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TWO"We broke up," she managed to say and smiled weakly.
“What?” I practically jumped out of bed. Linapitan ko siya at inembrace.
“Sino nakipagbreak?” kumalas ako sat as tinignan siya sa mata. She looks awful. Para siyang bulldog. :|
“A-ako,” nanginginig niyang sagot. Eh siya naman pala eh! Anong iniiyak-iyak niya?
“Di ko gets,” umiling ako.
“Ikaw nakipagbreak, ikaw umiiyak. Huh? Di ko talaga gets. Enlighten me,” dinala ko siya sa bed ko at naupo kami.
“D-di k-kasi g-ganito y-yan…” Humagugol ulit siya. Ang lakas! Nako. Ano nanaman bang ginawa ng boyfriend niya sa kanya. Epal! Dati pa talaga, ayoko na sa boyfriend nito eh. Eh, matigas ulo ng bestfriend ko. Happy daw siya edi, happy na rin ako? :|
“h-he cheat—he cheated,”“Ah. Gets na,” I stroked her back while hushing her.
“Paano mo naman nalaman linoko ka niya?”“K-kanina… N-nakita k-ko siya sa g-gym k-kasama si Andrea…” humagul-gol ulit siya.
“Naghalikan pa nga e-eh…”“Aba! G a g o pala yang si Kristoff noh. G a g o!!! A$s!!!” I shouted.
“Akin na ang cellphone number niyang gagong yan! Akina!!!” I yelled at her that made Vicky cry even more.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Nakakatanga lang talaga yang si Kristoff eh. Pero, walang joke, akina na cellphone number niyan! Tatawagan ko yan!”“N-no… Wag na…” she sobbed.
“Fine,” I hugged her.
“Please, just assure me na kapag he begged you to get back with him, you wouldn’t,”“NO TALAGA!!! KAPAL NIYA AH! G A G O!!!” She shouted. Her voice practically echoed all through the hallways of our
mansion, este humble household.
“Anak?” Narinig ni papa yung sigaw.
“May problema?”“No, papa. Galit lang si Vicks. Sorry for disturbing you. Go back to your work na,” I turned back to Vicky and she’s already burying herself sa pillows ko.
“Sorry,” she murmured under the pillows.
“It’s okay,” I smiled at her. Kahit na hindi niya ata nakita. I stroked her back once again and she sat up.
“Ang kapal niya if he wants to get back. Kapal!” Nanggigigil niyang sinabi.
“Sabi mo yan ah,” I pulled on a smugface. I went back to my study desk and looked through the bunch of emails.
“How many?” She’s pertaining to the problem mails.
“42,” I sighed.
“Wow,”“I know,”“Ilan na tapos mo?”“Isa,” I frowned at her.
“Punyeta! Hindi pa nga ako tapos sa Econ research eh,” I didn’t know Econ was that bad. Wala naman sa akin nagsabi na ganun kahirap ang Economics. Wala naman kasi akong kapatid na pwedeng pagtanungan eh.
“C’mon, I’ll help you.
” She offered.
“No, wag na.” I smiled at her.
“Problematic ka nga eh, tas mamomoblema ka pa para sa iba. Rest your stressed mind for a while.”“May point ka,” humiga nalang siya sa kama ko.
To: mynameisdemi@askdemi.ph
From: imsuicidal@gmail.com
Ohayo, Demi!
Straight to the point na ah? Kasi ganito. 4th year na tayo tas kailangan alam na natin diba yung gusto natin sa buhay. Sure ako sa sarili ko na gusto kong mag Fine Arts sa UST. I love to draw. I love arts. I love everything about it. It’s just that, Si mama at papa ayaw akong payagang kunin yun. Gusto nila, Business Administration. P u t a! Sa tuwing pinapaliwanag ko sa kanila kung bakit gusto ko Fine Arts they’d always shut me out. They don’t even give me a chance to explain myself. Sabi nila, sila magbabayad ng tuition ko, kaya what they want goes. I don’t know what to do! Help me?
Signed,
I want Fine Arts!
Nakakaawa naman ito. Gusto niyang ipersue life-long dream niya pero sarili niyang parents ayaw siyang i-support. Buti pa si Papa. Supportive sa lahat ng gusto kong gawin sa buhay. Sabi ko sa kanya gusto kong maging Chemist. Oo naman siya. Tapos, nagbago isip ko, gusto kong maging Photographer, okay lang daw. Tapos ngayon, gusto kong maging Psychiatrist eh. Sabi ni Papa, maganda daw plano ko sa buhay. Mas maganda daw dun ako sa university na pinagtuturuan niya ako pumasok para matulungan daw niya ako. I’m thinking about it.
“Vicks,” I turned my chair and saw Vicky already sleeping. Nako, paano na ito? May pasok pa bukas. :|
“Goodnight, Vicks,” I kissed her at the forehead and went back to the problem.
To: imsuicidal@gmail.com
From: mynameisdemi@askdemi.ph
Hi, I want Fine Arts!
Wow. Fine Arts? That is so cool!
at UST pa! I heard, maganda nga dun.
Sana pumasa ka.
Ang saklap naman ng sitwasyon mo. Akala ko sa telenovela lang nangyayari yan. Anyways. Sabi mo, hindi ka nila pinapakinggan. Eh ikaw ba napakinggan mo na side nila? Baka naman may maganda silang reason para humindi sa, diba? Ako ha, kung iisipin, kumbaga hobby mo ang fine arts eh. Why don’t you take up something na may ikabubuhay ka after college tas pag may trabaho ka na, saka mo ipersue yung Artistic Dream mo. Pero, your choice pa rin. If I were you, prepare a powerpoint presentation with all the pros and cons of your choice and theirs. Diba? Malay mo, it MIGHT work.
Basta, open your mind to all the possibilities. Okay? Don’t do something you will someday regret.
Tell me how it all work out, alright?
Make love not war,
Demi <3
Pagtapos ko dun sa message nay un, ginanahan na ako kaya parang half ata nung new problems nasagot ko. Pagtingin ko sa orasan, 10:45 na. Oh noes! May pasok pa bukas. Nagtweet ako ng,
Goodnight, tweet world! –D
Before ako magsign out, tinignan ko muna mga replies mentioning me. Nakita ko ang gusto kong Makita. Tweet
S ni Luigi. :”>
@thedmitrisevils tapos mo na ba Econ homework mo? I bet ndi pa. inuna mo nnamn readers m. Hehe gwin m na! :-)
Goodnight, @thedmitrisevils! See you in school tmrw. I miss you already. I didn't see you kanina. Nayt=)
Wala na, kinilig na ako kaya natulog na ako at pinanaginipan si Luigi Domingo. :”>