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Giving up is definitely not the phrase I can identify myself with. For a girl who always looks at the brighter side of things, it’s very unlikely to hear me say, “I give up.” There are times in our life that we feel so down and we don’t know what else we can do especially when things don’t happen the way we want them to be. We feel so alone and helpless drowning in our pool of misery. There were times that I felt like this especially when I am so overwhelmed by the many tasks that I have to do and pressured to get things right all the time. When I fail, I break down and yes, tempted to give up.

When I finished reading Sarah Dessen’s latest book Along for the Ride, I realized a lot of things and one of those is that life is like learning how to ride a bike. You will encounter bumps along the way but it is part of the learning process. It’s okay to crash because you learn from your mistake once you get on the bike again. Nothing is right the first time. No matter how many times you fall, it’s alright. At least you tried and you worked hard. This book has become one of my favorites. It helped me realize that screwing up will always be a part of life. If everything will be smooth and perfect, life will not be challenging at all and we won’t enjoy it.

When you feel like giving up, ask yourself first “do I really have to give up?” Don’t abandon the ride Candy Girls! When you fail, it doesn’t mean that you’re not good enough. You just have to do better. Keep in mind that “if you’re not getting hurt, you’re not riding hard enough.” This quote from the book really stuck with me and it never failed to remind me to go on with my journey. So Candy Girls, always remember to get back on the bike and go along the ride of your life. :)

Jesselle

Last March 5-7, Cre and I headed down to Batangas for Camp Nivea, a three-day beach camp for teens held at Peninsula De Punta Fuego. It’s definitely not your ordinary camp: instead of learning how to start fires, tie knots, and pitch tents, the campers were taught survival skills of a different kind: the kind you need to flourish in the fashion and entertainment industry. I could go on forever about the wonderful time I had there, but this short list would have to do for now…

  1. The camp masters were Reema Chanco and DJ TonyToni, and they were just so amazingly fun to be with! The campers were also really nice, really cool teens who are poised to become the next hottest stars in the local showbiz world. Among the campers were Regine Angeles from ABS-CBN’s Rubi, Beauty Gonzalez, Nicole Uysiuseng and Fred Payawan from ABS-CBN’s Pinoy Big Brother, Models John James Uy and Janeena Chan, and Ian Batherson from GMA’s Starstruck.
  2. Punta Fuego was simply gorgeous, like it was made to be taken pictures of. The picture-taking opportunities were simply endless, and every shot taken of the landscape seemed to be effortlessly beautiful. In fact, this greeted us the moment we stepped in the country club:

    isn’t that beautiful?
  3. There were workshops that were very practical for the modern style-savvy teen, and they were all handled by the best people in the industry. There was a DJ Workshop with DJ Mars Miranda and DJ Mike, a Fashion Workshop with Robbie Carmona and Sassa Jimenez, and a Headshot Workshop with Niccolo Cosme, and these were all capped by activities where the campers can show off what they learned. How cool is that?
  4. All work and no play is a definite no-no in any camp, and that’s why all the hard work the campers put in the workshops was balanced by enjoyable pool and beachside games and themed parties for each night. The final night was made all the more special with a mini-concert by Callalily!
  5. Last but not the least, the freebies! ‘Nuff said. ;)

Honestly, I could rave about the experience for days. And yes, it was a perfect weekend, despite the fact that when I headed to the beach to work on getting some tan lines, I got jellyfish stings instead. :| haha! But really, Camp Nivea was an experience I’ll really never forget, jellyfish stings included. Now, if only time-turners existed…

Final Day of the Final Finals Week

February 25, 2010 at 7:01 pm | by Les | In Red-Letter Days | 3 Comments
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For the past 3 days, I have been running on about 2 to 3 hours of sleep. It’s unhealthy of course, but it’s all I can afford. This week is our finals week as graduating college students and I had to go through a presentation on Marxian analysis, a paper of 20 essay questions, a Theology oral exam, a French final exam and ultimately, an oral exam on Philosophy.

It was tough. I was fighting off the urge to fall asleep while studying and I actually did fall asleep on my readings but now that I’m here, I’m just glad it’s over. For some reason, it’s like there’s a magical force (probably God) helping me through it. I crammed my way through studying and I always made it in time, especially for my 2 oral exams.

All throughout my college life, I have always dreaded oral exams. And graded recitations. And defenses. And speaking in front of the class. I was never good in speaking because my nerves have never given me the chance to be good in it. No matter how many times I’ve been through it, it just never gets old!

With our oral exams, we usually have 6 thesis statements and we have to explain one to our teacher. It sucks that we have to prepare for all 6 though because we pick what we will be explaining through chance aka a) dice b) cards c) draw lots d) other means. We will then be “grilled” and our teacher would sometimes try to confuse us with challenging questions. I always panic outright and my mind usually goes *BLANK*. I force it to think but *BLANK*.

Luckily, my last two oral exams went rather well, compared to the previous ones I’ve had. Maybe it helped that both my teachers didn’t look like they were ready to pounce on me and I got the thesis statements I was comfortable in explaining.

My last exam was my Philosophy oral exam. It lasted for about ten minutes and I was pretty satisfied with what happened (which is rare when it comes to oral exams). I guess God wanted me to have a good memory of the final exam that ended my college life. Hopefully, I get a good grade with that, too.

After 10 minutes of explaining and pushing back the fear of messing up down my throat, my professor smiled and said “Okay, you’re done.” I then told her that it’s my final requirement and she said “You are now officially a grad unemployed!” Haha!

When I walked out the door, I walked out of college. I walked out of exams, quizzes, papers, and lectures. I walked into a new world of possibilities. I felt freedom and a sense of accomplishment that I have never ever felt before. It’s just plain hard to imagine that after all those years of studying, I just went through the final finals week ever!

