hi, I'm Bianca,
hmm.. i don't know if this thing is so sensitive but i won't mention any names so that i won't be violating any rule. hmm.. i had this bestfriend who's SO close to me ever since elementary but our friendship came to an end last year.. she got pregnant and doesn't know who the father is.. she shares everything to me but before that happened, we weren't talking to each other for so long.. i was shocked when she texted me that she's pregnant and doesn't know what to do.. she told me that she's gonna abort it for she'll only make her life worse if she will continue to carry the baby on her womb. she doesn't know what to do, neither do i. i told her to tell her mom first since they're so close..but she doesn't want anyone to know it since she already decided to abort the baby. i really do love her and tried to keep her secret but after a week, i can't handle it anymore, she told me that her boyfriend bought a medicine that will kill the baby inside. I'm SO desperate to tell her mom bout it but everytime i call her mom, she's always the one who answers the phone and keeps on insisting that i should stop it. since i wasn't able to tell her mom, i approached our adviser and tell her the whole thing. our class adviser went to her and asked her bout it. then after some time, we find her crying so loud and she ran. we thought she's heading for home. we called her mom again and finally been able to tell her everything. but my friend wasn't there. she's with her boyfriend and the next thing we knew, the baby's gone. she texted me hurtful words that put mark on our friendship..
and now, I'm really missing her so much.. I've never had the kind of friend she was to me.. we're OK now.. but so distant from each other.. until now, i still don't know if what i did was the right thing or the wrong one. it boggles my mind why it have to end with just like that.. how i wish i can bring back the old times with her.. but, it's not that easy anymore..
