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[xfvckdollx]

BLOG1
07.05.09

Sometimes it’s easier to alienate yourself from the cyberworld. It’s easier for me to keep my eyes closed on the e-mails that has put my inbox to near explosion, my facebook invites, tags and what-nots, my forum reminders and all the crap I’ve registered myself in to. Actually, I never even want to put my hands on this laptop again. But sometimes, no, most of the times, it’s easier to reveal yourself when you remain anonymous. Ergo, I created this account.

The only friend left to me now is this blank sheet of virtual space I have to fill in and tell my story to. All I can see are the letters I have typed and this blinking line at the end of my every word.  At least, it won’t give me a nasty look and judge me like everyone on this planet does. It’s the only thing that doesn’t give a damn.

I am Postiche, 18. A sophomore college student studying Economics at the most prestigious school in the country.

Let me re-phrase that.

I am Postiche, 18, pregnant, and fvcked up. My parents will soon kill me.

and

My boyfriend has just died.

-tish

[-xiArA-]

Please continue this. I'll support this no matter what! She's really, f'ed up.

[Ayra.]

WOW. Interesting huh. Support ko ito =)

[oOokitinoOo]

this is kewl!!!

[mangaagaw]

Wow thank you for writing a different kind of story. Almost all the stories here are pretty much the same.

Ill support this(:

[callmeyourfriend]

parang true story lang ah.
wew, nice start.

[Naive Kiddo]

cool! I like the idea of your story! Something new here in CC. Wink! 
Update please?    Excited much.

[princessnettie]

hey cool. support ko toh.

[prettychq18]

let's try it. interesting siya. haha.

[-babes-]

i'll give this one a try.

[curiousity kills]

PASALI!~
interested ako.
BEE HERE! 

[xfvckdollx]

PASALI!~
interested ako.
BEE HERE! 

i'll give this one a try.

let's try it. interesting siya. haha.

hey cool. support ko toh.

cool! I like the idea of your story! Something new here in CC. Wink! 
Update please?    Excited much.

parang true story lang ah.
wew, nice start.

Wow thank you for writing a different kind of story. Almost all the stories here are pretty much the same.

Ill support this(:

this is kewl!!!

WOW. Interesting huh. Support ko ito =)

Please continue this. I'll support this no matter what! She's really, f'ed up.

thanks.
you are all very much appreciated.


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BLOG 2
07.06.09

It's almost 3am and I'm not yet dreaming. I am reminiscing.

It was three months ago when a guy suddenly walked up to me with the stupid-est line one could ever say to a stranger. “Hi, I’m Ely and I think I’m inlove with you.”

Honestly, all I heard was blahblahblah bullsht. It was love at first sight for him.

“Excuse me?” was all I could say.

And he went on.

“I’m really sorry, miss. May I know your name?”

“Tish.”

“Well, Tish, you know about love at first sight?”

“Uhuh.”

“I think I’ve just had that. The moment I walked into this room, I saw you and I felt butterflies in my stomach. Geez, I never thought I’d understand those morons who tell you about them. I thought it was probably constipation but I’m pretty sure I’ve been removing bodily wastes regularly and…”

I stopped him. “Too much information.”

“Oh. I’m really sorry.”

“No prob.” I stared at him as if asking, so what the hell are you still doing here?

“See…I really have to go. I’ll be late for my class but I don’t want to waste this moment. I may never find you again. Can you please please please give me your number?”

I gave him a blank stare.

“Or…i’ll just cut my class and go on stalking you the rest of this day.”

I rolled my eyes. “Fine, weirdo."

I took his hand and wrote my number in his palms. I’ll have to admit it was hard cause it was damn sweaty. I figured out that he may not text or call me at all…and that thought made me (im ashamed to admit it at that moment) sad.

As he was talking to me with his dark black hair perfectly waxed, his eyes that tell the world, his black polo shirt with the top two buttons unbuttoned, his slim denim pants and his black chucks, I felt what the morons say about butterflies in the stomach.

For me, it was love at first talk.

[princessnettie]

FIRST AKO. hehe. love at first talk? ayos ah. ahaha. nice update

[msjane]

wow your story is written differently and I love the fact that it is in English!
Support this no matter what 

[bLuCk58]

this is very interesting
is this base on someone's life?

i'll support this