I think I'm also in that situation right now, uh well not that similar...but kinda similar to yours.
The thing is, I used to get text from the guy (not my boyfriend
) at least once a week BUT now...not even one
If ever he has load, he would at least text me...so maybe he doesn't just have load..
but I doubt.
Or maybe he's just busy with his studies.
Anyway when I'm online, he'll chat me right away though.
[We too, used to be always together 24/7. But because I already graduated I have to move back to my hometown. And now we're miles miles miles miles apart. That's why I love it when he send me messages telling that he miss me and love me. But since I do not have stable internet connection and doesn't have habit of texting... we rarely communicate.]
So, I'm also thinking if he's fallen out of love. Argg. I wanna ask him but the moment didn't come yet. How I miss the way it used to be.
I was struck when you said 'if ever I should start accepting the fact that what used to be can now never be?' -because I also thought of it too.
Uh well, I started accepting...WALA NA KASING CHOICE KAYA TANGGAPIN NA LANG.