RAVEN KNIVES:"CRUEL CONTROL"

[Raven knives]

Hi there! By the way, I am Raven Knives, the herald of the lovelife specialists CANDYMEN, for those of you who are not familiar, I am one of the three founders of the "ASK THE CANDYMEN" thread which was originally founded by my friend Yukino Yuri. We usually hang out at the lovelife section to give advises to girls. Furthermore, I, along with Yukino Yuri are almost of the same age. 24 years old to be exact and 24 for Yuki...

And if there's something that I can say about me that I can share it's the fact that I can analyze the situation beyond what most people can and analyze it like hell and for those interested to have their personalities read well, just leave me a message and let's see what we can do...


Again, thanks for the continued support on our thread and hopefully we can get to know each other in due time...

Take care and do have a nice day!

THE STORY THUS FAR:


08/14/09

Friday Night Magic Standing: 3-1

Good day! Anyway, I know that not all of you reading this would be able to relate to the deck list below but I just felt like posting it here. There would be some who would but that's another story. Though it's not like a World Championships or Nationals Championships tourney, I was able to get the 7th place, and it's my first time winning and using a deck that I just played the in the tourney the first time. I still need more experience though and better decision making.

Main Deck

60 cards
 
26 Lands:

2  Cascade Bluffs
1  Exotic Orchard
2  Island
2  Mystic Gate
4  Reflecting Pool
3  Sunken Ruins
3  Vivid Crag
4  Vivid Creek
2  Vivid Marsh
3  Vivid Meadow

9 Creatures:

3  Broodmate Dragon
3  Mulldrifter
3  Plumeveil

25 Spells:

1 Agony Warp
1 Ajani Vengeant
2 Austere Command
3  Broken Ambitions
3  Cruel Ultimatum
4  Cryptic Command
1  Doom Blade
1 Essence Scatter
4  Esper Charm
2  Firespout
1 Runed Halo
3 Volcanic Fallout




"NOSTALGIA"

by
Raven Knives himself
 

Chorus:

Wherever I look I see your face
When I think of you
But you are nowhere to be seen
I am lost and want to hold you once again
And feel you

Though the winter may fall eternally
I would go as far as life goes
And even if fate won't let me touch you again
I'll still go on..
 

Verse:

I walk the plank not looking down
Holding an old key in my hand
With my eyes blindfolded with a bloody cloth
My dreams, where doth leads me to?

Refrain:

My soul is lost, to wander forever for eternity
I am left alone, to endlessly search for you

Chorus:

Wherever I look I see your face
When I think of you
But you are nowhere to be seen
I am lost and want to hold you again
And feel you

Though the winter may fall eternally
I would go as far as life goes
And even if fate won't let me touch you again
I'll still go


But for now I have to keep on treading forth
And hope, to see you once again
In the future
 
Verse:

The world is darker than before
Even though the sun rise towards the sky
Has the heavens turned it's back on me?
Won't I see you again?

Refrain:

My soul is lost, in this so called "paradise"
I am left alone, to endlessly search for you


Chorus:

Whenever I start to think of you
I feel like I am getting lost
In this maelstrom of emotions
I am alone I want to hold you again
And feel you

Though the winter may fall eternally
I would go as far as life goes
And even if fate won't let me touch you again
I'll still go
 

[instrumental/lead]

 
Refrain:

My soul is lost, to wander forever for eternity
I am left alone, to endlessly search for you
 

Chorus:

Wherever I look I see your face
When I think of you
But you are nowhere to be seen
I am lost and want to hold you again
And feel you

Though the winter may fall eternally
I would go as far as life goes
And even if fate won't let me touch you again
I'll still go

But for now, I'll have to live and to survive
If I wish to see you once again
In the future
 


"Forsaken Dreamer"
by
Raven Knives himself

 
Chorus:

Wishing for a dream that I know I would never have
Clinging on, to a hope that the heavens won't give
Dreaming of this future that I know would never be
Sitting beside you like we used to

Verse:

I lay on my bed haunted by long lost memories
Figments of a forgotten past keeps on haunting me
I tried to close my eyes and sleep but to no avail
I still can't
 
Refrain:

I've been dreaming in this same dark room
About a dream that never ends
Memories of long lost love
That I am forever cursed not to feel

Held down by the chains of fate
I am bound to experience tragedies
Imprisoned in this dark cold dream
I cry for help, but no one seems to hear

Chorus:

Wishing for a dream that I know I would never have
Clinging on, to a hope that the heavens won't give
Dreaming of this future that I know would never be
Sitting beside you like we used to

Verse:

Far beyond the window I see you walking alone
Or is it just an illusion I just made up on my own?
I tried to call you with your name
But you seem far away, to hear my voice
 
Refrain:

I've been dreaming in this same dark room
About a dream that never ends
Memories of long lost love
That I am forever cursed not to feel

I tried to hold on to dear hope
With every strength that I could give
Wishing for this endless dream
To end with my wishes fulfilled

Bridge:

As I stare out afar
I see your image so clear and serene
Wishing that, hoping that
Want to be with you again
At the end of these all


[instrumental]

Refrain:

I will find a way to break
Away from this cursed destiny
I'll find my way back to you
However hard as it may be

I will one day be with you
And find the hidden truth in me
No matter what this will cost me
I won't care as long as you are with me
 
Chorus:

Wishing for a dream that I know I would never have
Clinging on, to a hope that the heavens won't give
Dreaming of this future that I know would never be
Sitting beside you like we used to

Fighting for this dream of you even though it would be hard
Clnging on, to this hope that I know that's in me
Dreaming of this future I am hoping that will be
Sitting beside you like we used to

[instrumental][/center]

