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L.O.V.E OnLine
« on: June 04, 2011, 10:25:01 pm »




L.O.V.E OnLine
V.E.N.D.E.T.T.A©2011

.Prologue.

He wrote that he would always love me.
He would cherish me forever.
That no one would ever come between us.
It was all a lie. He never loved me, never cherished me, and would never fight for me.
Four years ago, that very same person that wrote that he 'Loves' me made my heart beat faster; but right now, looking at him - all I feel is nothing.
I hated him, hated him with everything I had in me. Never will I ever trust him again.


This is a work of fiction,Names, characters,places and incidents are either the product of the author's imagination or used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead,business establishments, events or locales is entirely coincedental
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.Prologue for Chapter 1.

It was four years ago that I first met him, it wasn’t the sort of physical face – to – face sort of meeting, but one through the internet. Some call it Online Dating, but to me, it was more than that.
I met him through my best friend, who was his cousin. Hell, the first time I met him online, I knew that I had finally found the one. At first though, I was hesitant to trust him to do anything.
My best friend – and his cousin – knew nothing about us.
We met through bebo at first, and after six months of getting to know each other, we were closer than ever.

And after one whole year, I confessed my love for him – and too my surprise and delight, he felt the same way too. When I finally told my best friend, she smiled at me and thought it was cute.
‘cause he cousin was somewhere across the ocean from me. He was like my best friend and love of my life at the same time. I could tell him anything and he always knew what to say.

Only twelve years young at the time, no one told me that falling in love would easy – yet falling out of love was harder; because no one was there to catch you.

After four years of falling madly in love with him, he finally told me how he felt.

‘I don’t know how to say this … but I just don’t feel anything for you anymore. Sure these past few years have been fun, but I’ve grown up and want the freedom that I deserve,’ he wrote to me one night.
I stared at the email long and hard, reading the sentence over and over again until the words were imprinted in my mind.
’We’ve had a pretty good time together but I just hope that we could be friends (:,’ he finished.
With tears flowing freely, I replied finally. ‘Sure (:.’
And that was all I had to say to him. It broke my heart – no, it shattered my heart into a million pieces to think that the one person I was so sure I would grow up, meet, love and marry, would hold me in his heart forever.
But as luck had it, it never happened.

That night, I cried into the morning feeling like complete crap. I rang up Lisa – my best friend – and told her what had happened. She soothed me and told me that he was an ass, and that he didn’t deserve to have me.
It helped a little, but I still missed him.
That was until I met Troy.



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Re: L.O.V.E OnLine
« Reply #1 on: June 05, 2011, 12:20:08 am »
Hi there sis! Kung ang story ko pure Filipino, sayo naman pure English. I'll definitely support your story. ;)

So who is this Troy? ???

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« Reply #2 on: June 05, 2011, 01:35:13 am »
ASDFGHJKL! Hayop kang bebo guy ka.  >:( Nakakainis talaga `yung ganyang love. Anyways, Support ko rin `to sis. Kaye here nga pala! :D
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« Reply #3 on: June 05, 2011, 04:32:53 pm »
. Chapter 1.

‘Unbelievable!’ cried Lisa. ‘It’s your six month anniversary!’
I smiled to myself, bubbling with excitement. It was too. Six whole months of being in a relationship with Troy had proved to me that you can move on.
Blissful six whole months of Troy convincing me to fall in love with him – and dear me did I fall for him.
‘I don’t know what to get him,’ I whispered. ‘Should I take him out to dinner or something?’
Lisa looked at me in a weird way and growled, ‘a lady never pays for dinner on their anniversary – their six month anniversary not to mention. No decent man would even think of that.’
I could feel myself blush, and noticed the looks we were getting from the kids around us. ‘Keep it down Lis.’
‘There she is!’
With butterflies in my stomach, I felt arms encircling my waist, and a light kiss on my neck,
‘happy anniversary baby.’
I smiled and turned around in his arms, circling my arms around his neck. ‘Happy anniversary handsome.’
He smiled that I loved so much and kissed me.

