Goodbye, Mr. Cyborg -- 2 // readers?

[thecagedDOLL]

Goodbye, Mr. Cyborg.
_{r e v i s e d v e r s i o n .
(c)thecagedDOLL 2011}

Dear Jamie,

Of course, I'm not really a CYBORG, I mean the literal one.

I don't get it why people think of me as the gangster even though I don't belong to a gang.

Well, I talk, I speak, I laugh, but I don't cry. and I don't love. Until you came and taught me.

I never fell in love, I never liked anyone, I'm always living the daily routine of life. But I fell for you, you made me do the impossible, Jamie. I learned how to love you, to like you, and to live my daily routines with you.
 
I'm tough, I'm evil, I'm cold, I'm like a gangster but I don't kill people, I smoke, I drink. But inside I'm a softie, a kind-hearted, scared-little boy.

I make fun of kids, I always get into fights, I have no friends at all. But you appeared one day, telling me you want to be friends, and then I gave myself a chance.

I am not scared of anything. Except for one thing : losing you before even having you.

My life had been cursed when I was a kid. And I'm afraid this will be the reason why I'm going to leave you sooner than you think.

I remembered it was said that I would never experience love and what the hell it is. But it was only a lie, a lie I have gotten used to. I experienced love, you made me experience it, and I think it's beautiful.

But I don't care, since I have CYBORG emotions and... I am not interested in love. But I'm a liar, I care, and my emotions aren't cyborg, I am just like you. Somehow, only afraid of falling in love.

Maybe... maybe because I don't have the ability to love, since it is the only emotion that has been removed from me. But that was before, Jamie. That was before I met you.

I'm sorry I have to leave you behind.

Know that I'll always love you.

Remember me in your heart,

Genesis

What are you going to do if the person you loved the most...
....left even before everything started?
What are you going to do if...
..............you are the reason why he left?
What are you going to do if...
.....you won't be able to hear his voice, the sound of his laughter....
............and that beat in his heart that beats for you?
Are you going to lie in your bed all day and cry and mope around?
Are you going to hate yourself, forever?
Or are you just going to let go, accept the past....
........and move on?
But I wasn`t ready when he left.
....At first we just started a harmless friendship,
....something that was really pure.
........In between those laughter, those cutting-classes, those jokes,
....those arguments, those moments we shared that created a fire,
....that created a love between us --- we both fell in love.
...Little did I know that one day, I would be crying endlessly like this.
.......He's gone, and he's never coming back.
....Never coming back again.
And I would never find a love like that again.

It breaks my heart.
It's me, Jamie Park, I'll be retelling the story we shared once again...

I hope it won't break your heart, too. 

- - - -

Hello, readers of GMC and new readers of GMC! Yes, I did some revisions in the prologue. At sa ibang parts ng story. This is the return of Good bye Mr. Cyborg in CC. I hope you'd still support it the way you did before.

-Gee

[yanyan7192]

Gee, support ko `to kahit `di laging nandito para magcomment.. alam mo namang feeling busy na ang lola mo. Haha!

[hakyrej_inyourdreams]

Hi Ate Gee!
Support ko 'to!

[thecagedDOLL]

Soooo, aside from the two lovely gals up there, who still wants me to continue the story? (:

[Es_Bee]

Me!!.. continue this, please please please??? 

[-xiArA-]

Syempre susuportahan ko to!
Eto pinakapaborito ko sa gawa mo, Ate Gee.
Yey! GMC is back!

[thecagedDOLL]

Me!!.. continue this, please please please??? 

Hi Esbee! (:
Of course I will continue this for my readers! (:

Syempre susuportahan ko to!
Eto pinakapaborito ko sa gawa mo, Ate Gee.
Yey! GMC is back!

Xiara! na miss ko mga comments mo! (:
Yes, GMC is back! With revisions! (:

[M.]

i will support, I've read the original version.

- M .

[thecagedDOLL]

i will support, I've read the original version.

- M .

Thank you! I'll post the first chapter tomorrow. (:

[prom_princess08]

Present! Di ko na natapos un dati eh. Naging busy.

[x-iRis-x]

Support. Hello Ate Gee 

[thecagedDOLL]

xxx

chapter one


<sub>TRANSLATIONS:

Unni- Big sis
Pabo- idiot/stupid</sub>

It all started one day, when everything was supposed to be peaceful, playful and prosperous; where everything was pure, praiseworthy and pleasing. I am Jamie, re-telling this would be painful, but I want to take you to the early days of my youth, where I met someone that changed everything.


“So, you’re not chicken?!” Unni teased me, I gave her a glare. I bit my lip and then I nodded.“You should make friends with HIM or else I’ll tell Jeremiah that you’re crushing on him!”



I bit my lip even more.
What to do?


If I won't make friends with the gangster, Jeremiah would know that I like him. Aish. T_________T


I never thought I’d be put in a mess like this. HOW CAN I MAKE FRIENDS WITH THE GANGSTER?!
 

I went to my desk and then I took out a piece of paper and wrote on it my plan A and of course, my plan B.


But now, I’ll be trying on my PLAN A.



