Two
Another day passes by, and dreams do come trueLOL. I don’t know why I’m singing that, ni hindi ko nga alam ang title, hindi din ako sigurado kung yan ba talaga yung lyrics ((:
Do you also do that? Sing a certain line from a song you even forgot the title just because you just feel like singing.
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Hey, parang ang saya mo ah?”
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Of course, nakalimutan mo na bang I’m Happy Sabine? 
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Yeah right, yan naman lagi mong sagot =)) btw, bakit ka wala kanina? Umabsent ka sa first class mo? ”
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Yup, wala namang importanteng gagawin dun saka na-late ako ng gising” today is Wednesday kaya yung next subject ko is 2 pm pa tapos nagiisa lang sa umaga |: so imagine kung gaano nakakabagot yun =))
We just continued walking until we reached our `tambayan`
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Na naman? siguro ginabi ka na naman kakareply ng entries? Kasi naman Ms. Happy, may buhay ka rin ano. Ginawa natin yun para makatulong, pero hindi mo dapat dinidibdib”
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eh kasi naman, diba sabi ko sayo madali nga ako ma-hook =)) eh kapag may hebigat na situation hindi ako nakakatulog 
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wushu, dapat siguro talaga mag boyfriend ka na” lagi na lang iniinsist ng babaeng to ang boyfriend na yan. Masaya kaya maging single
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para ano? Sus! Masaya naman ako eh, Masaya naman tayo =))”
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kei fine, sabi mo eh” I didn’t argue anymore kasi nandun na kami and they would probably ask kung ano pinaguusapan namin
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oh, it’s a bird it’s a plane, no it’s fafa Lucas”
Lahat kami biglang napatingin sa direksyon kung saan nakatingin Rica and then Carlo uttered;
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uh-oh”
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Hi Cinds” and the demigod is now approaching, holding a bouquet of flowers at his back
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a-ahm Hi Lucas” inabot naman ni Lucas yung flower kay Cindy “
thanks”
Yung mga ugok ko namang kaibigan isa isang mataktikang umalis
tss, ang gagaling talaga ng timing kaya nakiuso na rin ako, pero bago ako tuluyang umalis, I patted Cindy’s back and quietly sad.
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We’re just a scream away 
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At totoo yun, siguro 1 table apart lang kami ((: yung tipong kitang kita namin sila pero hindi namin naririnig yung pinaguusapan nila
mga usi kasi kami, syempre barkada.
I just kept on observing them
specially the facial expressions kahit yung iba eh kung ano ano ng pinaguusapan.
By the way, she’s
Cindy Gueverra, a dean’s lister and that guy is
Lucas Navarro a known heartthrob at the University, in short, bad boy.
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—Hindi kasi ganun kadali yun! ”
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hahahahaha--- “ we were all stunned – and speechless when Cindy suddenly stood up and used a tone she doesn’t normally use, tapos si Lucas naman sumunod sa kanya.
Hala“
Let’s leave this to them, ok” sabi ko sa kanila nung sinubukan nila sundan sila Cindy at Lucas.
Because sometimes, friends play a big part in deciding about matters of the heart.****
I was on my way home when Cindy texted me to meet her at my favorite park. When I arrived, I saw her seating on the swing staring at nothing.
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Hey, you ok? ”
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I don’t know. I don’t know what to feel or to do” she covered her face with her hands.
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What happened? ” I asked.
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Thank you for coming” she started “
As usual ganun pa din, alam mo naman na matagal ng nanliligaw si Lucas sa akin di ba? And I don’t know why he still does after I turned him down”
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Maybe because he really loves you”
She sighed before responding.“
I don’t know, maybe, and I can really really feel his sincerity, but it’s just too complicated for us to be together. We’re complete opposites. I don’t even know what he likes about me. He’s rich and ako? Hindi nga siguro ako makakapagaral kung wala akong scholarship. Crush siya ng bayan, I’m no one. What would people say about us? What would people think about him? Ang hirap. Kung sasagutin ko siya at magiging kami, hindi naman dun magtatapos yun di ba? Dun pa lang magsisimula. And I--- “ I cut her immediately.