"A GRAVE OF UNSPOKEN WORDS..."

by Raven Knives himself

How do people end up together?
My mind endlessly ponder
My heart bleeds in pain
I lay lifeless under this piercing rain

The moon is covered in blood
I am buried underneath this deep mud
I want to reach for stars in the vast sky
Before I breathe my last and die

Refrain:

Hold my face and kiss me
Release the unspoken passion in me
And tell me how people end up together
How promises are made, to last forever

Chorus:

Tell me how to capture a comet
Tell me how to hold unto a moment
And let me perish in your warm embrace
Let me look upon your serene and smiling face
 
In this ominous vast wilderness
Where the passages are dark and endless
I lost my soul to be damned by eternity
A deathly chill whispers to my ears silently

With these bloody tears I've been shedding
And this storm of emotions I've been keeping
My dried lips long for yours
My frail hands desire to hold yours

Refrain:

So hold my face and kiss me
And kill this pain spreading inside me
And tell me how people end up together
Be mine, let's stay together

Chorus:

Tell me how to grasp this moment
Tell me that we are really meant
And slay me with your warm embrace
Let me glance one last time at your face

"GARDEN OF INNOCENCE"

The dry leaves are carried away
By the winds of time
Leaving memories of the past behind
Of children laughing and playing

It still feels like yesterday though
When you held my hands and smiled
It was a sunny afternoon then
When we played tag and ran together

refrain:

But all of those have been lost
My memories slowly fading in the abyss
No matter how much I hold unto them
They get washed away by my bloody tears

chorus:

Take me back to when you were smiling
Take me to where our garden was shining
Let me close my eyes in defiance
And bring me back to innocence


I can still feel your warm embrace
In this cold evening of disgrace
I can still hear you laughing
And remember those times that you're crying

It's as if today was that of yesterday
When we were sharing sweet nothings
As the sun slowly sets in the horizon
Your still image grows blurry

refrain:

But all of those have been lost
Me memories slowly fading in the abyss
As I hold unto them in despair
Blood continues to cascade from my eyes

chorus:

Take me back to when you were smiling
Take me to where our garden was shining
Let me hold you again in my arms
And bring those forgotten memories back 

Take me back to when you were smiling
Take me to where our garden was shining
Let me close my eyes in defiance
And bring me back to innocence

"Let things be as they are. Stop what you are doing and set everything that is bothering you aside and just listen and enjoy the moment for each moment is fleeting and you won't know when you'll lose grip of the moment. We only live life once and this lifetime won't be enough for us to experience everything that we desire and if unfortunate enough, we won't be able to experience anything at all but the secret is to smile and feel the wind passing by you at this moment then know that with that moment, you are alive and breathing and part of this world."

This is what I call, MOMENTARY LIFE...

[cutie_flip]

hello julian... c donna pala toh..msta na??

[baller_chic23]

hey raven
ive seen you around here.
it's about time u made a thread in who's who =)

im joane, 16, from canada.

[sweetiezah]

hey kuya raven!madalas din ako sa lovelife sections and madalas kitang nakikita don heheh!!!!czarina here!!14 yrs old friends?

[pretty_kikay]

heya!jess here.

[hanmae_gorjuz]

aba..at may thread na xa dito!..


hanmae here
19 ,cebu

friends?

[bianca_hei]

hi there!
hehe.. naunahan pa kita... musta na?

btw, it's bianca...

[Raven knives]

hello julian... c donna pala toh..msta na??

Everything's fine naman so far. Busy with work and with the threads and organizing a follow up Eb...So how are you? Thanks for the reply by the way.

Take care and have a nice day!

[Raven knives]

hey raven
ive seen you around here.
it's about time u made a thread in who's who =)

im joane, 16, from canada.

HI there Joanne...Yeah, it's just about time...I wasn't really familiar though with htis thread so it took quite a while before I was able to post.


Well, nice meeting you girl and take care!

Raven Knives, 22 years old. Working...

[cutie_flip]

Everything's fine naman so far. Busy with work and with the threads and organizing a follow up Eb...So how are you? Thanks for the reply by the way.

Take care and have a nice day!

so whens the EB? im good thanks a bit busy lately with my school stuff cos we're breakin up in 3 weeks time then exams..yeah its fun..+sarcastic+
hehehehe..hows work??

[Toy_addict]

Hey!

How come you guys, hide behind your ttalk usernames, and rarely share anything about yourselves? Just like your introductory post, it is all very superficial, unlike most of us, who are very casual and despite not meeting the other ttalkers, we pour out our souls to each other. Just an observation

[Raven knives]

hey kuya raven!madala din ako sa lovelife sections and madalas kitang nakikita don heheh!!!!czarina here!!14 yrs old friends?

Hi there czarina..Nice name. Love the name. Madalas mo ba kong makita dun? Hehe..Friends? Sure...Why not? Just post up or pm me if you like or add me up at your ym, julian_mitre@yahoo.com.

Take care and do have a nice day!

[Raven knives]

aba..at may thread na xa dito!..


hanmae here
19 ,cebu

friends?

Friends?

[sweetiezah]

Hi there czarina..Nice name. Love the name. Madalas mo ba kong makita dun? Hehe..Friends? Sure...Why not? Just post up or pm me if you like or add me up at your ym, julian_mitre@yahoo.com.

Take care and do have a nice day!

yah!!!may so patok kayong thread dun di ba??hehehe saka i admire your opinions full of sense kasi hehehe

[Raven knives]

hi there!
hehe.. naunahan pa kita... musta na?

btw, it's bianca...

HI bianks..It's really a pleasure meetin you my dear princess.

I am doing well...Things are kinda happening already heer and there and can't quite keep up in a sense...Hehe...Well, take care!