‘Oh gag me, please,’ groaned Lisa.
I smiled against Troy’s lips; and I too, felt him smile.
‘Now where’s my kiss pretty lady?’
I heard Kita’s voice and pulled away from Troy; he groaned and glared at his friend Kita. ‘Do you always have to interrupt everything?’
Kita, grinned that cocky grin of his and said, ‘that’s what I’m here for.’
‘Unfortunately,’ mumbled Troy, leaning his forehead against mine.
‘Come here missy,’ said Kita.
I laughed as he hauled Lisa into his arms, and kissed her passionately.
‘Oh gag me, please,’ I grumbled.

Troy laughed. ‘I’ve got something special for you tonight.’
Bubbling with excitement, I nodded eagerly. ‘But first,’ I said. ‘You owe me a few more kisses.’
Troy’s left brow rose, ‘just a few?’
I giggled. He always had a way of making me feel special. ‘Fine then, a thousand more kissed.’
He smiled and said, ‘agreed.’
Lips locked, someone from behind Troy groaned, and so did Troy – this was like, the hundredth time we’ve been interrupted; but he didn’t let go. Instead, he kissed me more deeply, hungrily, like a man starving. He slanted his mouth over mine, deepening the kiss.
My knees were weak, thankful that Troy was holding me up – without him supporting my weight, I’d probably end up a heap on the floor.

‘Guys, you know, there’s like people staring,’ someone said.
I smiled and felt a large bulge pressing against my stomach and smiled against Troy’s lips. He groaned and pulled away, and turned around holding me in front of him.
‘Why is it that your timing is always so damn stupid,’ growled Troy.
Lisa and Kita, stilled embraced and practically eating at each other, didn’t seem bothered or seem to hear anything.
However, Troy’s bulge did not go away – I could still feel it pressing against my back.
Drey, one of Troy’s close friends, smiled, ‘dude, I had to stop you guys. Teachers on their way – and you know how they are with PDA.’
I looked at Kita and Lisa, and saw Mrs. Mac marching towards us.
I went to move away, but Troy held me back. ‘Don’t. Please.’
I looked up at him and smiled, remembering. ‘Ah, yes.’

I turned around and hugged him, not letting go; nothing too serious, just a hug.
‘Kita and Lisa, for goodness sake would you two stop eating at each other’s faces and get ready for class. Bells going to ring soon,’ called out Mrs. Mac.
Kita and Lisa pulled away quickly and grinned at her. ‘Sorry.’
She scoffed. ‘So you say,’ then walked away.
I didn’t turn around, just held on to Troy. ‘I love you,’ I whispered. After six months, I never really told him how I felt. He always said that he loved me; would wait for me to love him, even if it took me years.
I heard him catch his breath and looked down at me. ‘You mean it?’
I nodded, tears in my eyes. ‘I love love love love you.’

He smiled and laughed. ‘I love you too.’
He bent his head intending to kiss me, when I heard Lisa scream excitedly. Confused, I looked at her as she pulled away from Kita and ran towards someone walking through the school gates.
Kita stiffened, and I could feel his jealousy radiating off of him. I grinned cheekily at him and said, ‘dude. She loves you man. Don’t sweat it.’
I looked at Lisa as she hugged the guy she was with. They both looked surprised to see each other. She pointed towards me and smiled.
When the guy turned towards me, I stiffened, and felt my breathing quicken.
It was him.
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Re: L.O.V.E OnLine
« Reply #4 on: June 06, 2011, 11:53:38 am »
TRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOYYYYY! WAG MO NG PAPALAPITIN KAY SHEMAY, VENDETZ, ANO NAME NI PROTAGONIST?:"> Hindi mo pa ba talaga sinasabe o nakaligtaan ko lang dahil sa sobrang amused kay troy? lols~ Natutuwa ako kahit puro hormones ang piinapakit sa first chapter. Hahahah :)
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« Reply #5 on: June 07, 2011, 09:27:40 am »
Chapter 2:

It was him: Sam Hardingson.
Four long years and now I finally get the chance to see him face – to – face. All those years wishing, longing to meet him and hear his voice; was that a crime?
To think of someone else instead of your own boy friend who you have just confessed your love to?
I mean, I do love Troy, I really do, it was seeing Sam that’s put me into a state of shock. I might as well have had a heart attack – ‘cause that’s what it felt like right now.
I couldn’t breathe, nor could I slow my fast beating heart.
It was crazy, I was crazy.

