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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #885 on: February 06, 2007, 11:06:59 am »
omg i bet it was a pic of him and jamir holding hands!! or her and jamir in the car or whateveR!! but where the hell is zen??!?!? he is sooo mean and gosh pa i lvoe you pa siya na parang hindi naman right??? how rude of hime....he is a bad person....basta grabe....i'm not feeeling him anymore...gosh zen, ur sooo stooopi!! with triple o's!! my gosh.. tapos ung pic! fook!! what the hell!! kailangan ko ng malaman!! bitin to!! inis naman oh!!! ah basta whatever it is, i'll just wait for the next chappie!! ;)
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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #886 on: February 06, 2007, 11:19:59 am »
Anung meron? Hala! Next na.. Miss you Jhana.. Lil sis! Ingatz...
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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #887 on: February 06, 2007, 04:52:49 pm »
hala!!! ano yung pic  na yun...???... nakakaexcite nman..

jhanan update na pls.. pls..pls...
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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #888 on: February 06, 2007, 07:03:42 pm »
nyee! ano un?
haha.. BITIN! ;D
haha.. nah, i'll wait for your next update girl! ^^ :)


Lis, tapos na story mo? HAHA. Mwah. Miss you much!



Yeah Yeah. Curiosity is killing me girl. Haha. Ano kayang nakita niya? Ahw. Picture? Wah. Haha. Bitin talaga. I'll wait for the next chappie.

Anyway, musta na si Jhanna? ^^.x

Hey Ynna, I'm doing good and all and yea, about to update in a while so don't dare you die! HAHA.

waaahhh..nakakaexcite na ung mangyayari..kinakabahan tuloy aq...lols..
ang cute ng friendship nila jara..ganun din po mga frneds ko eh...
asan naba si zen?bkit di nya paglaban si jara kay mom nya...kaasara nman eh... :D ;D

ms author next na po..walang pumapasok sa isip ko ung pedeng mangayari eh...haha..


anyways...
ung about sa panalangin nman..natapos ko na rin un..and super kilig din nun..and ngaun, baka mas lalong akong kiligin kase my kasunod pa...and hanggang ngaun, sad man eh, ganun talaga ang life..hinihintay ko pa ang aking panalangin..lols..haha.. :'(


Hey sis. Uhhm. Hindi pinagtangol ni Zen si Jara kasi alam niyang hindi siya mananalo over her mom na alam lahat ng pangyayari. Basta, malilinawagan rin kayong lahat. HAHA. And yeap, see you soon sa sequel ng Panalangin. Malay mo pagstart nun eh mahanap mo na "siya". HEHE.

omg i bet it was a pic of him and jamir holding hands!! or her and jamir in the car or whateveR!! but where the hell is zen??!?!? he is sooo mean and gosh pa i lvoe you pa siya na parang hindi naman right??? how rude of hime....he is a bad person....basta grabe....i'm not feeeling him anymore...gosh zen, ur sooo stooopi!! with triple o's!! my gosh.. tapos ung pic! fook!! what the hell!! kailangan ko ng malaman!! bitin to!! inis naman oh!!! ah basta whatever it is, i'll just wait for the next chappie!! ;)

Uuuhm. Malalaman mo na sa susunod. ^_^

Anung meron? Hala! Next na.. Miss you Jhana.. Lil sis! Ingatz...

Ate P, you'll know in the next chap. Mwah.

hala!!! ano yung pic  na yun...???... nakakaexcite nman..

jhanan update na pls.. pls..pls...
:)

Opo! Maguupdate na ^_^
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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #889 on: February 06, 2007, 07:10:28 pm »
Hi ate vainballerina.. :] im a silentreader. nyahaha.. nice story ah.. kakaexcite.. ano kaya yun? picture ba? o text lang na banner? hhmm.. :] nakakacurious.. hahahaha
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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #890 on: February 06, 2007, 08:08:46 pm »
la pa next oh?!

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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #891 on: February 06, 2007, 08:50:23 pm »
ala pang next?.. hehe!