Now that it’s over, I say goodbye (temporarily) to stress and for a few weeks, for the blessed gap in between the end of finals week/now and graduation/March 27, I get to enjoy. Self, friends, books, trips, night-outs, life. Finally, I have a life again! I have never felt this free from schoolwork since before I entered pre-school.

So thank you, God. I can now cross out this one big thing in my to-do list:

(X) Senior Year/College.

The Last Stretch

February 15, 2010 at 12:00 pm | by Jesselle | In Red-Letter Days | 7 Comments
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The clock is ticking by as I near the finish line. I can feel my heart beating in anticipation of winning the race. I can see the people cheering for me as I run the final lap of college life. In less than a month, everything will be over; everything that I have been through in the 4 years of college life will be a part of my history. This is my last stretch.

Lately, I have been stressed out; overwhelmed by the mountain of tasks that I have yet to accomplish—homework (endless!), preparations for school events, and most especially, thesis, which I believe is the agony of every 4th year college student. I haven’t been sleeping well because even in the dead of the night, I am still awake working on school stuff and thinking about a lot of things. There are moments that I would breakdown and cry because of all the tiredness, pressure, and anxiety that enveloped my whole being. Sometimes, I’m on the brink of giving up but I just think about what lies ahead, what lies beyond the finish line-my future and the infinite possibilities that life has in store for me. I don’t want to miss out on those opportunities and live the rest of my life with regrets.  All these things depend on what I do now and if I give up, I won’t be what I want to be in the years to come. Candy Girls are optimistic and always ready for anything, right? And more importantly, reaching the finish line is my way of giving back to my parents who have worked so hard for me to get the best quality of education.

Despite all the stress that college life brings, I will surely miss everything about it—the independence, the relationships that I built with the people in school, and beloved AC itself. College life is a wonderful adventure and the 4 years I spent in this stage of my academic journey is remarkably too good to be forgotten. I don’t want to elaborate on these first because I haven’t reached the end yet. But when I do, I will. So watch out for that! :) I am looking forward to writing it too because I’ll get to share with you an experience that is very dear to me.

Sometime this week, my thesis group mates and I are going to have our final thesis defense. Judgment day, it is. We are very nervous but we are thinking positively. After all, we did our best in completing our paper for a year. :) Please include us in your prayers, Candy Girls! :)

Jesselle

P.S. Have you watched Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief? :)

There are so many things I want to say about Valentine’s Day—in fact, I’m afraid this whole entry might turn into a bunch of tittle-tattle if I indulge myself. So instead, I thought of leaving it to the pros. After all, there’s a reason why these movie lines have stuck with us after all these years, right? :) I think it’s safe to say these quotes sum up everything good about Valentine’s Day and give you one of the best feelings in the world: that giddy, warm, tingly feeling you get when something (a song, a picture, a memory, or in this case, a line from a movie) hits you in a such a special way that makes you feel it was made for you, just you. You feel it all over your body and you never ever want to lose it. These movie quotes are old and new, familiar and unfamiliar, but I’m pretty sure they’ll “hit” you all the same. ;)

“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.” —Annie

“If I tell you I love you, can I keep you forever?” —Casper

“I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it.” —City of Angels

“It doesn’t matter if the guy is perfect or the girl is perfect, as long as they are perfect for each other.” —Good Will Hunting

“Sometimes in life, there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you’ll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but there’s also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself, is the same person who’s been standing beside you all along.” —Bride Wars

“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.” —Moulin Rouge

“Remember, I’m just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.” —Notting Hill

“I am someone else when I’m with you, someone more like myself.” —Original Sin

“In these dreams I’ve loved you so, that by now I think I know what it’s like to be loved by you. I will love being loved by you.” —The King and I

“I love that you get cold when it’s 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you’re looking at me like I’m nuts. I love that after I spend day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it’s not because I’m lonely, and it’s not because it’s New Year’s Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.” —When Harry Met Sally

“I guarantee there’ll be tough times. I guarantee that at some time, one or both of us is gonna want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I don’t ask you to be mine, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life, because I know, in my heart, you’re the only one for me.” —Runaway Bride

“Take love, multiply it by infinity and take it to the depths of forever, and you still have only a glimpse of how I feel for you.” —Meet Joe Black

“You are what I never knew I always wanted.” —Fools Rush In

“If you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just… passes you by.” —My Best Friend’s Wedding

“Don’t say we aren’t right for each other. The way I see it is we aren’t right for anyone else.” —The Cutting Edge

“Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.” —Good Will Hunting

“If you’re not willing to sound stupid, then you’re not worthy of falling in love.” —A Lot Like Love

“You know, that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and that person. And you realize that that person is the only person that you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this gift. And you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time.” —Never Been Kissed

“I love you without knowing how, why, or even from where.” —Patch Adams

“You complete me.” —Jerry Maguire

No matter what your opinion of Valentine’s Day is - underrated, overrated, Single-Awareness Day, too commercialized, corporate money-making scheme, something only lovesick couples celebrate, a sad excuse for torpe people to finally show some affection, the best day of the year - everyone deserves to feel loved on that special day. :) Don’t forget to spread the love tomorrow! (And every other day of the year, for that matter.)

Wishing you bouquets of roses, boxes of chocolates, and that warm kilig feeling,
Cre

P.S. For all those anti-everything-cheezy girls out there who just have to celebrate Valentine’s Day with a bit of an edge, here’s a list I’m sure you’ll find fascinating: 14 Miserable Facts About St Valentine’s Day. Who says Valentine’s Day is just for lovey-dovey couples? :P

Love quotes from:
http://www.iloveuquotes.com/movielovequotes.htm
http://www.latestngreatest.net/movielovequotes.htm
http://www.romancestuck.com/quotes/movie-quotes.htm

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