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Do you love him? ” I asked abruptly.
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Y-Yes”
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And I do think he loves you too”
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but— “
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That’s the first step already. You love him, he loves you. Why would you care about what others think? Sila ba yung nagmamahalan? ”
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I know, pero-- “
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Stop being rational when in love Cindy, sometimes you just have to go with it. What’s holding you back? ”
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I’m just afraid of what will happen 
“ pagkatapos ng isang mahabang buntong hininga, nagsimula na siya magkwento.
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I was about to say yes already that day, but I realized something”
Flashback *Cindy's POV*
Grr. I shouldn’t be nervous, alam ko na dapat ang sasabihin ko! Hindi bagay saken ang kinakabahan. Gaaah. Lucas would be arriving anytime soon. I told him to meet me here at the gymnasium and I’m planning to say yes already. I don’t know if I should be happy, excited, nervous or what.
“Hi (:” biglang may nag-kiss sa cheeks ko, then I turned around to see it was Lucas.
“ahm Hi” iniwasan ko tumingin sa muka niya kasi namumula na ko.
“So what’s that important thing you want me to know? ”
I was speechless for a while. Di ko alam pano ko sisimulan or icoconstruct yung sentence. Parang biglang napakahirap i-spell ang Y-E-S =)) MENTAL BLOCK!
“hala, should I be nervous?” instead of answering him, I smiled. Tapos nanlaki naman yung mata niya, as in @_@
“tama ba ang naiisip ko? 0.o”
“ano ba iniisip mo? Malamang tama, kasi I’m here to say Y---“
“LUKE! ” chukchakcheness naman! Panira ng moment
“Oh hey! ” tiningnan naman sila ng Lucas at nginitian.
“Ba`t ka andito? ” sabay tingin saken ng masama “wanna play with us? ”
“ah-eh, kasi”
“Manonood samin si Cathy! Yung bombshell sa kabilang bldg. ” then I saw the girl they were talking about. Andun sa pinto ng gym naghihintay.
“Pass na lang muna ako pare (: importante to eh” His friends left, pero tiningnan muna nila ako mula ulo hanging paa, like weighing what’s so important about me.
“Never mind them hindi naman sila importante”
“SO? 
`You are here to say Y-?“ Tanong ni Lucas, pero parang hindi ko na kayang sabihin.
“I am here to say `you…left you’re notebook yesterday, and I’m here to give it back ” binalik ko kaagad sa kanya then kissed him on the cheek –for distraction—
“And I think I should go now! Para makapaglaro ka na” He seems not convinced, pero hinayaan ko na. umalis na lang ako agad. End of Flashback“
Why did you do that? ”
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na realize ko na I’m not good enough for him, na hindi ako bagay sa kanya, na hindi ako belong sa mundong ginagalawan niya” she sighed.
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Natakot ako na baka hindi rin kami magtagal dahil marami kaming differences” Suddenly, I understood her, I felt the same with Red at imbes na i-work out ko yun, nagpadala ako sa complications.
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Why don’t you try? ” I asked.
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I’m afraid to fail 
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I sighed before saying “
Alam mo, hindi naman talaga tayo sigurado kapag nasa relationship, kung hanging saan, kung ano mangyayare. But if you try, the memories would be worthy of your shot. Kung masaktan ka man sa banding huli, atleast sinubukan mo di ba? Mahal niyo naman ang isa’t isa, edi kung ganon things would eventually fall to the right place. Sa tingin mo ba hindi niya naisip yung mga yun bago ka niya ligawan? Sa tingin mo ba susubok siya ulit kung sumuko na siya? Sa tingin mo ba hindi rin siya naiilang na lapitan ka at makisama samin? Sa tingin mo ba pagaaksayahan ka niya ng panahon kung hindi ka importante? He’s trying to make adjustments for you. ” Hindi na siya nakaimik, then I suddenly noticed she’s already crying.
I stood up. I sighed then reached for her hand.
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There’s no harm in trying Cindy, but there are regrets on knowing you could’ve done something”
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Is it Lame?
sorry kung mejo matagal, nakakalito magedit eh ((:
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psyche_1704 thank you (:
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