EXPERIMENT #32L I E S
“Jin, CR muna ako.” I said.
“Sa kwarto na lang..medyo out of order kasi yung isa eh.Hehe.” I nodded and dumeretso na ako sa room niya, gosh. I really got to peeeee. xD
After kong umihi, nagulat na lang ako ng nasa harap ko na si Jin,
“Whatever you hear, do not leave this room okay?”“What? 
” pero bago ko pa siya tanungin ulet, I could hear him closing the door and running towards the front door of his living room. When it opened, a voice suddenly exploded.
“JIN!!!!!!! TANG INA! DECEMBER NA! ANO NA?”“Sa ibang lugar na lang tayo mag-usap.” narinig kong sinabi niya. Mga kasamahan nya siguro sa gang, I said to myself.At that, hindi ko mainitindihan yung naramdaman ko.
“After ilang years, nakapunta rin kami sa bahay mo!Adik ka!Rich kid ka ba at naka-condo ka?Ang ganda!Hehe.” iba-ibang boses yung narinig ko. I`m sure marami sila.
“Pero hindi naman talaga yan ang pinunta naming eh,..” “Bakit ba kayo nandito?” I heard Jin asked them.
“Tigilan mo na yung ginagawa mo.. Hehe. Alam ko nandun na eh. Iwanan mo na, wag mo ng pakialaman.. Nagiging busy ka na masyado sa kaniya sa halip na NAGIGING BUSY KA SA GRUPO NATIN.” I was left dumbfounded.
“Sa ibang lugar na lang tayo mag-usap.ADRIN.” he said sternly. Ano bang problema at gusto niyang pag-usapan sa baba?
“Bakit naman Jin?Ang ganda nga sa place na to eh.” napatigil siya sandali.
“O baka naman may tinatago ka?” I bit my lip.Tapos lumapit ako sa pintuan, ni-locked ko at umupo sa may tabi nun.
“Nga pala, hindi mo na kelangan pang magpanggap na nanliligaw at mahal mo si Page, wag kang mag-alala, ibabalik ko na yung motor. Good job!Very good.Believe naman ako at nagawa mo yun.”
“ADRIN!SABI KO SA IBANG LUGAR NA EH!”With both hands clasped over my mouth, I tried to steady my breathing, but shock was shaking me badly. Jin knows I'm hearing all of this - he's trying to shut that Adrin guy up.
“Gag* ka pala eh!Ano bang problema mo?Wag mong sabihing nahulog na loob mo sa kaniya?”
“HINDI,WALA AKONG GUSTO SA KANIYA.. BUKAS NA LANG TAYO MAG-USAP.” 
my heart suddenly stopped beating,.. Biglang nanikip yung dibdib ko..
“Jin basta tandaan mo, pagkatapos nito tanggalin mo na lahat ng connection mo sa babaeng yun, hayaan mo na siya.Tapos na lahat. At siguraduhin mong babalik ka na sa gang dahil mamaya may meeting tayo! Yung motor mo pala nasa harap na.” Hindi ko na kaya toh.. Ako pinag-laruan lang?HAHA. Ayos ah!I tried to control my tears pero wala eh. XD With tears streaming down my face, blinding me, lumabas na ako ng room niya.
I couldn't take it anymore. I tried to control my shaking body, but I couldn't stop. Placing both hands over my mouth, I ran – I ran out into the hallway and right into the bright living room; right into the scene I had been listening to.
“Page!” I pushed past Jin. Binilisan ko yung pagtakbo ko then I opened the door.
“Nandito siya?Narinig niya lahat?VERY GOOD.” I heard that stupid gang leader scream after me.
“SHUT THE FCUK UP!” Jin must`ve punched his face.
“WAIT!” I heard him shout.
“PAGE!SANDALI LANG.”But I didn't wait. All I wanted to do was run out of here a
s fast as I could – as far away as I could.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I wanted to scream.
I wanted to scream as loud as I could.
Running like there was no tomorrow with tears streaming messily down the side of my face; I ran. I ran so fast that I couldn't feel my body anymore.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you!
“WAIT!”
“LEAVE ME THE FCUK ALONE!” Page, you have to listen to me. I have to explain -” Somehow he had managed to catch up to me. Hinawakan niya yung braso ko, I bet he saw my eyes, he saw me crying.
“BITIWAN MO AKO.”“Don't – not like this. I can explain!” Jin grabbed onto my arms again while I struggled, sinisipa siya kung saan-saan and finally sa may kness niya. Tinulak ko siya using the force I have.
SILENCE.
I bit my lower lip., staring at him..-- staring at the guy I thought I liked and loved so much. Breathing so hard, my heart suddenly felt pain..tears were automatically spilling out of my eyes..
“WHY?
JIN?DO I DESERVE SOMETHING LIKE THIS?” This is your chance Jin –
your chance to tell me what I had just heard was just my imagination. A tear dripped down onto the left side of my cheek. I didn't even bother to wipe it away.
“Playing with people's feelings is your specialty isn't it Jin?” He shook his head, trying to make me understand.
“I didn't want you to find out like this. I wanted to tell you – eventually.” I scoffed, another tear falling short from my chin.
“This is sh.t.”“Page –” “Don't come closer.Wag na wag kang lalapit sa akin.”
“Look, you weren't supposed to find out like this. Things weren't supposed to turn out this way – ”
“You should win an award Jin. You should win an fcuken award. You're such a good actor. I believed you – I fell for you. What a stupid b1tch I am huh?I knew there was something wrong but still I ignored my instincts.God! I'm so stupid!” I screamed at him.
“No -” He made a grab for my arm as I turned abruptly, no longer wanting to say anything to him anymore.
Droplets of tears jumped down my face when I moved, shoving Jin's hand away. Pulling myself up, I started running again, turning out into the street – leaving him behind.
No wonder why I knew so little about him
YOU KNEW!
You knew something was wrong, but you ignored it.
You know nothing about Aaran Jin Yamazaki.
You think you know him because he makes you smile, laugh, and feel like something beautiful – something worthy of time.
You think you know him because you like his hugs, his kisses.
But you really have no clue.I
fell for you. Did you
fall for me?
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