Chapter 3Rainne POV~What a good start of this school year? Crap!! Nakita pa tuloy ako nila mads and dabarkaads! It’s his entire fault, that good-for-nothing pervert!!! He’s an assh*le!! tsk! I swear I'm going to kill him if I would see him again…~Umuwi na ako.
Hindi na ako pumasok nang next class… Tumawag na lang ako sa class adviser ko na sumama yung pakiramdam ko which was partly true… cause I think I'm going to have a fever… damn!!
But the main reason was that fuss that I did.
>_<I was tempted to call mads and explain everything… but...
...explaining what I did and what happened was the grounds why I left…
ayoko kasi nang tinatanong ako eh… yung parang iniinterogate ako!!
They’re my friends so dapat maiintindihan nila ako…
atleast…
Tsaka, hindi ko kelanganang magpaliwanag… hindi naman ako Psycho na basta-basta na lang nananakit kahit walang rason.
bzzzzzz bzzzzztttt~ *** Phone Vibrating***It’s my phone…
naka-silent mode kaya nagba-vibrate lang pag may nag text o tawag.
At first, I thought it’s a call so I rushed to find it.
~Baka si Mads…~
From: Stupid JeThRoh..
ei, r u ok? I'm worid bout u.
sorry, alm ko ayw mo na ngta2nng aq..
I just cant hlp it. 
hope ur fine my princess ^______^
I grinned.
Worried of what??? Meron bang dapat ika-worry sakin…? Ako yung nananuntok dito ah!

To: Stupid JeThRoh..
Fine….
tell others that I'm ok or else I’ll kill you…
princess your face! lul!
Yung utak tuko talaga na yun… I'm his princess daw?! Parati nya akong tinatawag na ganon… In all fairness naman talaga masarap pakinggan eh!
I know he likes me… though he’s always telling me that he’s in love with me or he loves me and stuff… I still want to think that it’s just
like not
love, because
love is very hard to explain… masyadong malalim ang meaning non sa dictionary ko… basta maraming factor ang love. Hindi ganong kadaling malalaman…
And also, I don’t want to take it seriously from him because I know gusto sya ni mads. Hindi man nya directly sinasabi, I can feel it.

From: Stupid JeThRoh..
gigil ka ata kanina ah. pasa-pasa yung lalaki eh
ok I’ll tell them, iloveyou
you take care…
~Loko to ah!!! Inignore lang ang pambabara ko??
~
~Love you pa!!! hmp!
~
To: Stupid JeThRoh..
gusto mong matulad sa kanya?!
g*go! wag ka na magreply!!
It all started that day when I saw him being bullied by our classmates. We were freshmen then. Late enrollee ata sya o transferee… I'm not sure.
Bago pa lang sya non hindi katulad namin o nang karamihan samin na dito sa school gumraduate nang elementary kaya kahit freshmen pa lang ay madami nang kakilala at kaibigan.
Many girls admired him… even from higher year level!!
Mind you
Boy-next-door ang images nang loko! Kaya ayon siguro napagtripan sya nang mga kaklase naming lalaki--nainsecure sa kanya eh!
**** Flashback****I saw students from my school na parang mag inuupakan sa likod nang gym.
~Anak nang…~

Syempre lumapit ako...
Four is to one ang labanan… kawawang nilalang naman yung binubugbog nila.
Nakisali ako sa suntukan… nauna na sila mads umuwi noon.
Rainne: “Umalis na kayo kung ayaw nyong pulutin sa ospital bukas!!!!!!!!!!!!”They run away.
The guy that was beaten was like---->>>>
Rainne: “Next time kung hindi ka marunong lumaban and you wouldn’t want to mess up your pretty face, don’t walk or either be alone…” I said then kinuha ko yung kamay nya at hinila sya patayo. Muka syang basing sisiw at that time…
…ang dungis…
…may pasa at putok sa labi
…at medyo punit punit pa ang mga dami.
Rainne:”Bago ka ba dito?”He nodded but the look on his face doesn’t alter.
Rainne: “Do you already have friends here?”Guy--->>>> (-_- ) ( -_-) (-_- ) ( -_-) ~Pwede din naman magsalita noh??! Nalunok nya pa ata dila nya sa takot…tsk! ~¬_¬
Rainne: “Pwede kang sumama sa barkada namin… Just approach me tomorrow if you'll get to see me; I’ll introduce you to my friends… I’ll go ahead” tumalikod na ako at naglakad.
Rainne: “One more thing, ayoko nang kasamang LAMPA…kaya umayos ka kung hindi... ako ang bubugbog sayo para tumigas ka!!”Guy: “----”
*** End of flashback***I don’t know if bakit ko sya pinakilala sa tropa. Siguro naawa ako sa kanya…
alam ko kasi yung pakiramdam nang nag iisa… yung wala kang matakbuhan kundi ang sarili mo lang…
Gwapo sya… as a matter of fact sobrang gwapo nya... Pero hanggang kapatid lang ang turing ko sa kanya, katulad nang pagtingin ko kay Jarred at Cristof.
Si Jarred magkababata kami… one year older sya samin nang bestfriend kong si Mads kaya parati kaming naglalarong tatlo nung mga bata kame.
I don’t know why he stopped for one year but then ok na din since magkakasama na naman kame sa klase… madalas nya akong pinapakopya.