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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #892 on: February 06, 2007, 09:13:33 pm »
uyy,dami ko rin palang na-miss..
nasira kasi ang PC,kaya hindi na ako nakakabasa ng updates.
so anyway.. ano na bang nangyayari kay Zen? at nasaan sya? at ano ba yug nakita ni Jara sa board.. naku.. na bitin ako du'n. haha

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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #893 on: February 06, 2007, 09:17:56 pm »
Lis, tapos na story mo? HAHA. Mwah. Miss you much!


story ko?. di pa nga eh! amabagal ko kasi eh! haha ;D well, at least, tumatagal?.. haha.. ;D lol
tsaka gabi na kasi ako nakauwi kahapon at ngayon eh :(.. pero i am typing the update now sa PC.. im just thinking of the right words na sasabihin nila.. haha ;D
kaya sorry talaga sa delay..
missed ya too! :)

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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #894 on: February 06, 2007, 09:31:07 pm »
Heto na po! This chap doesn't have good content so.... Basta! >_< Btw, 2 chaps ito in one update kasi busy ako at baka di ko na malagay agad2. Bahala na. ^_^

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Mismong pagkakita ko sa mga naka dikit sa bulletin board eh nanghina ang tuhod ko. I know at this very scenery people are looking at me and worst... They are talking about me.

Omg! Naging sila ni Zen?

Hindi ko rin alam eh. But I thought Jamir was her bf?

Waiiit! Don't tell me she's two timing?

Oh my gahd!

Habang naririnig ko yung words na yun eh mas nagiging tight ang paghawak ko sa school skirt ko pero my eyes were still fixed on what I was seeing. I don't know if this is a nightmare or karma that I have to accept for keeping the "courting thing" behind my friend's back. Do you wanna know what I saw?

Me and Zen at the Talisay tree... holding hands.

Who the heck would do that?

I hope I can answer Mitch's question but I swear at this moment all I ask is someone would save me from this disaster. And the guy I was thinking did showed up. He held me tightly on my shoulder and guided me to exit the crowd who's still talking about me.

Who the guy is if you may ask?



















Jamir.

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Oo, si Jamir nga ang tumulong sa akin na maka escape from that nightmare crowd and that bulletin images. Nakakahiya! akit kailangan lumabas pa yang issue na yan at worst I don't even know who did it.

Tapos ngayon din na nagkakalabuan na.. Wait! MALABONG MALABO na talaga kami ni Zen which is hindi ko parin siya nakikita kanina but as I heard na nagschool naman raw siya. Whatever.

Bumalik si Jamir na may hawak na mineral water at inabot sa akin yung isa. Of course kinuha ko pero di ko inopen agad. Nakatingin parin ako nun sa lupa at naiiyak pero I can't find the main point why I can't cry as of this moment.

If your asking asan kami ngayon, nasa Art Garden kami kung saan pumupunta yung Art students to paint stuffs and all na ginagawa naming past time.

Hey, don't feel bad. I mean were not together so your not really a two timer or whatever they call it.

But me and Zen aren't together too.

But you love him with all your heart.

Nanlaki ang mata ko sa narinig ko kay Jamir. Alam niya? Ganun ba talaga ka obvious? I act the same as I could be infront of him and other people but why those he know and all?

Fine! I admit it. I knew it all along since December 16th. Remember when I told you I'm gonna check my locker and message box but before I could go farther I forgot to tell you something and unfortunately when I saw you... you and Zen were holding hands. Don't get me wrong! I wasn't the one who posted those pictures and I won't.... ever!

Okay. So for 3 weeks he kept me that he knew about us(Jara and Zen)?! What the heck! I don't have the right to be mad kasi alam kung hindi niya sinasadya na makita at mali rin naman namin yun dahil we weren't expecting na may makakakita.

Aren't you supposed to be mad at me and threw me harsh words like "You know Jara your a big player and nada nada nada."?

Pagkasabi ko nun eh tinawanan ba naman ako ng malakas? After months and months na magkasama kami ngayon ko lang siya nakitang ganito na tumatawa kasi usually he's serious and may class talaga.

You crack me up!

Habang sinabi niya yun eh tumatawa parin siya na para bang hindi nakatawa ng ilang years. Ang weird kasi naninibago ako. Is he really like this or ngayon lang kasi nagbago na siya? Mas naging free na siya.

