Friskie Frost

[sino sa tingin mo ang pinaka may face value sa 4 na Characters ng Friskie Frost? please look at the new avatar for references.]

sino sa tingin mo ang pinaka may face value sa 4 na Characters ng Friskie Frost? please look at the new avatar for references.

si RAVE! siya ang true meaning ng GWAPO!!!

GWAPO ba? siyempre si  KALVERT na yun, obvious ba?!?

H-E-L-L-O!!! tignan niyo nga si VOLTAIRE! Buhok at Mata pa lang.. parang si Edward Cullen na! XD Gwapo ba talaga yang mga binoto niyo? XD peace!

Si CALUPS! Kita naman sa pic, 'di ba? Yan ang totoong GWAPO! Hmmmm... Yummy!!!!

[itsmehana]

Chapter Fifty Two.

Kinaumagahan, nagising ako ng maaga at narealize kong nasa kwarto na pala ako ni Travis. Kayakap ang Teddy Bear niyang si Moscow. Grabe, nakakapagod talaga yung kagabi.

So, ayun. Nag-ayos na ko ng saril. Tapos chineck ko yung phone na pinahiram sa’ken ni Rave, patay nanaman ako sa archangel ko... 15 missed calls, only from one number. Tinext ko na lang siya at sinabing ok ako. Huwag siyang mag-alala because I am happy and I am having the time of my life. Isang “ :| ” ang sinagot sa’ken ni Kalvert.

Pag-labas ko ng room, nag-aantay na pala si Rave sa labas ng kwarto ni Travis. Mag-b-breakfast daw kami at mag-d-date. At siyempre, dun na ako sa harap ng kotse niya umupo.

“O, yan ha.. di na kita kinidnap, baka sabihin mo...” biglang sabi ni Rave habang nag-d-drive.

“O, ako nanaman? Wala naman akong sinabi, ha. Atsaka.. pa’no naman ako makakatakas sa’yo e, inabangan mo ‘ko sa labas ng kwarto? Ikaw talaga, abnoy ka.” Sagot ko habang kinukurot ang biceps niya.

“Thanks Missy, I love you.” Pabulong niyang sinabi sa’ken.

Natigilan ako. Ang tagal ko na kasing di natatawag na Missy, and galing pa sa kaniya. Endearment niya sa’ken yun, e. tapos nag-i-love-you pa siya. Sasagutin ko ba? Siguro ok lang naman, kasi sakop naman ‘to ng 48 hours naming kalokohan.

“I.. I-love-... i-love-you-too, nobita! Ha! Ha! ha!” mamula mula ako sa kakatawa at hindi dahil sa kilig ng sabihin ko ‘to. Nobita kasi tawag ko sa kanya dati nung asar na asar pa ko sa kanya. Pati siya tumawa din, pero bigla din nag-frown.

“I really miss you, Friskie. I miss everything about you. It hurts to hear you laugh then realize that I’m not gonna hear it often enough, and see you each day wishing that we’ll still be together.. Oh, God... I miss you and I really do love you.” Bigla siyang tumigil nung sinabi niya yung i-love-you. Tapos nung ma-realize ko kung nasan kami.. nashock ako, kasi tumigil yung car sa church.

[itsmehana]

Ateeeee! Missed you too. Ayan na ang update rush! \m/ Sana abutan ko silang lahat. Pag hindi, bukas ko siya babasahin. Have to read Pride and Prejudice pa e.

haha, di naman mawawala ang story ko e.. kaya, prioritize mo muna yung studies mo.. hehe, aantayin ka ni Friskie, Rave at Kalvert..

[Lonely Procrastinator]

Thanks 'te! Hahaha. Pero habang nandito pa ako. Comment muna. Church? Whoa, is that a coincident? Hahaha.

[itsmehana]

Chapter Fifty Three.

Nice date. Kaso this will just make things worst.

“Ayan ka nanaman, e. I-no-nosebleed mo nanaman ako sa kaka-English mo at Emo pa. This is our last 28 hours together. Don’t waste your time crying about what will happen soon. Isa pa, we’ve got a long day. Hindi mo naman ako siguro kinidnap just to cry...” this time, I was fighting back my tears. There’s no sense kasing ipakita na we are defeated dahil sa mga kalokohan ko. pero pa’no kami mag-eenjoy kung ang nasa isip na namin ay yung pag-katapos nitong araw na’to?

“I DON’T WANT THIS TO END FRISKIE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. HINDI NA KITA IGIGIVE UP, HINDI NA. I DON’T WANT TO LOSE YOU AGAIN. NOT ANYMORE...” nasa tapat kami nung church. Sa labas ng kotse. And gumagawa kami ng eksena. But we don’t care at all. Kahit pa sinisigaw na niya yung sagot niya sa’ken. Kahit na it cuts like a knife.

“But Rave, this is my last chance. For my parents. Alam mo yan.. I can’t just blow the opportunity...”