Troy, being the sweetheart that he was, sensed my mood and whispered in my ear. ‘You okay?’
I nodded slowly. Should I tell him?
’There’s nothing to tell,’ said the little evil voice in my head. ‘You met him online. I’m sure he’s forgotten about you now. I mean, it’s been how long now? Four years?’
I watched Lisa and Sam walk towards us, chatting along.
‘... Here! It’s been ages since we last saw each other!’ squealed Lisa.
I held my breath as they stood right in front of me and Troy.
‘Can you believe this Dee? Sam! Here at the same school as us!’
I nodded, mute, not knowing exactly what to say.
‘Denarika ...’ he murmured.
I stiffened, and nodded ‘hey Sam.’

I could tell Troy was curious as to how we knew each other, so I turned around and smiled at him. ‘Troy, this is Sam. Sam, this is Troy.’
Sam nodded at him, shaking his hand. ‘Troy.’
‘Sam,’ said Troy. ‘What brings you these ways?’
Curious as well, I looked back at Sam as he smiled. He had a dimple on his right cheek!
‘Parents are moving around the country, and this was the closest school to where we’re staying, so I had no choice – and I had no idea that this lady here,’ he said, hugging Lisa, ‘was going to this school.’ And you too Dee, was left unsaid.
I shrugged to myself. I don’t really give a rat’s ass what he thinks of me, or how I feel. I was over him.

So over him.
‘So how have you been Dee? How long has it been since we last spoke to each other?’ he asked.
You mean, when you kept in touch with me. ‘Almost a year I’m thinking.’
He nodded. ‘So it has been.’
Troy looked at me, then at Sam. ‘You two know each other?’
I nodded. ‘We use to know each other.’
Lisa flinched, but I didn’t care. He meant nothing to me. Every word he wrote to me was a lie. Lies that had me thinking that he really was the one for me.
I looked at Troy, linked hands with him and said, ‘Walk me to class?’
He nodded. ‘Love to.’
‘It was nice to meet you Sam,’ said Troy.
‘You too,’ he said.
I nodded at him, waved Lisa over, and walked together to class, my head throbbing.
This cannot be happening.

Stopping outside of my first class, I gave Troy a peck on the cheek. ‘See you at lunch?’
He nodded, kissed me again then walked away.
I watched him walk away and sighed. ‘I love him.’
The corner of my eye, I saw Lisa nod. ‘It’s pretty obvious.’
‘Yeah, of course it is.’
Her eyes narrowed as she looked at me. ‘Why are you acting all weird now?’
I shrugged, not wanting to discuss her cousin with her, ‘nothing.’
But, being the best friend that she is, she saw right through me. ‘Don’t lie to me Dee. This has Sam written all over it. I thought you said you were over him?’
I winced, ‘I am!’
She nodded. ‘Sure, I believe you, but I’m not so sure that you believe what you’re saying yourself.’

‘Can we just forget that you even said that? I’m so over Sam.’
She rolled her eyes, ‘Right, that’s why you were so keen on ditching him just now.’
I winced again. ‘Sorry I had to drag you away. It’s just that now I’ve actually seen him after four years, my old feelings for him are back.’
She nodded, ‘and where does that leave Troy.’
‘Where he’s always been; in my heart. I love him Lis – I know I do. He’s always there when I needed him, and I know that he loves me. He’s told me a million times before, but I couldn’t believe it. This whole Sam thing’s just got me in a twist.’
She nodded slowly, ‘I see.’

I rolled my eyes. ‘Sure you do.’
Lisa laughed. ‘Okay, I don’t, but I’ve seen you with him. The way you look at him, touch him, and the way you talk to him: it shows how much you two love each other; it makes me sick to the stomach. Troy has always been nice, and I’ve seen the way he treats you. You’re like his everything, his world, his woman – I just don’t want it to go to waste just because of Sam.’
I smiled and hugged her, ‘you know I love you right?’
She rolled her eyes, ‘yah yah, now what would you do without me?’
I pretended to think, ‘live a happy, peaceful life?’
She laughed, ‘yeah right!’

I felt better now that we’ve talked things over about Sam. It was one of the reasons why we’re such good friends. We know each other like the back of our own hands, been there for each other, taken care of each other, and grown up with each other.
She was the heart breaker, and I was the mender, I must say so myself.
She loved style, and I loved anything that makes me look good – which was hardly ever; but I wasn’t picky. I could always count on Lisa and her styling.