Nung di parin siya natapos sa pagtawa eh nainis na ako. Paano ba naman napaka seryoso ko at ang worst nung nangyari sa akin eh tinatawanan niya lang ako! Tama ba naman yun? Boys!

I decided to stand up and look for someone na di ako tatawanan. Kahit di ko close basta wag naman yung ganitong seryoso ako eh tatawanan nalang ako bigla! Nakakainis! Nung pagtayo ko eh bigla nalang tumahimik yung environment at natigil yung laughter at naka feel ako ng hawak sa wrist.

Love is not all about jealousy nor pain. Love isn't full of anger neither crying. Because love is sweet, unbearable but good to your heart.

Ang lalim ng words na ginamita niya at sure akong from the heart ito. Nobody has said this stuffs to me except him who has a bundle of guts. Mabuti pa siya... Kayang palambutin ang puso ko ng di na nagpapasikot-sikot.

Jara,



























ipagpatawad mo kung minahal kita agad.


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Nandito na ako sa locker ko, iniisip parin yung mga sinabi ni Jamir kanina at syempre yung last words na binanggit niya. Paano ba naman na di ako magugulat eh straight tagalog yun at sabi pa niya eh..

Hey don't laugh at me if I sound trying hard. I practived those words almost a month just to tell to you straight from my heart.

Ewan ko ba kung matatawa ako or what pero for sure he maid me feel good and a little light.

Kailangan siyang umalis kasi he has to meet up with his Global friends. May meeting raw sila and stuffs. I really don't kasi di naman ako member nun. Well with our SBO eh di rin naman ako pinatawag no fuss.

Nung mga 3:20pm na eh may na recieve akong text from Jamir na tapos na raw meeting nila and his waiting for me sa parking lot ng school. I replied naman na papunta narin ako since wala nga si Kuya Jun sa bahay dahil nasa office ni Mom at nagsuggest si Jamir na ihahatid niya ako.

While walking down the corridor eh medyo konti nalang ang tao and hindi na siya pareho nung times na madaming nakatingin sa akin ng masama dahil nga dun sa pictures. Sana ganito nalang lagi dba?

Nung paliko na left na ako eh nagulat ako sa nakita ko. Oo, si Zen Andrews na hinintay ko nung Holiday dance. Si Zen Andrews na once nanligaw sa akin. At oo! Si Zen Andrews na hangang ngayon..... ay mahal ko.

Nagkatinginan kami. He look the same since we last met but I know deep inside me I was hungry to hug him and ask him a billion questions like asan siya nung mga oras na hinintay ko siya at kung nakita na niya yung bulletin board and all pero di ko magawa. Di ko magawa dahil may nagsasabi sa akin na nagbago na siya.

After siguro ng ilang minutes na nagkatinginan kami eh iniwas na niya yung tingin niya at nagsimulang maglakad. He passed right through me and that's it.

Yun na lang yun? After ditching me at the Holiday dance and telling everybody you weren't my partner for that project that's it?

Hindi parin niya ako hinarapa pero tumigil siya sa paglalakad. Hindi ko napigilan yung sarili ko kaya naman eh nagderederetsyo ako at hinarangan siya kasi parang may balak maglakad ulit ng loko!

Don't tell me you didn't saw the bulletin cause I know you did. Zen, ano bang nangyayari sayo? Your the Zen I used to lo-

Things change Jara! They do!

Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. He did changed pero bakit? What's the whole reason behind this Zen I'm talking to now? Is it because of the talk he and his mom had? Ang awkward kasi na once your love one was ooh so sweet pero ngayon? Napaka aloof na niya.

But why Zen? Why do you have to change when things between us were all good?

It was before but now is different. We have to act like strangers again because I'm tired. Tired of picking you at 4am, tired of telling you mushy things and tired of... you!

I swear nagulat ako sa sinabi niya and also alam kong any minute from now na iiyak ako. I have no idea bakit naging ganito na siya. Lalong di ko alam bakit ganito na lang siya sa akin, mean and all.

What happened to forever and ever babe?

Forever and ever babe?

