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Words“It's not always easy to speak your mind, sometimes you need to be forced to do it. Sometimes, it’s better to just keep things to yourself, play dumb, even when your whole body is aching to come clean. So you shut your mouth, keep your secret, and find other ways to keep yourself happy.”
“Love,love,love. What is it good for? Absolutely nothing.” I always felt like my heart was squeezing when she was around.
I always searched for more meaning in her words even though I knew at heart that her words were just words. The same that she gave to everyone.
“People who have told me they’d love me forever, their definition of forever last about six months. ” she continued.
Who would have thought that Santinez did love once someone in her life?
“Forever is just a word. A word used to give stupid people hope. It’s overused and completely meaningless. Forever has no real existence.” I had looked at her with much curiosity then, trying to piece together the shattered, misshapen parts of Effy Santinez but all she gave me were words that I could never understand.
But then again, since when Effy Santinez became readable to everyone? But Santinez wasn’t a liar at this moment.
She wasn’t a liar because I knew too , that forever have never existed.
I leaned back on the table. At first I avoided her gaze. But ended up meeting her eyes without meaning to. Staring at each other, neither one of us broke away as if we were falling a under a spell.
“Tell me what kind type of girl are you, Santinez..”
Are you the type who prefers to suffer than love, or the type of girl who looks past at everything? A small frown formed on her lips and then disappeared as quickly as it had come.
“I might be the girl who’ll break your heart. The girl you’re going to love in the future.”
I could have scoffed. Santinez surely has a confidence that can match up to the highest mountain on earth. When I heard those words, all I wanted to do was laugh. Laugh and sigh.
Who says I'm going to fall in love with her?
I rolled my eyes and took a sip of my coffee.
Fck.
But what if I do?
What if I fall in love with Santinez ?
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