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Candy Reader Poetry: You Wanted Me to Be Your Last
I wanted you to be mine, too.
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Until now I can feel the tight grip of your arms wrapped around my body
I am never good at letting go
As if even when you already left, there are marks of you that stayed on my skin
Our memories are the only things I can hold on to now
I will never forget you
I will never forget how happy we both were in each other
I am the happiest when I'm with you
I only hope you felt the same

Until now I can clearly hear all the things you told me
Your mouth beside my ear, murmuring words you wish I already knew
As if even with your absence, the softness of your lips remains on my cheeks
You were certainly not the first man I loved
But you said I am your last

I don't know how to tell you that the body your arms were holding has been longing for a home she can't return to
I don’t know how to tell you that yours felt like one
You locked me in your arms like you were the roof of my wrecked shelter
And for the longest time I felt safe

I still remember everything about you
I am never good at metaphors but I can only use these words in painting how lovely you are
You are worth burning for
You said I am your last
I don't know how to tell you that I still think of this at night,
Wondering if you were mine too
Until now i still long for your presence
For my home
You are my home                                                                                              

I miss you
I don't know if you felt the heavy weight of a thousand demons in me
Maybe you did
Until now I'm trying to figure out what I truly feel about you
I don't know how to tell you that I never had someone that held me the way you did
I don't know how to tell you that we were never even supposed to meet in the first place
What if we didn't? 

Until now I feel the tight grip of your arms wrapped around my body
I don't know how to tell you
I'm not sure how to tell you
I just want you to hold me
For always

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