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Aftercall
by: lilyahoo
the blog of an antagonist | a menace to society | tries to help but ends up ruining things instead | has so many brilliant ideas but is plagued with doubts and low self-esteem | doesn't need to explain when not at fault | doesn't like posers and fakers | does things for a reason | a sucker for DotA and Tantra, where she can manipulate and destroy things | coffee addict | maangas, mayabang, and anti-social is what often referred to as | easily irritated | a volcano waiting to erupt | mistaken for a kid | underestimated | multi-talented | ever so humble | introvert yet extrovert at the same time
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With so much stuff going on, one can never figure out what's real and not. What's genuine and fake.I've been the ever supportive friend. In a way, I've been too much of a sponge. But throughtout those times I've had to listen to the same stories over and over, I never once complained.Well, not until now. I've never really asked for anything in return. As what I've always said, expectations will result to disappointments. Life is full of it.Anyway, so this certain person offers me a listening ear. Would I want to burden her with all the drama in my life? Nah.Getting things off my chest and pouring it all out on her won't change anything.As you continue on reading this, you'll figure out how cynical I have become from all the things I've been through (which of course is not needed to be listed here.)A hopeless case? Perhaps. I'm still struggling. It's difficult to be among people you think you're comfortable with but not to the extent that you can trust them fully.I still have my guard on. I can't stand more lies.


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