Si Christof naman naging friend namin nung elementary kame… si Jarred ang nag introduced sa kanya samin ni Mads.
May pagkamaangas pa nga nung una kaya madalas kong mabangasan nang muka…
Since then, parati na kaming magkakasama.
Sikat sa school dahil sa dalawang gwapo--->>
Jarred and Christof.
Jarred is like a Korean superstar; chinito with a touch of Filipino looks plus he’s very talented when it comes to music while Christof on the other hand, mukang half Filipino half European/American, basta may ibang lahi... western yung features nang muka nya.
Member din sila nang Basketball Team, kung saan si Jarred ang Team Captain…
Akala nyo mabait yang dalawang yan?? tsk! Kasama ko sila minsan sa mga away ko… si mads naman… taga cheer samin!

And then ayon nga, dumating na si Jethro na saksakan din nang gwapo sa barkada. Kaya, para na kaming F4 sa school…
tinitilian…
pinagkakaguluhan…
How pathetic! tsk!
May fansclub pa kame… Adik lang!
F5 na pala since lima na kame… Pag may nag-aangas samin, inuupakan namin pag uwian na. Pag hindi na makatiis, talo talo na lang kahit sa loob pa nang school. Andyan naman si Dad eh…
Pagpasok ko kinabukasan, hindi nila ako tinanong. Medyo expected ko na yun dahil alam na nila ang ugali ko, parang walang nagyari.
Walang nagbabanggit isa man tungkol dun…
~that’s what friends are for…~NOTE: HINDI NILA AKO KINUKUNSINTI…. INIINTINDI LANG! That’s totally different from each other.
Mads POVOne day after the incident, pumasok din naman si Rainne.
Napag usapan na namin kahapon while naglalunch na walang magbabanggit na anuman nang tungkol sa
“bugbugan scene”…
alam na namin na magagalit si Rainne pag pinag usapan yun.
Kahit mga classmates namin, mukang wala din gustong magtanong.
Alams na…

I'm really worried about her yesterday, but I felt relieved when Jethro told us that she’s ok naman daw. It’s not that takot kame kay Rainne kaya iniiwasan namin ang magpapainit nang ulo nya, ayaw lang namin syang ma-upset… medyo fragile kasi sya sa totoo lang! She looks tough on the outside but weak on the inside.
Alam nang barkada yung tungkol sa kanya. She’s just a
GREAT PRETENDER!
Ayon, lunch kame sa canteen nang sabay sabay, as usual, pinagtitinginan, pinagbubulungan, hinahangaan at tinitilian…
Shyet! wala bang bago??Mads: “Malapit na Birthday mo ah! anong plano?”

I was talking to Rainne.
Nagulat pa sya…
Mads: “Don’t cha tell me, you forgot your own birthday?”

No reaction from her.
Rainne: “Sa bahay na lang tayo, papahanda ako kay yaya kung gusto nyo” Jethro: “Tama! Overnight na din tayo.Friday yun ang alam ko eh, so walang pasok kinabukasan, what do you think?” he said excitedly.
~Talaga tong lalaking ito basta kay Rainne… tsk! Andito naman ako…~
Jarred: “Ok lang ba mag OV sa inyo Rainne” Rainne: “Ok lang”Christof: “Good! Ok na kina Rainne, so naka set na yun ah. Inuman session na naman!!”
~Tingnan mo tong si Mr. Smart Boy, napaghahalataang tomador eh! ~
Jethro: “Oo basta wala lang susuka” he said sarcastically while looking at Christof.
Last time kasi na naginuman kaming lima, napadami ang inom si Christof, nabasted ata nang babae sa ibang school. Ayun at suka nang suka.
Kina Jethro kame nun, december last year kasi birthday nya.
As expected galit na galit si Jethro dahil puro suka sa kwarto nya. Mga boys lang naman ang may mga tama eh…
kame ni Rainne shot shot lang and then natulog na din kame sa kabilang kwarto.
Mayaman family nila Jethro, yung sis nga nya nasa ibang bansa pa nagaaral eh, but then mas pinili nya na mag stay dito. Yung parents nya naman sobrang busy… wala nang time masyado sa kanya…
Kung tutuusin, na sa kanya na lahat nang pwedeng magustuhan nang isang babae sa lalaki eh…
gwapo...
mabait...
mayaman..
hindi boring kasama…
~kaya nga ako na fall eh! ~

Pero ewan ko ba dito kay Rainne kung bakit hanggang ngayon binabalewala pa din ang mahal kong si Jethro.
Christof: “ULOL!!!” ~Jethro sana kahit one day lang maging akin ka naman…. ~

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