She loved to shop, and I loved riding on my skate board, shop for hats and shoes – which she dearly hates.
We were practically sisters!
With her pixie dark purple hair and blue eyes, I’ve always wondered why she ended up with jerks – not including Kita. He was the best thing that had happened to her I must say so myself.
She was an inch shorter than me, which was fine. She always wore mascara and eyeliner, glossed lips, and tight fitting clothes, revealing her soft curves.
She was, in my eyes, the most beautiful person, both inside and out.

She hugged me tightly as we walked into class, ‘don’t sweat it babe. Sam is Sam, and you’re you. If you love Troy as much as you say you do, then I don’t see how this is going to affect what you and Troy have.’
I nodded and smiled to myself. ‘You’re right. Let’s just forget about it and everything. Sam’s an old friend and nothing more.’
‘That’s my girl.’
But oh how wrong we both were.
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« Reply #6 on: June 07, 2011, 09:43:13 am »
ohmygosh ohmygosh.  :( Ayoko na ituloy baka mag dilang anghel ako. :/ Tryooooooy, Deeee. May you guys stay together everyday of your life :"> bless you.
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« Reply #7 on: June 07, 2011, 10:03:47 am »
gnun ba sis hehe itutuloy ko pa ba?

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« Reply #8 on: June 07, 2011, 10:19:22 am »
Ituloy mo `to sis! Cool kaya ng mga update. `yung sinasabe ko lang `yung hindi ko na itutuloy. Hahaha. Go lang sis. Keri `yan! :D
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« Reply #9 on: June 07, 2011, 10:54:43 am »
cge itutuloy ko na for you hehe

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« Reply #10 on: June 07, 2011, 12:54:28 pm »
Chapter 3:
TROY and DEE

All through first and second period, not once did I think about Sam; now that we’re having morning tea, I can’t stop thinking about him. It wasn’t fair!
Why, after all these years, does he have to move here?
Why now? When I’ve finally gotten over him and fallen in love with someone as sweet as Troy, whom has stood by me when I needed him the most; sure there were fights and jealousy through our six month relationship, but that made the kiss and make up part more heated and fun – but we never – much to my disappointment – did end up in bed. Troy respected me and said he would wait.
God, I love him so much it hurts.

I looked up as I heard Lisa laughing and saw Sam walking over with her.
Last time I saw a photo of him, his hair was up to his chin, and thinner that he is now; he has obviously been working out.
Now that he was standing in front of me, I’d say he was around an inch shorter than Troy was; a good 6 ft 6 inches. Impressive really, and his hair was now shorter, sides cut leaving the middle a bit longer than the sides with green streaks; he’s always said that once he turned sixteen, he was going to change the way he looked. His brown eyes and dimpled cheek made him look almost eatable.
Oh how much he’s changed.

‘My man Sam,’ I heard Troy say. He was sitting next to me, with his hand on my left thigh. Nothing sexual, just comforting – it was his way of telling everyone that I was his.
I looked at Troy and felt my heart flutter. I really did love him.
He was the most gorgeous person I had ever met, with his green eyes and wavy blue- black hair up to his chin. If you got up real close to his face, you can see that he had gold specks in his eyes; I’ve always found them fascinating. And whenever he looked at me, I would simply melt.

He was nicely built too; not too thin, not too muscles: just how I liked it.
He was the total opposite of me, and I have no idea why he chose me to be his girlfriend.
The shirt he was wearing now stretched across his chest, his jeans riding low, leaving a glimpse of his boxers – he had a really nice ass too.
Whenever I see or feel chicks checking him out – which is like, most of the time – I would glare at them and tell them to go find their own property; he was mine and mine alone.
He was wearing air forces which made him a bit taller than he was now.

‘Sit down sit down,’ he urged. ‘How’s your day going so far aye? Lucky it’s mufti day huh. We hardly get those around here, what with all the fights and bullshit happening all around us.’
Sam clapped hands with Troy and said, ‘hard out. The uniform here is shocking, I must say so myself, but it is better than the last school I was in.’
Kita, Lisa, Drey, and Sam sat opposite of me, Troy, Kiana, and Monica, who were also close friends of mine – who were not, by the way, dating anyone - And I don’t think they are planning to either - sat on my side of the table. Troy nodded, ‘I know what you mean. You’re lucky you know – once you start school properly next week, all hell breaks loose.’
Sam sat down, setting out his lunch on to the table and said, ‘oh yeah? Why’s that?’
Troy shrugged, ‘facts gee. Kids here love new students. Would actually do anything to gain their attention as well.’

