya, huminto sa pagkaladkad sa kin tapos sumandal sa puno. Nakasara yung kamao niya, nanlilisik yung mata na di ko maintindihan. Kumukurap kurap siya. "Bakit ba? Ano bang ginawa ko at nanggagalaiti ka jan?! Pati si Matt, sinaktan mo!"

"Ilang beses ko bang sinabi sa’yo na ayokong makikitang magkasama kayo nung bangus na yun?! Nung isang linggo lang, nakita ko kayo dun sa walkway, naghaharutan! Sinuway mo ko Gwen, SINUWAY MO KO!!!"

"SINO KA BA PARA PAGBAWALAN AKONG MAKIPAGKITA KAHIT KANINO?? HINDI NAMAN KITA KAANO-ANO!!! YOU’RE NOT EVEN MY BROTHER!! YOU’RE JUST HIS PATHETIC BESTFRIEND, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!"

Lalo yata siyang nagalit. Lumapit siya sa akin, hinawakan ang balikat ko ng madiin. "OH YEAH!! SINO NGA BA AKO?? SINO BA AKO SA BUHAY MO??? I’M JUST YOUR BROTHER’S PATHETHIC BESTFRIEND, A LOSER AND A JERK WHO SEES YOU FAR MORE THAN A LITTLE SISTER!!!!"

Nahirapan akong irehistro sa utak ko yung mga salitang binitiwan nya. All this time, hindi lang pala kapatid ang tingin nya sa akin. Sa bawat araw na nandun siya sa bahay at halos dun na tumira, sa loob ng puso niya, higit pa pala ang halaga ko sa pagiging kapatid ng bestfriend nya. Kaya pala sa tuwing kasama ko si Matt o kung sino pang lalaki, pinagsasabihan nya ko at pinagbabawalan.

Kaya pala…

All this time, iisa lang ang nararamdaman namin.

I was speechless for a moment. Nayanig ang mundo ko sa nalaman ko. Matagal-tagal bago siya umimik ulit. Thank God, kalmado na siya.

"Hindi mo alam kung gaano kahirap para sa akin na itago yung nararamdaman ko para sa’yo. Natatakot ako sa twing makikita kita, baka kasi hindi kayanin ng puso ko, bigla kong masabi sa’yo. Bawat araw, linggo, buwan, taon, ipinagdarasal ko na sana makalimutan ko na lang kung ano yung totoo. Sana makalimutan ko na lang na mahal kita dahil hindi ko rin naman kakayanin kung masisira ang pagkakaibigan namin ng kapatid mo pag nalaman niya."

Umupo siya sa sinipa niyang gutter at yumuko. Wala pa rin akong masabi. Hindi ko maikilos yung katawan ko. Parang ayaw na atang umalis dun hangga’t hindi naririnig lahat ng sasabihin ni Pipo. "Bata pa lang tayo, nung araw na lumipat kayo sa tabi ng bahay namin, binago mo takbo ng buhay ko. Akala ko nga mawawala rin pagtagal ng panahon. Akala ko pag nanligaw ako sa iba, lilipas na rin yun. Pero hindi eh. Pasaway tong puso ko eh! Hanggang ngayon, kahit nanganganib na magkalimutan kami ni Mok, andito ka pa rin. Ikaw pa rin yung itinitibok…" Tinuro nya yung dibdib nya. Dahil dun, nag-unahang pumatak yung mga luha ko.

"Ang tanga ko talaga!! Dapat hindi ko sinabi to sa’yo dahil marami nang magbabago!Sa twing kukulitin kita iisipin mo, nag-tetake advantage ako sa’yo. Baka nga umiwas ka pa sa akin eh!"

Pinunasan ko yung luha ko. Panahon na siguro para malaman nya yung pinakamalaking sikretong itinatago ko. "Tanga ka nga talaga dahil hindi mo alam na matagal ko ng pinapangarap na isang araw sabihin mo sa akin yung mga sinabi mo ngayon. Gabi-gabi, bago ka umuwi sa inyo, sinasabi ko sa sarili na sana bukas pag-gising ko, mahal mo na ko. Ilang taon yun Pipo.. Nahihirapan ako dahil ang alam ko, kahit hilingin ko sa’yo na mahalin mo naman ako, kapatid pa rin ako para sa’yo."

Ito na yata ang pinakamasayang araw sa buhay ko. Niyakap niya ko. Yakap na ibang-iba sa mga yakap niya noon. Napalitan ng pag-aalala yung saya dahil problema pa namin sina Kuya Mok at parents ko. Ano na lang ang sasabihin nila pag nalaman nilang kami na ni Pipo na parang kakambal ni kuya?


Kung anuman yun, siguro, bahala na si Batman. Ang mahalaga, alam na namin pareho kung gaano kami kahalaga sa isa’t isa. Wala na muna akong dapat alalahanin dahil alam ko, anuman ang mangyari, hindi ako papabayaan ng prince charming kong si Pipo.
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« Reply #715 on: November 27, 2009, 08:25:08 pm »
guys, may story ba kayo na related sa amnesia or sa other mental problems? if yes, pa-post naman. PUHLEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAASEEEEE *puppy eyes*  :D kung wala naman, penge nalang ng idea kung anong magandang story ang pwede kong gawin tungkol dun. hihihi. THANKS A LOT SiSiES.  :-*

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^for what?
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« Reply #717 on: December 02, 2009, 06:02:03 pm »
guys. bigay naman kayo ng idea para sa project ko na short story. wala kasi akong maisip naplot eh. salamat. :)

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^for what?

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One day at school a girl was asked to a party by a boy she had liked for years. Of course, saying yes she headed home happily. The girl asked her parents if she could go out that night but was turned down. Her parents were going out to eat for their anniversary and didn't want her to go. Besides, they reasoned, you don't even know this boy very well. The girl agreed sullenly and went to her room. Calling her friend, she made plans to pretend to spend the night there while really going to the party. Her friend agreed and the girl tricked her parents into letting her stay with her close friend. Saying goodbye to her parents the girl left to her friends house where she told the boy to pick her up. The boy arrived on time and they left for the party. The girl felt so excited to be with the boy that she liked, that at first she didn't mind that he was drinking. Soon, even she had consumed alcohol and was feeling good about coming. Waving goodbye they both piled into the car, with the boy driving. As they drove, he kept on swerving and increasing the speed. You're going to fast! she complained giggling a bit. Suddenly the boy crossed a red light and crashed into a car that was turning in front of them.

Two days later the girl woke up in the hospital. Looking around she spotted a nurse sitting in the corner. The nurse smiled and asked how she was feeling. The girl could only nod her head before quickly asking what had happened. The nurse lowered her eyes as she explained that her crush had survived but the people in the other car had died. The girl felt tears welling up in her eyes as she thought about their families. As they began to fall down her face the girl pleaded for the nurse to tell the deceased's families how sorry she was. Looking at the girl with anguished eyes, the nurse turned her head away and quickly got up. Please! the girl cried out. Tell them I'm so sorry! Nodding her head once the nurse fled from the room, hiding the tears that were already streaming down her own two cheeks. How could she be the one to tell the girl, that the people who died that night, that were in the other car were her parents returning home from the restaurant?

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