“What an opportunity to waste your lifetime paying for something that you don’t deserve! Problema na nila yun, Frisk! Kasalanan na nila yun, na hindi ka nila napapansin... please naman, wag mong parusahan yung sarili mo ng ganito..” nag-mamaka-awa na si Rave.

“But I’m their daughter. Hindi mo ba naiintindihan ‘yun? Eto na lang ang way para makita nila ang worth ko. Why will i blow it away?”

“Because you love me, and i will fight for our love. Please, fight for our love, Frisk. Alam kong hindi mo mahal si Kalvert! Please... ipaglaban mo ang relationship natin. I don’t need hours to make this relationship worthwhile, I need you for the rest of my life. Without you, everything is... “

“Ipaglaban? I did before, and you’re the one who blew it. But i still love you. Yes, cherish the words now. ‘cause after the rest of the hours.. baka di mo na marinig yan. ... besides Rave, we can still love each other naman, di ba? Do we have to show it para sabihing we love each other? Hindi pa ba sapat na we know within ourselves that we love each other? Na even without the status of us in a relationship, we know what’s true and it’s just us who knows what we feel. Ano ba talaga ang essence ng love? Kailangan ba parati mong nakikita o naririnig para mapatunayan mong love nga ‘yun?

“Besides, sapat na sa’ken na malaman kong you’re willing to fight for me. For the love you have for me. Na even if it seems that you lose me, we both know na you didn’t lose.. kasi kahit bali-baliktarin man natin ang mundo, kahit pa matutunan kong mahalin si Kalvert.. ikaw pa din ang mamahalin ko. at kahit siya alam niya yan.”

“But not showing what i feel for you and not being with you is like taking away my emotions, my dreams and my life. It’s like I am bound to be paralyzed with everyday routines and senseless meanings. My life will be worthless. If that happens, I’d rather be dead than to experience life without any reason to live.”

[itsmehana]

Thanks 'te! Hahaha. Pero habang nandito pa ako. Comment muna. Church? Whoa, is that a coincident? Hahaha.

coincident san? hehe.. sige basa lang, pero wag masyado mag puyat ha?

[Lonely Procrastinator]

Opo Ate. Hahaha. Kinausap kasi ako nung kabarkada ko e. Hahaha. Yung sa church. Dun ba talaga destinasyon nila? Teka, the latest chapter sounds suicidal.

[itsmehana]

Chapter Fifty Four.

“Ano yan, pare? Self pity time? Kasi kung tutuusin hindi kapani-paniwala, e.” we heard his voice, all right. Yes, Kalvert tracked me using Rave’s mobile phone.

Naninira ng moment at aagawin pa ata ang rest ng 28 hours namin together ni Rave.

“Kalvert, please.. umalis ka na muna.. please...” i tried to stop him from ruining the moment. He doesn’t know any of this and ayaw ko munang masira ang last hours ko to be with Rave.

“You had your chance and you blew it. What now? Now that you’ve realized what you’ve missed, you’re going to take her away from me? Dude.. kinain ka na ng pride mo, at hinayaan mo na manyari yun. She chased you and fought for you, she didn’t gave up.. but you did.. and now, you’re asking her to leave me so that you can do that to her again?” Kalvert was very furious at this moment.

Sino ba naman kasi ang matutuwa sa ginawa ni Rave? Hindi na nga siya pinayagan kinidnap pa niya si Friskie, tapos ngayon.. balak pa niyang hindi ibalik si Friskie kay Kalvert? Grabe ha.

“No.. Stop.. Kalvert, please. Wag mo naman akong saktan ng ganito...” i was begging him to stop. Kasi sa tingin ko, mas madami pang mas grabe na manyayari.

“Sorry Frisk, but I won’t. Kasi pag-ginawa ko yun, baka tuluyan ka ng mawala sa’ken. And please don’t tell me that hurts. Kasi ako ang mas nasasaktan dito. I was taken for granted and still being taken for granted. But i will never leave you. Not because that’s what i said and promised to our parents, but also because there is more to us than the agreement. You don’t deserve him.. ...” hindi pa siya tapos mag-salita ng putulin siya ni Rave.

“And what? She deserves you? Pare that’s totally unfair! Everybody deserves a second chance.”

“And nobody’s perfect.. but what’s next? Kaya mo ba siyang ipaglaban sa parents niya? Mapapansin kaya siya ng parents niya kapag naging kayo? O mas lalo siyang mababalewala kapag naging kayo?” this was a direct insult coming from Kalvert.

“E ikaw? What makes you too strong? E, hindi ka naman mag-dodoctor ha? Besides, given that you’re going to study longer than she’ll take, hindi impossibleng hindi ka mainlove sa iba. And what if you finally found someone na talagang mamahalin mo? E, di iiwanan mo din si Friskie balang araw. Because hindi naman siya talaga ang mahal mo, e. pinipilit mo lang.” eto naman ang mayabang na sagot ni Rave.