Sam laughed. ‘The feelings mutual, don’t worry. I’m an expert at it to be honest. Back in Australia at my old school, every new piece of ass that walked through our school gates we worshiped; but once the novelty wears out, then bye bye with the old and in with the new. It happens every six month or so.’
Troy, Drey and Kita laughed, and I couldn’t help but laugh along with them as well. It was quite funny.
No wonder why he didn’t find me interesting –he had a whole lot more to choose from.
Yay for me.
‘I wouldn’t mind some new ass in this school – it’s become a drag really. What, with the same old chicks every single day,’ whined Kita, much to Lisa’s frustration; she elbowed him hard in the ribs, got up and moved to sit next to me.

Lisa was a really strong person and I swear I heard something crack just then. Kita doubled over in pain, gasping. ‘Babe!’
Lisa glared at him. ‘Don’t babe me you !@#$ of !@#$, and to think that all this time - geese!’
Troy and I laughed at their stupidity; it was always like this. Lisa would talk about another guy, Kita would get pissed and not talk to her.
When Kita talks about another girl, Lisa gets all pissed and angry and starts beating him to a pulp: it was all entertaining really.
‘Are these two always like this?’ asked Sam.
‘Are you kidding me? It’s like this every day!’ laughed Kiana.
‘Don’t worry though, they always kiss and make up,’ said Monica, then she shivered. ‘It’s cruel and unfair for those that are still single and happily in to school work.’
I laughed. ‘True that.’
‘So what’s life like in Australia Sam?’ asked Monica.

He shrugged. ‘A bit like here actually. New Zealand and Australia’s not really that different aye.’
Troy scoffed. ‘Yeah right; here in New Zealand you look around and see the people wear the same clothes as you. If not that, it’s your old friend dating your ex girl friend. It’s like running around in a circle: you get dizzy once you stop.’
There was a tone in his voice that annoyed me. He was talking about his ex girl friend Jayza – who he was together with for almost a year. I knew that it would hurt for your first love to walk out of your life, but isn’t that how it was suppose to be?
Learn from your mistakes? Not that Jayza was ever a mistake.

She was beautiful, and before I moved here, she seemed to be Troy’s world, according to rumors. I knew he loved me and everything, but still, how would he feel if I talked about my ex boy friends? Which would be a total lie, ‘cause the only real boy friend I’ve ever had was him: Troy.
When Troy first asked me out, I was reluctant, not wanting to be his rebound girl. I mean, it had only been two months after Jayza left to move to America.
Took him two weeks to warm me up, then finally, I said yes.
He was my first kiss, second love and my world.
Cheesy right?

I finally had the courage to look into those brown eyes. ‘So what classes do you have next Sam?’
He smiled, showing his left dimple, ‘ITE and Music. Man, I don’t even know why I chose Music. I suck at it, but, at least I get my credits.’
I laughed, ‘same as me! Music I mean. Heck I hate Ms. Mac, she can be such a cow sometimes.’
Lisa choked and pointed behind me.
‘I heard that Dee,’ came Ms. Mac’s voice.
Mortified, I turned around and saw Ms. Mac a few feet away from us. I flushed, ‘sorry.’
She smiled that creepy smile of hers. ‘It gives me pleasure to know that students hate my work dear. You must know that right?’
I shivered, then nodded, ‘yes Miss.’

She nodded, smiled, and then walked away.
I could feel Troy trying not to laugh. I glared at him, ‘don’t you dare start Troy Mc Millan.’
He groaned, his hand moving up and down my thigh. ‘Babe please, not the last name?’
My right brow raised, ‘Mc Millan? What’s so bad about that?’ I asked.
Sam laughed. ‘Okay, are these two like this all the time as well?’
‘Every hour of the day,’ I heard Drey reply.
I glared at him as well. ‘And don’t you start as well Drey Smithington.’
He too, groaned. ‘Crap Dee, you never play fair!’
Sam, Monica, Lisa and Kiana laughed.
I shrugged. ‘It’s your last name. What’s so embarrassing about that?’
‘Okay, okay,’ Lisa laughed. ‘Shut it before I make you.’
‘Now there’s an idea,’ smirked Kita.
Sam raised his hands, ‘PDA alert!’
I laughed, feeling better with him here. ‘You’ll get use to it.’

