yeah

. i felt so guiltty.i felt like i did the most horrifying thing a daughter can do

..i should not have though, and will never do it again, i have no sufficient reason to do so nor do i have a right, they've done everything for me, risked their life ( esp mom ) just to give me life. and my dad, his work always deprives sleep from him, but he doesnt mind, as long as he'd give us a good life.