“What do you really know about me? YOU TWO SUCKS. Just because I did love you Rave and I am having a harmonious relationship with you Kalvert doesn’t mean that I am not capable of understanding what the both of you are saying. Sometimes, it’s hard to distinguish like and love. Lalo na if both of that feelings are being triggered everyday. Mahirap i-weigh kung sino ang like, sino ang love. Pero dealing with me like this? Pinag-aagawan kung kanino mapupunta at kung saan ako mas magiging masaya or mas magiging komportable? Grabe.. parang ayaw ko na lang ata. This is not worth fighting for. Malaya kayong gawin kung anong gusto niyo.. basta ako, uuwi na ko sa’men at mag-re-restraining order muna ako sa inyong dalawa.” Iniabot ko kay Rave ang hiniram kong phone niya habang tinitignan naman si Kalvert sa mata.

[itsmehana]

Opo Ate. Hahaha. Kinausap kasi ako nung kabarkada ko e. Hahaha. Yung sa church. Dun ba talaga destinasyon nila? Teka, the latest chapter sounds suicidal.

haha.. coincidence nga.. Rave was pleading for Friskie's decision. na iwan si Kalvert, parang mag-sumpaan sa church ang tema.. hehe.. Suicidal ba? how?  last.. chapter fifty five coming right up!

wait, what's up with you lately? bakit sa church kayo nag-usap ng friend mo?

[Lonely Procrastinator]

Last na yung next?! Thriller naman 'to! THEY SUCK YEA.

[itsmehana]

Chapter Fifty Five.

I went home by myself. I don’t want people pestering me about what or who to choose in my life.

I realize na they don’t deserve me. Nuon, muntik na ko mapaniwala na they are doing fine and they are starting to be friends. Which made me scared kasi dahil sa’ken yun nag-umpisa, at sa’ken din matatapos.

Pero ngayon, egoistic ang laban. Ang hirap. They are trying to weigh within themselves, who deserves me because of who they are and what they can give. Kahit si Kalvert parang di ko na kilala. Lumelevel na din siya ng yabang kay Rave.

Narealize ko tuloy, hindi worth na ganitong attention ang nakukuha ko sa kanila. Tapos mag-sasakitan pa sila just to straighten my mistakes.

In one point tama naman sila, e.

This has nothing to do with them. This is about me and my parents. Na sa kabila ng lahat, they also have faults for my stupidity. Na I am making things much harder for myself. Thinking na if pumayag ako na pakasalan si Kalvert things will work out fine. And sacrificing my love for Rave even if it hurts like hell, is worth it. Kahit na pag-dumating na yung time na yun.. it will just prove na ang laki kong joke at magiging joke na lang ako for the rest of my life.

[Lonely Procrastinator]

She isn't a big joke. The two guys just suck at the earlier chapter.

[itsmehana]

She isn't a big joke. The two guys just suck at the earlier chapter.

yeah, ang hirap if you're torn between two lovers.. and you're also seeking attention from your parents... haysss...

Last na yung next?! Thriller naman 'to! THEY SUCK YEA.

mamaya bago matulog mag-uupdate ako ulit. tapos iuupload ko agad bukas.. long time no read ako sa mga previous stories.. lalo na yung BD mo, huling huli na 'ko sa balita..

wait to every one and all.. hehehe..

what do you think about adding another new character aside from Rave and Kalvert? I am thinking about two guys.. pero i might start with one muna.. pero i need your opinion very much..

[Lonely Procrastinator]

Mauuna na ako magcomment sapagkat lalayas na ako dito sa harap ng laptop.

Okay lang kung may new character. Are you planning to extend this story to another season? It seemed fitting to another part of Friskie's life, though Rave and Kalvert are still included.

And yung sa BD! Ayun. Daan ka na lang dun. Anong chapter ka na ba dun? Hahaha. Sige Ate Hana. Goodnight. As much as I want to talk longer, I have to read PandP. I'll be back tomorrow!

[itsmehana]

Mauuna na ako magcomment sapagkat lalayas na ako dito sa harap ng laptop.

Okay lang kung may new character. Are you planning to extend this story to another season? It seemed fitting to another part of Friskie's life, though Rave and Kalvert are still included.

And yung sa BD! Ayun. Daan ka na lang dun. Anong chapter ka na ba dun? Hahaha. Sige Ate Hana. Goodnight. As much as I want to talk longer, I have to read PandP. I'll be back tomorrow!

grabe... naisip ko nga, e.. medyo na-a-awkwardan na ko sa college life ni Friskie, kaso baka masobrahan naman sa fast forward.. siguro extension muna ng season.. kasi yung susunod na book is about caroline na, Friskie's bestfriend.

[Lonely Procrastinator]

The other girl who helped Rave? Nice nice. Gusto ko nandun pa rin si Kalvert at Friskie. TeeHee.