PLAN A.
...............*accidentally bump into the gangster and be so apologetic
...............*run into him and bow politely while saying, ‘can we be friends?’
...............*write him a friendly-note.


Let’s see.. the first one would be a good try, so I must try it out. I mean, it would work. Since that I am a very good actress. I went to the place where I usually see him, and waited.



I waited. Waited. waited.

Tic Tac Tic Tac.

Where on earth is he? What if he’s absent today, since he loved to skip classes? I still waited. I don’t want unni to tell Jeremiah that I like him.

Pabo. How am I supposed to make friends with that guy?

What kind of idea came into Unni’s mind?!


I looked around and heard footsteps. I guess… I guess it’s him!


I looked around to see if someone was looking, but there was none. I quickly ran and then—BUMP!


Uh-oh. Here it goes.

“I’m so sorry—sorry—sorry—sorry, please forgive me!”


I bowed and then he just stared at me and then he started walking.


“Yah! I’m so sorry, mister. I’m so sorry for bumping into you.”



He ignored me and then he kept walking. “YAH! I SAID I’M SORRY! ARE YOU DEAF?!”



I yelled and then he stopped walking. I felt so nervous.

I’m dead, I’m dead, I’m dead.


I covered my eyes, and then… I felt his fingers on my hands, trying to take them off.


Before he could take them off, I slowly removed them and faced him.


“I’M SORRY T_______Tv”

He looked at me sarcastically, and then he gave me an evil grin. “Aren’t you scared of me?”


I swallowed a lump in my throat and shook my head.

“ARE YOU SURE YOU AREN’T SCARED OF ME??” He repeated.


I shook my head heavily. And then he neared my face, and pushed me against the wall which caused me to lean on it. “HAVEN’T YOU HEARD THAT I CAN DO WHATEVER I WOULD WANT TO?!”



I shook my head again. UNNI, what on earth have you done to me?! T_______T


I’m gonna be dead. WAAAA. I’m too young to die. T_________T


He held my chin and then cupped my cheeks—with a force that hurt me. “YOU SHOULD BE SCARED OF ME!!! PABO!!”



He hit me on the cheek, and then later on, he released me.


“MISTER, I’M REALLY SORRY… please… forgive me.” I almost cried, I was near to tears, and then he chuckled.


“I hate apologetic persons…” He started, and then he prodded my forehead. “LIKE YOU!!! ” He gave me a scary look, and then I faced my feet.


“I just wanted to…” My voice trailed as my eyes started to water.


“WHAT?!” He told me and then when he was about to aim another hit on my cheek, I stopped his hand with my fist.

 
“I WANTED TO BE YOUR… YOUR…” My voice trembled and then he looked at me. He seemed to be impressed on what I’ve done with his hand. “...YOUR GIRL---I mean--FRIEND!” Man, I couldn't stop stammering. I'm so scared. T_______T

“PABO!” He pushed me against the wall again. And then he started walking away.


“YAH!! CAN YOU BE MY FRIEND?!” I didn’t care if I looked desperate here. I needed to do this… for myself and for Unni too! I ran after him and then I hit him on the back. “PABO! I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND!”


“NO WAY! I don’t have any friends! AND I DON’T WANT TO HAVE ANY! GET LOST!!” He coldly yelled at me and then he ran away. He’s so weird… and scary too.


Seems like PLAN A didn't work out the way I expected it to.

Plan A turned out exactly the way it was supposed to be, if it wasn’t for Plan A, I wouldn’t have my second love. If it wasn’t for Plan A, I would never find true love; a true love that started with a threat, a gentle gesture of friendship; a true love that started with a peace sign.

In other stories, you would read about girl meeting this boy, and boy falling in love with this girl. Boy being rude and girl slapping him for his rudeness. Girl falling first and guy realizing it’s too late. Our story is a little bit like that, but a little less like that.

We fight, he cusses, I slap him at times, but it’s just a little lesser than that. In our story, it’s different. Sad as it may seem ours was not like that, it wasn’t a fairy tale. Ours was fantasy.

Our love began with a threat, grew with petty fights and arguments, and it ended with a sudden loss. He wasn’t my first love, but I’m sure as hell, I was his last—his one last love.

[x-iRis-x]

Menopause si Kuya masyadong highblood

[-xiArA-]

Naiiyak ako kapag naaalala ko kung gaano kasaya si Jamie at genesis nuon. HUHUHUHU.
I want more! Ate Gee!
Dang! Bat ang gagwapo ng mga lalaking aloof at rude? HAHAHA!

[thecagedDOLL]

Menopause si Kuya masyadong highblood

HAHAHA! PMS siya. Joke! (:

Naiiyak ako kapag naaalala ko kung gaano kasaya si Jamie at genesis nuon. HUHUHUHU.
I want more! Ate Gee!
Dang! Bat ang gagwapo ng mga lalaking aloof at rude? HAHAHA!

Ako rin! Nalulungkot ako sa mga flashbacks ni Jamie pati `yung mga present thoughts niya. Haaay. Haha.
Oo nga, gwapo yung mga suplado! Salamat Xiara!

READERSSSSSSSSSSSSS. san na kayo? here na me. HAHA