Troy out his arm around my shoulder and whispered in my ear. ‘I can’t wait for tonight.’
My stomach fluttered, and I could almost swear my heart stopped beating. He was nuzzling my ear, and his breathing was heavy. I smiled to myself, making sure that no one was looking.
Kita and Lisa were making conversation, seeing that Troy and I were having our moment.
I moved my hand over his thigh, slowly, seductively – which was awesome! ‘cause not once have I had the chance to experience this sort of thing. I’ve only seen them in movies, which always made me laugh.

I moved in closer, but not too close to him. Troy groaned softy, and nipped my ear. ‘You’re evil you know that.’
I giggled like a little girl, ‘all your doing handsome.’
I ‘accidentally’ bumped him, and saw him grow large, then laughed to myself. This was sheer bliss.
He pulled me onto his lap on top of his growing bulge, wrapping his arms around my waist. ‘You know I love you right?’
I nodded. ‘I know,’ then moved around on top of him.
He groaned some more then kissed me hard and said, ‘forever.’
I could feel tears building, and then I smiled, ‘and ever.’

Monica clapped her hands, ‘Okay you two love birds. Enough okay – my eyes are burning damn you!’
I laughed, ‘oh the horror!’
Troy kissed the back of my neck. ‘You love it Mon, admit it. That’s how much of a pervert you are.’
Monica shook her head forcefully. ‘Nah – uh, that’s Drey’s job. I swear, I think he gets a hard on when he watches you guys make out.’
We laughed except for poor Drey, who blushed furiously. ‘Monica you lying piece of dirt! You weren’t saying that last night when we were making out!’
We all gasped, especially Kiana, who was suppose to know everything there was about Monica.

Apparently not it seems.
Monica’s mouth fell open, and then closed, nothing coming out.
I started laughing, causing movement which didn’t seem to help out Troy, poor thing.
I looked back at him, and winked. ‘This is fun,’ I whispered.
Troy, who was fighting for control, gritted his teeth. ‘Blissful.’
I kissed him passionately for a full minute, and then leaned my forehead against his. ‘Can’t wait for tonight.’
He swallowed, ‘neither.’
I smiled secretly. ‘It’s really comfortable.’
He swallowed some more, ‘it so is.’
I could feel Sam looking at us, but I ignored him, not wanting to ruin our moment. Besides, we had a class together, so I could catch up with him then.

The others were still bickering but I couldn’t care less.
Right now, my attention was on Troy and Troy alone.
I really do love him.

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Chapter 4:
Sam and Dee



With a few more stolen kisses, the bell finally rang indicating that fourth period was going to start in five minutes. I walked out of third period, practically floating.
It was going to happen tonight. I was ready, and so was Troy.
‘You’re walking in there without me Dee?’
I turned around, startled out of la – la land and saw Sam walking over, smiling. He really did look cute when he smiled.
I smiled up at him, ‘sorry I was a bit distracted.’
Sam rolled his eyes, ‘obviously.’
I shrugged. What was his problem? He didn’t have to sound so … angry about it. I mean, he doesn’t own me. ‘What instrument you using?’
‘Bass,’ he answered, looking me straight in the eyes. There was something about the way he was looking at me that made me squirm.
Clearing my throat, we walked into class. ‘Hey miss!’ I said loudly.
Startled, Ms. Mac looked up from her laptop. ‘Ah, Dee, we meet again.’
I chuckled, ‘you know I was only kidding around out there! You’re my favorite teacher.’
Sam chuckled, and I nudged him in the ribs.
‘Shush!’ I growled.

Ms. Mac finally started teaching. We started off with quavers, and onto garageband, and how to use it. I wasn’t really the type that knew much about using new stuff (or keeping in tune for a fact) on the computer, especially using applications on Mac computers. It was just too damn confusing.
I like my Toshiba laptop way better.
‘Okay class, I’m putting you all into pairs for your next assignment,’ said Ms. Mac over the chattering in the class.
We all groaned. Performing in front of the class was so not my thing.
‘You have eight weeks to prepare and I suggest that you and your partner get started as soon as I hand out these paper works for you to follow – they’re instructions for you to follow and what you need to do to get your credits if you want to pass this year.’
I groaned some more; singing in front of the whole class I can do – but in front of Sam? I don’t think I can do it. I never once told him I could sing.

