One”Sometimes you have to let someone walk away, even though you want them to stay.”
12 January 2006
Smiling sadly to myself, I thought that it was time to think about him, about us, about the past. I always thought we will get a chance. And as much as I hate to admit it,
I'm still hoping. For you, and for us to get a chance --- but that would be impossible,right?
Slowly opening my heart, I reviewed all the memories we shared, from the very first time we met, to our heart to heart conversations, and lastly to our goodbye.
As I allow myself to re-live those memories,
I couldn’t help but feel even sadder. I always knew that looking back at sad things would make anyone laugh, but I never knew that looking back at the happiest times would also make me cry.
What ever happened to us, Sen?Finding an empty chair at the venue, I parked myself on it and closed my eyes. I crouched forward, putting down my head on my lap. I didn’t want to cry in front of every guests here, but I could already feel the tears seeping through my eyes.
I sat up, feeling kind of stupid for crying about this matter.
It’s not like we’re together… in fact, we never had something. Why am I even crying? There was no reason to cry. For what it’s worth, I should be happy that Sen still considered me as his best friend.
“Yuri.” A low voice called.
I straightened up, rubbing my eyes and was greeted by a folded handkerchief extended to my face. I looked to the handkerchief, then to its owner, and couldn’t help but let out a small gasp.
“Were you crying?” he asked.
“Of course not 
.” I lied.
I stared up once again, looking dazed for a moment. He still looked charming as ever, he still had that slightly long hair that matches his coffee-brown eyes. He had a tall nose and a chiseled jaw. And he looked sharp in a suit. He was lean enough to wear it tight around his shoulders and slim around his waist.
He’s pretty much the same guy who stole and broke my heart-----
with him not knowing it.
So much for loving someone in silence.
“Are you happy Sen?” I asked, the words slipping out like raindrops.
He shrugged, as the tears continued to flow from my eyes.
Some days, I wish things had turned out differently.“What’s wrong Yuri? Why are you crying again?If you’re crying about-----““No,no,no… Don’t think of anything else. I’m just happy because you’re marrying my sister..” I struggled to muster up a smile, but eventually managed to show him my smile.
After all, things aren't going to be the same between us ever again. “So, congratulations on your engagement day and welcome to the family!”
early morning guys! :">
@bien_021: Haha. Oh, you're a nurse right? Wow.
That's so nice!
hAHA. No worries, super enjoy and worth it nama eh.
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@syncco: hi! thank you! - cass
@loving cheesecake: Oh, gutom na tuloy ako.
Haha. Anyway,thank you! <3