After saying that he looked right through my eyes full of emotions but still calm. Full of anger but still he looked handsome. Alam ko na kung ano man yung sasabihin niya eh masasaktan ako for sure pero as Jamir told me, love isn's about... it's about taking risks and insults.



















Forever and ever babe was just a big joke for me and so are we.

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Omg! Zen turned into a freaking monster. Why? KNOW IT SOOOOOON! HAHA. Uuuhm. Another chapter and revealed na secret ni Jamir! Hala! Omg! >_<
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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #895 on: February 06, 2007, 10:16:05 pm »
sa wakas na open ko na ang candymag. hahaha =)

nagulat ako sa sinabi ni zen ah. lol.
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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #896 on: February 06, 2007, 10:21:00 pm »
sa wakas na open ko na ang candymag. hahaha =)

nagulat ako sa sinabi ni zen ah. lol.

Yeee! Yana, haha. Onga eh. Kinda shocking pero as said may reason lahat. x_X
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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #897 on: February 07, 2007, 12:39:14 am »
 :-X

what did he just say?!?   :'(  :'(

Forever and ever babe was just a big joke for me and so are we.



ZEN?!> what happened to you man!?!?   >:(


anu ka? na brain wash or sumthin?!  >:(  :-\


nakakainis ka na?!? can you even be man enough to tell jara
whats really happening!? rather than hurting her just like that?!?
as if you can solve the problem by acting like a jerk?!  :o

palagay mo magkaintindihan kya kayo ni jara ng ganyan? sinasaktan mo lng sya!!
and ang sama mo!!! T_T   :'( 

youre making her mad at you or hate you if thats your plan.
is that the best you can do to fix things and solve your dilemma?
if thats the case youre WEAK!!!   >:(  >:(  >:(  >:(


HMPH!!! youll regret this ZEN ANDREWS!!!  >:(  >:(
one day or maybe another..


next please.. ^_^   ;)
You know how people long to be ETERNAL..

But they die with everyday that passes.

When you meet them, they’re  not what you met last.

In any given hour,they kill some part of themselves...
they change..they deny..they contradict..

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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #898 on: February 07, 2007, 07:27:44 am »
haay nakowsh zen.. nalalabohan ako sa yo, pero shige lang.. di naman kita kayang pagalitan eh, di ko kayang magalit sa labs ko.  :D syaka zen dun worry, hindi kita iiwan ng ganun ganun lang dahil diyan, loyal ako sayo noh. kahit hindi halata  :D everything has a reason nga diba? mahirap nga lang talagang alamin kung anoh. and plus, i know naman na napakareasonable ng rason mo, kaya nga kita mahal eh  :D alam ko namang napipilitan ka lang; na hindi mo gusto ang ginagawa mo.. wahehe, umaandar nanaman pagkaconsentidor ko  :D pero alam ko namang tama ako eh (for the first time  :o ), kaya nga jara, wag mo na siyang piliting sabihin sayo yung rason niya, malamang hindi niya nga pwedeng sabihin sayo, lalo mo lang siyang pahihirapan. the more you try to chase for the answer, the more you'll get hurt.. kasi nga, pag pinilit mo siya, that'd only force him to tell a lie, just like what he just did.  :( kaya intindihin mo na lang muna siya. Wag impatient, alam mo naman kung ano ang nangyayari sa mga impatient diba? Nagiging patientE  :D malalaman mo rin naman yung rason niya eh, eventually.. divah? kaya wag mo na siyang pilitin kung ayaw mong magsinungaling siya, hintay hintay lang. hahah, ayan, nakatangap ng words of wisdom from lola basyang si Jara.  :D haayy, shana ganito lahat ng mga tao, hindi namimilit at understanding, para konti na lang rin ang mga sinungaling  :D especially parents kow, shana understanding sila, hindi ako pinipilit magsinungaling at napakamabait  :-\ haaaaaysh..

wahhehee ashtig, ede connected in some way dalawa mong shtowiee  ;D

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Re: ZENsitized.
« Reply #899 on: February 07, 2007, 10:17:27 am »
waaaa!! zen!!

wat hapened?

next na pO!

 

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