I really need help.
So, here goes my story: (It's kinda long. Please bear with it.)
I actually have a boyfriend right now. Our relationship is 1 year and 8 months long already. The problem is hindi siya masyadong maeffort tapos minsan, wala ding time para sakin. Effort in a sense na kahit dalawang Christmas, dalawang New Year, dalawang Valentines at isang birthday ko na ang lumipas, wala man lang siyang naibigay na kahit ano. And by kahit ano, I mean kahit candy man lang.
There are times na parang gusto ko ng sumuko pero kapag ginagawa ko, I keep coming back. I don't know kung dahil ba mahal ko pa siya or ayoko lang mawalan ng boyfriend.
There's this other guy. This guy, I actually met in the site Omegle which is a chatting site where you get to talk to strangers who have the same interests as you do. I've been talking to this guy for a month already and during the entire duration of our talks, I can tell that he's the exact opposite of my boyfriend. He even made a brochure for me when I had a homework for my Multimedia Arts class when I told him I'm not really artistic. Whenever I see him online, I have this certain feeling wherein my heart skips a beat and I smile out of nowhere just by the sight of his name on my contacts. Aside from that, I also feel na kung minsan mas gusto ko pa siyang kausap kesa sa boyfriend ko kapag sabay silang online.
Here's the catch, I'm not really sure if what I feel for this Omegle guy is deeper than what I feel for my boyfriend. Am I feeling this way because he gives me more time or am I really falling for this guy already? Who should I choose? My boyfriend or the Omegle guy?