Why does it matter? You’re not dating him. You’re with Troy so suck it up little girl, came the voice in my head. It was right. I was with Troy and to hell with Sam.
‘Sam Hardingson, you’re with Dee,’ said Ms. Mac and I all but froze on the spot.
Sam? Me? Together?!
This was unbelievable.
‘Guess we’re together on this one Dee,’ whispered Sam into my ear. He was too close to me. I could feel his breath on my neck.
I nodded, swallowing. ‘I’ve got a s-song already.’
He moved away and smiled. ‘Want to share?’
I nodded and opened up my file in the computer. ‘This one: Slip away by Casely.’
He looked it over and smiled. ‘Sounds good to me, though I don’t know how I’m going to get my bass sounding as nice as the beats in the song. I could try out my electric piano – or, we could use the instrumental version playing the background and we could use our own instruments. What’s yours anyway; I don’t think you told me.’

‘I’m going to sing it of course.’
He looked shocked for a moment, and then smiled. ‘Well then, we best get started.’
It wasn’t that I was nervous about singing, it was Sam that I was nervous about. The way he was acting: like we’re long lost friends finally together after years of separation.
Which was clearly different in my point of view to the relationship we have; if there was any. Any relationship with this guy would only lead to heartache – and from past experience with him, I wouldn’t want to go down that road again.
Besides, I had Troy.
‘What are you think about Dee?’
I looked at him, ‘huh?’
‘You have that faraway look in your eyes.’
I laughed nervously, ‘nothing that you should be concerned about Sam.’ Why do you have to come back now? was what I really wanted to say.
‘Try me,’ he murmured.

I took a deep breath and looked at him straight in the eyes. Well, he asked for it. ‘Why did you say those things to me before Sam?’
He looked confused, ‘About what you’re thinking? I was just curious I guess.’
I shook my head, ‘no you idiot. When we first met online and a few months later I told you that I … had strong feelings for you.’
He looked taken aback at my outburst, and then he nodded. ‘Dee, you got to understand. We were only kids – both in our minds and hearts. You can’t seriously believe that we would have a relationship through the internet? We were living in different countries for goodness sake!’

Glaring at him, I growled. ‘Stupid me then, for thinking that we would last forever even if it were through the internet! ‘Cause that’s how strong my feelings were for you! I would have waited for you. Bloody hell, I even loved you back then.’
Sam flinched, and looked around the class. Some of my class were looking at us with interest. I glared back at them. ‘Even though we’re mates in this class, don’t think I would do horrible stuff to you guys when I hear you spreading rumors about this.’
They quickly turned to their own computers and continued with their work, though I could tell they were still listening in to our conversation.
‘We were thirteen Denarika. Don’t you think that at that age, we were both still young to even know what love meant?’
I could feel tears in my eyes and quickly looked back at the screen. ‘You may think that, but back then, you were all I thought about for the whole four years we were supposedly dating online.’

Sam heaved a sigh. ‘Don’t get me wrong here, but I am and still think of you as my first love, but we both moved on – you have obviously.’
I smiled when Troy popped into my head, and then flushed guiltily. Here I was confessing my first love the way I felt about him and yet I had Troy to think about.
I was such, a hypocrite. I had to tell Troy, I didn’t want him to find out later from rumors that Sam and I use to be together - even if it were through the internet.
Rumors can get nasty and twisted these days and I didn’t want anyone to get hurt – especially not Troy. He mattered the most; I would tell him after school.
‘Just forget about it Sam. Just forget I said anything at all,’ I whispered, pulled on my earphones and started my composition.
It hurt to know now that Sam never really did have real feelings for me.
Who could blame him though? We met online for goodness sake.
When the bell finally rang, I all but ran from the class all the way to our table.

Troy was my love – my true love. He was, he really, really was.
Are you trying to convince yourself, or yourself? ‘Cause the way I see it, you’re in pretty deep on this one kiddo. Sam’s back, and I don’t think he’s here to be ’just friends’ with you. You saw the way he looked at you before class. Watch your back girlfriend.’
I shivered as I hugged Troy. I would not let this happen. Not now, not ever.

 

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